I Think I Love You



1. Just let go

“I can’t do this anymore, I don’t know what to do I love him. I do… it’s just I’m tired. I’m tired of the cheating the lying and all the stupid games! What am I supposed to do Makayla?”

I cried. I have been with my boyfriend for three years and it’s just constant cheating and lying. BUT I love him and I don’t want to break up with him. He’s my first love… he is the only boy that has ever treated me so good. But he is also the only boy to treat me so bad. I’m so lost!

“I mean I don’t know how you can love that jerk… he cheats and lies all the time! It’s time you let go of him; he talks crap and insults you all the time! And you let him. How bout we move? Get away from Illinois for a while?”                                                                                                                                                                                         Get out of Illinois? Really? Maybe I should get out of here but if I leave I wanna go far. I wanna get out of America because I know he won’t let me go. He’s controlling and has always been.

“How bout out of America?”  I asked my best friend since birth Makayla.

“I don’t know Sarah, we have work,” she told me.

“It’s not that hard finding a modeling job out of the country, actually its better, prettier, more talent,” I explained to Makayla.

“Okay but where are we gonna go? Where are we gonna live? What modeling agency are we gonna work at?” Makayla threw all these questions at me that I didn’t realize. All I was worried about was getting away from Derrick. And then I got the best idea!

“I got it! You know how my grandma is an interior designer?” I asked her. She only nodded confused.

“Well, she lives in a huge mansion in London! We could call her and go there! She would definitely let us come because she is barley there and when she is she is only in like one part of the house because it’s so big!  We can start researching modeling agencies in London and send pictures and stuff or just see if they can transfer us,” She looked so surprised by my response which is a good thing.

“Okay well then I’ll research and you call your grandma… but one more thing what about volleyball?” She asked reluctantly. It hit me hard. I can’t give up volleyball and I’ve been playing since I was twelve I can’t just leave my team like it’s nothing. I guess I can’t leave.

“We can’t leave; I can’t just leave my team,” I sadly told her.

“Yes you can… do you know how long you have been with that club since you were twelve, well now you nineteen almost twenty in 3 months they will understand. It’s time to let go of your old life and start something new.  Let go Sarah.”

A/N: Sorry everyone who has been waiting for me to update i have just been going hrew some hard times and my ipod got lost and now i'm so frikin upset about it because i can't find it anywhere and my school work has been behind and i have been really into my volleyball right now. so i'm sorry! very very sorry and i will try to update by tomarrow i will be working on chapter 2 right now thanks guys i love you!!! 

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