why me? (finished)

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Hi, im Lily Jade Tomlinson, daughter of Louis Tomlinson from One Direction and Eleanor Calder (my name isn't Lily or Jade, just so you know im not basing the story on me) born 1st February (yea I wasn't born then either) and this is my story on, how I cope being the daughter of someone famous, how I get through tough challenges (e.g bullying), how I encounter Love, and how much family and friends mean to me, so enjoy the story :)


49. heartbreak number 2

Taylor's point of view

"therefore its over" she said going in her house, leaving me out here, alone, did she really just say that, I tried ringing her to see if what just happened was real, she wasn't answering, so I guess so, I needed to clear my head, I couldn't take it all in, so I decided to go for a walk, I went to the park, where me and Lily used to go, I went where we made the snowman, I went on the exact same walk Lily and I always went on.

after I had done all this, it was dark, I decided to go back, on the way back I decided to go the long way back and went to the lake, where Lily and I got together, basically, everything was about Lily, I truly love her, im truly, madly, crazy, deeply in love with her, I dont know how im going to cope with not being with her, not feeling her hands in mine, not feeling her lips pressed gently against mine, not feeling her skin whenever she was close to me in a hug, not feeling her hands wrap around my body, not feeling her hair as I stroked her hair to get her to sleep, I missed her so much.

I went along the lake, I decided to take 5 minute break there, so I sat on a bench, then everything hit me all at once, my eyes started to tear up, water poured from my eyes like a waterfall, I missed her, I love her, its Louise's fault, I dislike her with a passion, I sat down waiting for my tears to stop, 15 minutes later they finally stopped, so I got up and strolled home, I wasn't even aware of the time, i didn't care, all I wanted was Lily.

when I got home my dad ran straight to me, "Taylor where was you, I was so worried, your mums not here coz she's doing rehearsals for the x factor tour, I've rang your mobile 5 times and text, so where have you been" my dad said shakily, he really had been worried, "im sorry dad, I needed a walk, I lost track of time" I said, "why whats wrong" he asked concerned, that's my dad alright, always concerned. "nothing" I lied.

"so why did you go for a walk" he asked, "to clear my head" I replied, damn it, what was I saying "so there is something wrong then" he said, damn, "yes but im fine" I lied, I just wanted a hug, but do dad's hug their sons, "Taylor" he said in his 'whatever, tell the truth' voice, I rolled my eyes, "Lily just broke up with me" I started to cry when the words came out of my mouth.

"oh Taylor, what for" he said, pulling me in for a hug, thank you dad, I hugged back, crying into his chest, he didn't seem to mind, it made me feel a little better, so I explained what had happened with Louise and everything. I sobbed for hours in his chest, her was always there for me, "thank you dad" I said softly when I had stopped crying, "what for" he smiled, "for being here for me" I replied, "im your dad, that's what I do, im always going to be here for you" he smiled again, "I love you dad" I smiled, "I love you to son" he said pulling me gently into another hug, I love you is such a short phrase, but means so much.

for the rest of the night my dad just sat up all night with me, he told me I didn't need to go to school tomorrow, I said I was going but he told me no, he said that heartbreak is the worst thing someone can go through, plus I knew I wouldn't be able to get to sleep, so I would be tired in school, I may even cry in school and I would want that, so maybe its a good idea I stayed off, my dad said he was off anyway tomorrow and Codie was with my mum anyway so it would just be a father son day, I love them days

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