Forever & Always

19 Year old Addie's dreams finally come true. She marries the man of her dreams. When things take a turn, well, you never know that happens in the life of a rock star.


13. Oh no...

We have spent the past couple weeks in the studio helping the boys with their album and planning for Leah and Nick’s wedding. It has been sooo stressful for all four of us. I woke up laying on Joe’s chest with pains in my stomach. ‘It’s probably just normal’ I thought to myself. Obviously I have never been pregnant before so I don’t know anything about it. I went to the bathroom to take some Advil for the pain, hoping it would help. I let out a groan from all the pain. I closed the door sat down for a minute because I was in so much pain. I put my head between my knees and saw blood. I started crying harder than I already was. I didn’t understand what was going on.

“Babe, are you ok?” Joe asked from the bedroom.

“I-I don’t know.” I replied through the tears. I was sitting in the corner by the toilet in a ball because I did not want to get up.

“I’m coming in.” Joe said worriedly. I watched the door open slowly and a worried Joe walk in.  “What’s wrong?” he asked. He walked over to me and knelt down beside me.

“Why is there so much blood?” I asked him. The tears were streaming down his face.

“Come on,” He said lifting me up bridal style. I laid my head against his shoulder. He grabbed a towel as we were walking out the door. He had his pajama pants on and slippers and I was in a t shirt and shorts. We walked out the door and got in the car. He put the towel in the back seat and laid me across it. I curled up in a ball.

“Where are we going?” I asked pitifully. I was still crying. I didn’t know what was going on or if this was normal or anything.

“Hospital.” He said. There was concern in his voice. By then we were almost there. Joe was speeding the whole way. When we got there, Joe got out of the car and picked me up and carried me to the ER. They got me admitted pretty fast. The doctor did a test and left. I laid in bed in a ball. Joe walked over to me and grabbed my hand and put his other hand on my forehead. “Baby, don’t worry. Everything is going to be ok.” He whispered. I had fallen asleep from crying so hard. After a couple hours there was a knock at the door. I heard whispering between Joe and the doctor. After a few minutes, the doctor left. Joe came over to the bed, sat down and started crying into the blanket trying not to wake me up. “I’m so sorry, babe” he whispered through his tears. My eyes were not open but I was kinda awake. I rolled over in my bed to face him. I took his hand.

“What happened?” I whispered to him.

“I’ll tell you in the morning when you are more awake.” He said. Something bad happened. It was so bad that it crushed him.

“Please tell me, sweetheart.” I said. My eyes were tearing up again. “Please?”

“Addie, I can’t right now. I just can’t. This will kill you.” He put his hand on my cheek and looked in my eyes pitifully.

“Please?” I whispered.

“Addie….” He whispered. “we lost the baby.” He started crying again. I didn’t realize it but water fell from my eyes onto his hand. “he’s going to come back and talk to you in the morning about what is going on. But please remember that I will always love you.” He said kissing my cheek. “Go back to sleep, sweetie.” Tears rolled down my cheeks as I brought his hand up to my lips. I kissed his hand and he looked up at me and quickly looked away.



"Look at me" he looked up at me. "I love you. It's just a hiccup in our path" he leaned up and kissed my forehead.

"I love you Addie. Get some rest." I laid on my side facing him and fell back asleep.

I woke up again at about 10 with Joe laying on the couch asleep. The doctor knocked on the door and came in.

“How are you feeling, Mrs. Jonas?” he asked me.

“I honestly don’t know at the moment.” I answered. Joe opened his eyes and sat up on the couch. He got up and walked over to the bed and grabbed my hand.

“Well I am guessing that Mr. Jonas told you what happened, and I am so sorry.” He began. I nodded my head as the tears started to flow again. The doctor started going over what happens now. We decided that I would just take the medication that speeds up the process of passing the fetal tissue and all that. The doctor left for a minute and came back with release papers for me to sign. In about 15 minutes we were in the car again on the way home. I laid my head against the window and just stared out it. We had a silent ride home. We were both just upset and just didn’t want to talk. When we got home we both went upstairs to bed for a while. I just laid on Joe’s chest and closed my eyes.

“Addie?” He asked. I opened my eyes and looked at him.

“Yeah?” I asked. He hesitated for a moment as if he wasn’t sure what he was to say.

“Are you ok?” he asked. That was not what he was going to say.

“Mmhm,” I said quietly. I snuggled up to him with my head on his chest right under his chin. “But I know that that was not what you were going to say.” I said.

“I know. I just don’t know how to put it right now.” He said worriedly.

“What’s wrong?” I asked him.

“I don’t know. I’m just sad and a whole mixture of emotions right now.” He said running his hand up and down my back. My pink hair was in a bun that kept tickling his neck.

“I know sweetie.” I looked up and kissed his chin. “But we still have each other.” I told him.

We spend the afternoon in bed talking. At about 6 something I got a text from Nick and Leah asking if we were ok and all that. We didn’t talk to anyone the whole day until then.

Me: Hey Leah, sorry we haven’t really talked to anyone today. We had a long night and well there’s a lot going on right now.
Leah: It’s all good.
Me: We are having KFC for dinner if you wanna come over and chat for a while
Leah: Alright! What time?
Me: Joe is getting ready to go get it now. So you can come over now if you want.
Leah: kk Be right there

Leah and Nick got to the door right as Joe was about to walk out. Joe let them in and walked out.

“I’ll be right back, I promise.” He said to me. He came and gave me a kiss and left.

“Is he ok?” Nick asked me.

“We just had a long night last night. A lot happened and we will tell you together when he gets home.” I answered. I went and got the grape juice out of the fridge and put it on the counter with four glasses from the cabinet. Within 10 minutes Joe was home. He came in and gave me a hug and kissed my forehead. I looked up at him pitifully with a look that said that we should tell them. They were the only ones that knew that I was pregnant because we just didn’t tell anyone yet.

“Hey guys. Sorry I didn’t say much to y’all on the way out. We’ve just been really stressed out today.” He paused and looked at me. I nodded my head at him telling him to go on. “Addie woke up in the middle of the night with pains and curled up in a ball on the bathroom floor and I took her to the hospital and umm” His eyes started tearing up again. I kissed his cheek.

“Addie, what happened?” Nick and Leah asked at the same time. They had a look of sadness on their faces.

“We lost the baby,” Joe finished slowly. There was a single tear that streamed down his cheek. Nick and Leah came over and hugged us both really tight. We all had tears coming. After a couple minutes, we decided it was time to eat dinner. We joined hands and said a blessing and we got our plates. We let Nick and Leah get their plate before us so we could get a kiss in.

“I love you no matter what happens, Addie, I will always love you. I told you that when we got married.” Joe kissed me one more time.

“I love you too, Joseph.” I smiled and kissed his chin.

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