Last Chance At Forever

NON FAMOUS: Rhiannon. Torn between two guys. Her boyfriend of almost 5 years, Harry, & his best mate Zayn. Forced to choose. Who will she pick her childhood best friend, or her man on the side? Will Harry find out about Rhiannon's secrets?


11. Second Chances or Goodbye

*Zayn's POV*

"Did you hear that?" I asked.

"Hear what?" Emeli muttered. 

"It sounded like someone said hello out there."

"Zayn. Calm down. Its fine and no one is here."

I ran my fingers through her hair and kissed her softly. As much as I wanted this to feel right, it just didn't. Emeli practically threw herself at me when I got here. I was told that we were planning something special for Rhiannon since her birthday was next week. That was not the case. 

I still wasn't over Rhiannon and it was clear to me. Ignoring her didn't help anything. I thought I would be able to just forget about her. But I couldn't. She isn't the type of girl a guy can just forget about after he gets close to her. I was over reacting in the first place. Its obvious she just wanted Harry more than me. I tried. I did all I could. I should just be happy for her. 

If Rhiannon found out about me being here right now with Emeli, I know it would break her heart. Even though she is with Harry I know it would hurt her to see her best friend with me. I couldn't do this anymore.

"Emeli. I can't do this. You know this is wrong," I said trying to get up.

"What do you mean baby?" She said pulling me back down. "You know you want me and you know this is so right." 

The door opened and there stood Rhiannon. Tears filled her eyes as she looked at Emeli. I pulled away from her and sat on the end of the bed. 

"Rhiannon. This isn't what it looks like," Emeli said. "He came on to me."

"How could you," Rhiannon cried.

"What the fuck are you talking about Emeli!? This was all you. I tried to leave!" I yelled.

Rhiannon ran out of the room and slammed the door behind her. I felt all the sudden remorse kick in. I grabbed my phone and walked out of the room. Emeli ran after me. 

"Zayn. Babe please stay," She said pulling on me arm.

Anger suddenly came over me. I turned around and looked down over Emeli.

"How could you even have the nerve to say that after what you just did to her. You saw how much you hurt her, and yet you throw me under the bus and ask me to stay. You are out of your fucking mind," I said pulling away from her embrace. 

I made my way out to my car. I kicked the tire and got inside. How could I be so stupid. I should've left right when she started coming on to me. I put the car and drive and drove as fast as I could away from there. I grabbed my phone and called Rhiannon. It went straight to voicemail. I guess her phone was off, and that wasn't like her at all. I called her again. No answer. 

I turned on the road on my right. The road Rhiannon lives on. I pulled into her driveway and ran up to her door. I rung the doorbell. Nobody came to the door. She had to have seen my car outside. Why would she open the door if she knew it was me? I wouldn't open it if I were in her place. 

I banged on the door again. She still didn't come to the door. Then it came to me. I knew where her spare key was. I walked off of the porch and walked over to the window beside of it. I pulled back the shutter a bit and out dropped the key. I put the key into the door and walked inside. 

She wasn't in the living room or the kitchen. I walked back further into the house to find that she wasn't in the bedroom either. I walked to the bathroom and the door was shut and locked. I could hear her crying over the water that was running in the shower.

"Rhiannon. Open this door. Please," I said.

"Zayn. I don't want to see you right now," She cried.

"Rhiannon please don't make this hard. I'm not going anywhere until I see you."

The door creaked open and I walked into the bathroom. There was blood all in the shower. I looked down at her arms and saw all the deep gashes in them. I ran over to her and picked her up and carried her to her bed. 

"Rhiannon what the hell!" I shouted. "Why would you do this to yourself!"

"I don't know. I wasn't thinking. I was just in pain from Emeli," She cried.

I ran back to the bathroom and got some gauze and an ace wrap out of the cabinet. I grabbed a bottle of alcohol and ran back to her room. I grabbed her arm and poured a bit of alcohol in the wound. She cringed in pain. I couldn't stand to see her like this.


*Rhiannon's POV*

Tears were still rolling down my face. Zayn got some gauze out of the box and wrapped it around my arm, followed by an ace wrap. He did the same thing with my other arm. I'm really glad he found me when he did because I don't know what would have happened had I been alone. I still didn't want to see him, but we did need to talk.

"Thank you," I whispered.

"Anything for you," He said. "Look, I know you probably don't want to hear this but I love you Rhiannon. I would never be with Emeli over you. I went over there because we were going to do something special for your birthday and she came on to me." He said.

"Its-" I said while getting interrupted.

"Rhiannon please just liste-"

"Zayn. Its fine. I believe you. Emeli has always tried to steal the guys I had something with," I said.

He leaned down and kissed me. He shot right back up and looked like he had just seen a ghost. 

"Whats wrong?" I asked.

"You and Harry. You're kind of engaged remember," He said laughing. 

I held my left hand out to him to show him that there was no ring on my finger. A smile grew on his face.

"What happened?" He asked.

"Well. I was having second thoughts because I thought that there might be something with us. Thats why I called you earlier. Then you didn't answer and I went to see Emeli to talk about it with her and you know the rest."

"So are you officially done with him?" 

"We're on a break. I don't know what will happen with us. Maybe we'll end up together, maybe we won't."

He leaned down and kissed me again. This felt so wrong but again it felt so perfect. I wanted Harry, but right now I wanted Zayn more. He laid down beside me and I rested my head on his chest. 

Maybe I just needed to be alone for a while. No Emeli. No Harry. No Zayn. Just me and my thoughts. This wasn't going to help anything for me and Harry with me sneaking around with Zayn again. But it wasn't going to help me and Zayn by me stringing him along either. I didn't want him to go, but he needed to.

"Zayn. I think you should go," I said.

"What? Why?" He asked.

"I just need to clear my mind."

"I'm not leaving you after what you did to yourself." 

"Just leave me Zayn. I'll be fine. I just need to think about what I want, and I need to get my priorities straight."

He got up from my bed and walked over to the side I was laying on which was closest to the door. He kissed me softly on the cheek and walked out of my flat.


*Ten Years Earlier*

Harry and I were running through my front yard, chasing each other. 

"You'll never catch me," He said running towards the beach. 

"You wanna bet?" I said chasing after him.

Harry and I ran and ran and ran. Finally we made it on to the beach were Harry turned and went into a cave. I stopped outside of it and just stared into it.

"Harry. I'm not going in there, I'm scared." I said.

He ran back out and picked me up and carried me into the cave. We sat down on a rock and talked about how close of friends we were. He was the only person I talked to really. He leaned in and kissed me on the cheek.

"What was that?" I asked laughing.

"I wanted to kiss you. I like you Rhiannon." He said.

"But Harry. We're only 8." I said giggling.

"So what? Just wait till we can date. Its you I'm coming for," He said smiling.

We walked out of the cave and ran up and down the beach. Eventually we ran back to my house and said our goodbyes considering it was late at night. 

"Goodnight," He said kissing me on the cheek again.


"Take me back to the house in the backyard tree
Said you'd beat me up, you were bigger than me
You never did, you never did
Take me back when our world was one block wide
I dared you to kiss me and ran when you tried
Just two kids, you and I.
Oh my my my my"


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