Family? Friends? Aren't they supposed to be there for you? Behind my smile is a hurting heart. A heart that wants to be loved. I have no family. Except for one person. Who I haven't talked to in ages. Liam Payne. The only family I have left. But how can a depressed, lonely girl fit in with 5 famous pop-stars? I'm invited to go on tour with Liam and the rest of his band. I don't have anywhere else to go, so I say yes. I really don't fit in with the rest of the band. I smoke. I drink. And I don't think they like that. also cut, but they don't know that. I have tattoos one in paticular catches everyone's eye. This is a story of Love... Loss... And Hate. But one thing I refuse to do is... Sink.


7. After-Party part 2

    "Does this look good?" I asked. Louise was letting me borrow some of her dresses that she brought. She's a nice lass. And she doesn't think i'm strange. I was in a purple strapless dress, purple-ish heels, and had a blue-ish hand bag. It really came together, trust me.

    Niall, Louis, Harry and Zayn's eyes went big. And Liam's looked... Disgusted. "Nope! To short." 

    "This is perfect! I love it." Niall said, smiling looking me up and down. 

    "Yeah," Was all the rest could get out.

    "Really? You like it?" I asked. 

    "No." Liam said, but the boys disagreed. 

    "I guess this is the one." I smirked.

*At the X-Factor studios*

    "Whatever. Just go. Or I will." I said. Liam laughed. He's the only one that really understands me. Well, he's the only one that is there for me. 

    "Hey, two drinks. And that's all, right?" He asked, again! 

    "Yea," I answered, a little annoyed. 

    "Liam!" Harry yelled. He put his Batman head set in. I was wearing my Batman belly-ring. We were all match-y. Liam walked over to the boys and they did they're pre-ritual routine. 

    I giggled and sat in one of the many chairs that were backstage. Louise and Tom sat next to me. I don't think Tom was that fond of me. I think Louise like me though, but I can't be sure. Lux was in Tom's arms. 

    "How are you Liam's cousin?" Louise finally asked. 

    "My mother was Liam's dads brother. I took her last name instead of my fathers." I explained. 

    Tom and Lou nodded. "Why did you take your moms name?" Tom asked. It just dawned on me, they're testing me. They want to know if i'm a good influence on Lux. I've been through this before.

    "I'm probably not a good influence on Lux. I'm just gonna tell you that now." I said standing up. I grabbed the badge that I had to have. I grabbed my clutch and walked outside. I decided not to dress up. I didn't really feel like it. I was wearing a white shirt with two black crosses on it, some leather pants that had slits in them, and some black heels to top it off. I had a leather jacket on, of course.

    I showed the officer my badge and walked outside. I lite up a fag and put it in my mouth. I was in the back of the building and no one was really out there. 

    "You know," Louise said, coming outside and sitting next to me. "I've been needing a new nanny."

    "What's that have to do with me?" I asked. I was tracing the heart shaped tattoo that on my right fore-arm. It's pretty popular. It was really cold out too.

    "I want you to be Lux's nanny."

    "Me? I'm not the slightest bit of a role-model." 

    "Neither are Tom and I, but we didn't give up on Lux." 

    I smiled at her. "I'll think about it." I stood up and headed for the door. I threw my fag on the ground and stomped on it. "But don't fill the position." 

*After Party!* 

    "Oooohh!" I said and picked up a glass of champagne. 

    "Didn't you already have two." Taylor Swift asked me. She's a little bitchy. 

    "I won't tell if you won't." I spat back. She got all protective when I said one sentence to Harry. I turned around and walked over to Li. Only to have my glass of champagne ripped from my grasp.

    "Oooohh! Food!" Niall said, looking at the table of food that they just put MORE food on. He walked over there. 

    I needed to fix my makeup, so I walked to the Ladies room. I was about to turn a corner, when I heard Taylor talking to someone. I decided to eavesdrop.

    "You fat ugly blonde pig!" Taylor yelled. I turned the corner and saw she was yelling at Niall.

    That pissed me off. I mean, Niall doesn't like me that much. But I don't see a thing wrong in him. He seems like a really nice lad once you get to know him. 

    I stormed over there and stepped in front of Niall. "What the hell did you just say, lass?!" 

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