Don't Let Me Sink (( Narry Fanfic)) [On Hold]

Paring: Narry (( with a bit Ziall, Larry,Lilo, and Zerrie too )) -Not Famous-

Ever since a horrid moment that happened to Zayn it caused him to abuse his boyfriend Niall endlessly. No matter how much Niall loves Zayn he can't help but want to die. So one night when Zayn leaves, Niall goes to the bridge about to jump off but what happens when a boy with curly hair and emerald green eyes comes to his rescue?

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16. Sixteen.

Why? was what ran through Harry mind everyday since he found Louis cheating on him. Because of that dreadful day, two months ago, Harry wouldn't do anything outside the house. He only ate once a day which caused him to become skinnier then he already was. At first he thought it wouldn't show up but now the effects are taking into place. Niall had noticed Harry clothes were strangely become larger on him then normal. When he first noticed this he wouldn't say anything - now he made sure Harry would eat one full plate.

When Niall and Harry caught Louis in the act, Niall had rung up his older brother and asked if they could live in his old house in next to the woods. Luckily, he caught his brother in a good mood and had gotten the house for free. Niall had decided to  take the responsibility  and got two jobs to take care of them - despite not having to pay rent.  

Niall wished he knew a way that would cheer Harry up - but of course he knew that anything wouldn't help. Once Harry had gotten away from Louis and made sure he was no where in sight - he cried for hours. Niall had never heard such a piercing cry from anyone in his entire life. The thought alone sent shivers down his spine. 

"Harry!" Niall called out. "Food ready!" He said walking towards Harry room. He knocked three times and waited for an answer. None. He felt his head grow in confusion. Harry never went anywhere so maybe he's asleepNiall thought. He waited a few more seconds before smiling to himself and walked away. Niall thought Harry was sleeping - he was wrong. What Harry was doing was not sleeping - he was reuniting with an old friend. He heard Niall calling out to him but he wasn't in the mood for any type of food whatsoever. What he really was in the mood for was something sharp.... something that could actually bring him happiness.

Harry had started his cutting habits again, after he'd found a piece of glass siting in the bathroom sink. How did it get there? Who knows - but whoever did place the glass in there Harry was thankful for. Harry waited a while before getting up and walking into his room bathroom and getting the knife and glass from a secret compartment in the cabinet. 

He sighed in relief once he felt the cool blade slice against his skin. "I'll never leave you again..." he mumbled into the thin air. He felt his breathing go unsteady and felt tears well up in his eyes. He quickly whip them away and sat down on the toilet and welcome his thoughts for the first time that week.

Why couldn't Louis had told him that things weren't working out? Why couldn't he just admit that he still had feelings for Eleanor? But who could blame him? El was a lovely girl - always nice and cheerful one. But Harry was too wasn't he? That's the catch though - El was a girl. 

He felt anger rush into his eyes and his repeatedly slice his skin open not caring about the mess he was making this time. No one cared and no one will ever care about a gay faggot idot-

"Harry? I thought I heard you in...." Niall looked at Harry and was faced with wide shocked eyes. Niall looked down to see the bloody arm in Harry back. "....Louis isn't it?" Niall asked looking back up to face Harry eyes. Harry simply nodded and averted his gaze somewhere else. Anywhere but those blue eyes.

He heard footsteps walk his way and just when he was about to turn back around he felt a large slap hit his face, knowing a new bruise would form. "Don't you ever do this again do you hear me?" Niall shouted. "Ever."

"It's not like anyone would miss me once I'm gone anyway...." Harry mumbled looking up to face Niall. "It's not like anyone would like me! Besides it gives me happiness that no one would understand. This knife gives me hope... it may sound crazy but it's true. This knife is my only real best friend and lover because I know he'll always love me...." 

"What about me?" Niall said between tears.

"You only stay by me because you have to. You don't love me no one will ever-"

Harry was interrupted once again, but this time by Niall crashing their lips together. Before Harry could take note on what was going on Niall stopped the kiss and looked Harry dead in the eye.

"I love you, you bloody bastard." 

A/N: AHHHH!!! Anyways sorry it's so poorly written - I don't have much time left to reread it again and make sure it sounds right - so forgive me please? Also updates may become more slow now thanks to my little brother for almost breaking my laptop. I have no idea what he did and we don't have any money to see what's wrong. Yay! -.- I would update on my phone but it's about to break - once again yay me..-. 

 

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