Do you remember summer 09?

Harry Styles was my everything. But it’s been almost 3 years when we last saw each other. Why couldn’t I move on? I heard he had already. Harry was on a band now. It was just so hard to let go. I'm 18 and homeless. Worst part of it all, i used to have a great life, but that curly boy showed up and changed everything. I thought everything was lost. But one day as i walked down the cold streets of London, i saw him again. Followed by some girls and paparazzi. Would he recognize me?


18. Now they know.

I turned on the radio as an attempt to calm the currently tense mood.

A man's voice spoke and I recognized the radio station intermediately. It was one of those shitty stations that would gossip about stars, I heard it could ruin reputations. My attention was dragged as I heard his name being called. Niall.

"International pop star Niall Horan was reported missing this morning" I glanced at Harry as he quickly made an attempt to turn the volume off. He seemed tired, and without speaking a word I realized his eyes were begging me to keep the volume off, as if he didn't want to hear the painful news. 

Although it hurt watching Harry like this, I grabbed his hand reassuringly  and turned the volume up again. I needed to know what will await for us when we arrive there.

"Police informed Harry Styles is also missing. Close resources have informed us both teen idols may have been kidnapped after hanging out last night with what we believe was a girl around their age, the investigation is still in progress"



I surprised myself after I involuntarily turned the radio off  "Niall is missing?" I spoke unintentionally questioning the events from last night "But, but he was dead. how could his body not be there?" A shiver was spread across my body as I realized he might be alive. I could feel myself shivering at the blurry memory from last night. Niall's last words.


Harry had a horrified expression traced all over his face. Not what i expected. i understood his fear, but despite everything Niall could be alive, and in that moment i knew we had to go back there.


"Does that mean he somehow managed to survive?"  For once the feeling of longing had returned "Harry listen to me" He seemed lost in his own thoughts.


I grabbed his arm swiftly as words escaped my mouth with desperate hope "we have to return, we need to know what happened to Niall, or.." i stopped for a moment to process my words and thoughts "or his body" I said, and looked away from harry's eyes. They deserve an explanation Harry, and so do we" 


He didnt speak, but his jaw tensed. he was.. vulnerable, exposed.


I suddenly understood. Harry had all the right to be scared. It was all an accident. a mortal one. My morbid thoughts surprised me and I couldn't help but pray that some sort of miracle kept Niall alive. For harry's sake. At the end of the day my stupid feelings had dragged us to this unfortunate series of events.


"its okay Harry, I'm not a saint you know" he looked at me and I saw his watery eyes, and that was it, that was our breaking point" I loved him, I never wanted to hurt him. he was my mate, like a brother to me. And then this stupid feelings wouldn't go out of my head. out of my fucking heart. it was ridiculous"

His fists clashed against the window

I gave him a hug, which came handy not only for him, but for me as well.

"its going to be okay Harry" I said "I don't need this Becca, i don't need your compassion"


He was hurt, I knew what he was trying to do was to push me away. But we were far to deep into this for me to back away now.


Once again he turned the car on. "we've been driving with no direction all night Becca, I'm lost" he spoke, anger clear on his tone  "We'll figure our way back Harry" I answered disappointed, with no strength to argue.


A/N: i hope you guys liked it! also i'm so sorry i couldn't update before but I've been busy.. so yeah im sorry! let me know what you guys think? any predictions for next chapter are more than welcome :) ill be updating once a week from now on (both of my movellas!) ily babes.




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