Family? Friends? Aren't they supposed to be there for you? Behind my smile is a hurting heart. A heart that wants to be loved. I have no family. Except for one person. Who I haven't talked to in ages. Liam Payne. The only family I have left. But how can a depressed, lonely girl fit in with 5 famous pop-stars? I'm invited to go on tour with Liam and the rest of his band. I don't have anywhere else to go, so I say yes. I really don't fit in with the rest of the band. I smoke. I drink. And I don't think they like that. also cut, but they don't know that. I have tattoos one in paticular catches everyone's eye. This is a story of Love... Loss... And Hate. But one thing I refuse to do is... Sink.


3. Cold Coffee

    "Where do you think your going?" Liam asked. I was just about to walk out the door. I had my duffle bag over my shoulder and my guitar case in my hand. I turned around to face Liam. His face was filled with sorrow and guilt.

    "You obviously don't trust me. So, why should I stay here?" I asked. 

    "I'm just worried about you. You look... Different."

    "Well, so do you Liam. But you don't see me looking through you shit seeing if your on drugs. Now do you?" 

    "I'm sorry. But you can't blame me for trying to look after you. You're my baby cousin. I can't have anything happen to you. Come on, I care about you. I'm not some cold hearted person." Lies! All lies! He doesn't care about me. No one can ever care about me. 

    "Liam Payne was spotted having a cup of tea with a girl. They were said to be talking about moving in together." The telly said. I gave Liam a questioning look. I walked past Liam and into the lounge room. "What happened with Payzer? Was there another sad break up? This is Kelsey Ridges with all you celeb scoop." 

    I looked at Liam and then back at the telly. "You have a girlfriend?" Was the first thing I asked.

    "Yes, but that's on other notes. I have to go call her!" Liam yelled. He walked out of the room and into the kitchen.

    "You know, Directioners are going to hate you now." Harry said. 

    "Trust me, I have bigger problems to worry about. Ya know?" I said in my slightly Scottish accent.

    "I'm Niall. And that is Louis, Zayn and I think you know Harry. You have a different accent. Where are ya from?" Blonde asked. 

    "Scotland. Where I should be heading right now. I know a lass that's expecting me." I lied. I don't have anyone. Liam was the only one that I had, but he clearly doesn't trust me enough. Before I could say anything else the doorbell rang. 

    "That's El," Louis said. He got up and walked towards the door.

    "And Perrie." Zayn said. He got up and followed Louis.

    "Dani's here!" Liam yelled. 

    I picked up my duffle bag and guitar case. I walked into the front room to see three beautiful girls. 

    "I would love to stay and chat, but I have someone waiting for me in Scotland." I said. I tried to walk past the three girls, but Liam grabbed my collar. 

    "Piper this is my girlfriend Danielle. Danielle this is Piper, my cousin." Liam said. 

    "Hello, it's nice to meet ya. But I really should be on my way. Since i'm clearly not wanted here." I said.

    I broke out of Liam's grip and walked past the other two girls. I slammed the door shut behind me. It really hurts to walk. My thighs are aching. I walked into downtown London. It was mid day, so a lot of people were out. Considering it's close to Christmas everyone was shopping. I guess i'm spending another Christmas alone.

    I saw that I only had about 50 pounds left. I thought I had 100 last night. I sat on the stairs of some fancy hotel. I opened my guitar case and took it out. I always do this when I need some pounds. I started strumming Cold Coffee by Ed Sheeran. 

    "He's like cold coffee in the morning, I'm drunk off last nights whisky and coke, He'll make me shiver without warning, And make me laugh as if i'm in on the joke. And you can stay with me forever, Or you could stay with me for now." I sang. 

    "Tell me if i'm wrong, Tell me i'm right, Tell me if you need a loving hand, To help you fall asleep tonight, Tell me if I know, Tell me if I do, Tell me how to fall in love the way you want me to."

    Someone joined in with me. "I walk with coffee in the morning, But he prefers two lumps of sugar and tea, Outside the day is up and calling, But I don't have to be so, please go back to sleep."

    I opened my eyes and saw Harry sitting next to me. He smiled at me. There were tons of people surrounding us. Girls screaming, and people throwing pounds into my guitar case. We sang the rest of the song in harmony. 

    "Tell me if I'm wrong, Tell me if I'm right, Tell me if you need a loving hand, To help you fall asleep at night." I stopped playing and put my guitar next to me.

    The people that were the for the music started walking again and the few teenage girls asked for autographs. He did as pleased and soon the started walking again, squealing with joy. I counted all the pounds I got. Wow, around 200 pounds. That's more than I've ever gotten!

    "I should work with you more often, Harry." 

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