Do you remember summer 09?

Harry Styles was my everything. But it’s been almost 3 years when we last saw each other. Why couldn’t I move on? I heard he had already. Harry was on a band now. It was just so hard to let go. I'm 18 and homeless. Worst part of it all, i used to have a great life, but that curly boy showed up and changed everything. I thought everything was lost. But one day as i walked down the cold streets of London, i saw him again. Followed by some girls and paparazzi. Would he recognize me?


16. I hate you.

Beccas POV


"Becca... I, I've always loved you.  I always will” he took one last breath “Never forget it” his blue eyes closed softly, the spark that reflected from his diamonds turned into dark rocks of emptiness.  And then, it hit me. He was gone, forever.


A small and swift image of him and I came to my head. The image came in a matter of seconds. My heart sent a message of a deep feeling, not sure if it was of love, or a mixture of all the gloomy and shocking feelings. In my hands I held a dead body. Although I knew, that his soul would be forever alive.


Harry stood there all along. in shock. All this time my feelings tried to avoid him, even push him away. I looked back and stared into his green eyes. Guilt was all I could see.


Finally, I came back from my numb state. The tears streamed, and my heart skipped beats constantly. I was desperate, confused. I had just lost niall, A guy that won my heart in a matter of seconds.


The panic, it came back “N-N- Niall” I whispered. Trying to get the mixture of feelings out “NIALL” I said. this time shouting. “NIALL, COME BACK!! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME”


Harry came running, “Becca I'm so sorry I'm a monster”  he looked all sweaty, his fists were covered in blood. I had a murderer in front of me..

“Becca” he said whispering into my ear, hoping for an answer. “We gotta go”



“This is all your fault Styles, you fucking killed him. I'm not going anywhere”

He grabbed my waist and placed my small body on his shoulder. the smell of innocent blood was strong, and visible.


“Put me down, PUT ME FUCKING DOWN HARRY!!”  “Becca, I don't know what happened. This is for our own good, we have to go” he said walking outside Niall´s house “our own good?, our? no Harry we are nothing. Our ´our´ ended a long time ago, remember. When you broke your promise, when you left me alone. AGAIN”


His muscles tightened, he was angry, and felt regretful. “Niall, we can't leave Niall here. His body deserves a proper burry, you own the world an explanation you FUCKING ASSHOLE”


my heart accelerated. He somehow managed to keep the temper. Probably because he didn't want to hurt anybody no more.

“Shut up Becca, you are making things worse” tears streamed down his face too.


Soon, he forced me into his car, and turned it on.

“I hate you HARRY, I HATE YOU”

A/N: so uh, did you like my use of caps lock there? hoped you liked it.. its about to get even better..

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