If you're reading this, you're too late

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  • Updated: 4 Mar 2014
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"Sometimes the hardest part isn't letting go but rather learning to start over." - Nicole Sobon

"If you didn't love him, this never would have happened. But you did. And accepting that love and everything that followed it is part of letting it go." - Sarah Dessen

"It's only after we've lost everything that we are free to do anything." - Chuck Palahniuk

"A heart is like a fragile branch, it is not hard to break." - Me <3 <3 <3

My name is Sophie Brown, I have a secret. It is only shown behind hidden and locked doors. Can you find it?


18. What a party

*Sophie's POV*

I was ready by 6:45. He got there a little early to pick me up. I got into his car and we were on our way. I hadn't known the party was way in the woods. When we got there, there were a lot of cars, and people. He came around and got the door for me, we walked in and he never let my hand go. He had changed. We got drinks and I started talking to a girl I had once met when we went to a cafe a while ago.

"Hey, do you mind if I go talk to Zack? I will be right back."

"No, I don't mind." I was too caught up in my own conversation.

We talked for a while more, and I started to wonder where Jesse was, he had been gone for a long time. I didn't mind. I just kept talking.

"Hey, I am sorry; I have to go, getting late. I have to work in the morning." She said before leaving out the front door.

I stood there for a while but Jesse didn't come back, I decided to look for him. I looked around and finally spotted him next to Zack and two other guys. I walked up to him.

"Hey." I say smiling with my drink in my hand.

"Hey there." He said stumbling over to me trying to walk.

He was drunk.

"Hey, I would like to go home now."

"Ok, just let me say goodbye."

He said goodbye and we left.

"Here let me drive, you're drunk." I say grabbing his keys from him.


I drove him to his house and walked him to his door.

"Alright, well I had a lovely time, see you another time." I was about to leave when I felt his hand grab my wrist. They still hurt a little.

"Can you bring me to my room? Please, I might fall."

"Ok." I say helping him there.

Once I got him to his bed, I sat him down.

"Ok, bye." I say trying to leave. But again, I felt him grab my list.

"Come here, I want you."

"No, Jesse, I have to go, my grandmother is waiting." But before I could make it to the door, he picked me up and threw me on the bed.

I thought he had changed but he was still an ass hole just like his friends.

"No, Jesse, Please." I kept yelling.

I felt his hand go up my dress, I pushed his hand away. That’s when I heard a zipper. He kept kissing me, and I kept squirming, trying to get away.

"Jesse, No." I yelled again.

"Come on, don't you love me?" He said, still kissing me.



I was crying my eyes out, he had raped me. How could I have trusted him, he was always skum, how could I actually go along with his act. He hadn't changed, this was his plan. Get me, then dump me. I ran home and ran into the bedroom I was using. I cried my eyes out some more, my grandmother was not home to comfort me, she must have gone out to the bakery she always went to. I just sat there hating myself, then finally made up my mind on what I was going to do. I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a knife, a piece of paper and a pencil.

I walked back into the room and started writing.

"If your reading this, your too late..."

Author's Note: Hey guys I hoped you liked my story, I worked really hard on it, harder than any of the others. Sadly this is the end. But I will be starting a sequel called "The start of a new beginning." Thank you everyone, please read.

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