Don't Let Me Sink (( Narry Fanfic)) [On Hold]

Paring: Narry (( with a bit Ziall, Larry,Lilo, and Zerrie too )) -Not Famous-

Ever since a horrid moment that happened to Zayn it caused him to abuse his boyfriend Niall endlessly. No matter how much Niall loves Zayn he can't help but want to die. So one night when Zayn leaves, Niall goes to the bridge about to jump off but what happens when a boy with curly hair and emerald green eyes comes to his rescue?

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21. Perrie.

Drugs and sex was all I could think about once I turned 16.

In my younger years, growing up in a very.... religious house hold, made me become some sort of rebel. All my life, I wasn't allowed to do things a certain way, dress this way or that or even listen to any music.

My parents were both preachers at different churches in town so growing up with that made me believe in all sorts of things revolving around religious views. I never knew their was different ways of thinking, or how wearing a certain color didn't mean you were giving your soul to the devil. I just never knew about anything outside the world until Jake popped into my life.
 
Jake.

Ah, I remember him perfectly. He had the body that any girl would by dying to touch for only a moment. A look that just... made you want to give in to whatever he wanted from you.The best part?

He was all mine.

Or so I thought he was. 

When I first met Jake, it was at my friend Jesy's  house. Jesy's family was also very religious and her mom and my mom were good friends, so I always got to go over there when I was bored. One day, her parents had to go somewhere for an emergency so they left us home alone. Jesy was always very braver then I was. Even being raised just like me, she still acted different. She stayed true to herself. I envied her for that.

After two hours of waiting for her parents to get home, Jesy said she wanted to invite some people over to hang out and that her parents wouldn't mind whatsoever. Me being an idiot went along with it. 

When Jake and Drew, her friends, came over I stood in awe. I've never seen boys wear black clothing and having piercing all over their faces along with a unnatural hair color. I couldn't... move when I saw them. My mother always told me that black was the devil's color, so I thought 'Why are they giving themselves away like that?' 

I knew that once Jake saw me, I was already in his trap. I knew he had a plan to corrupt me and changed the good little Perrie into something... different. I knew it but I wouldn't accept it because seeing them made me want to be like that.

It made me want to forget everything I once knew and start over again.

.... Maybe that's why I ended up like I did. 

From that point on, I started to hang around Jake more then I needed to. I ditch church seasons, I ditch school, I ditch nearly everything that kept me away from him. I started to dress differently, hiding my new clothes in the closet of my bathroom, knowing that no one would dare go in there saying it was for 'girls only.' Thankfully, my parents respected that. 

I did everything in my power to show that I wasn't the Perrie he knew. The Perrie that he saw, wasn't the real Perrie Edwards. Not the good one he met before.  At first, everything was going in my power. The more things I did that I normally wouldn't have done, seemed to draw his attention closer to me then before. When he asked me to sneak out my house one night and go to a party with him was the done deal.

He asked me out that night... 

After we had sex. 

Now that I think about it, it was pretty fucked up how he asked me out. He told me that he would only love me and stuff. I still can't believe I believed him that night, but I was new to everything. Only a puppet on his string. I thought it was suppose to be like that... that he was actually proving his love for me.

I was such a stupid little girl, wasn't I? 
 

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