Last Chance At Forever

NON FAMOUS: Rhiannon. Torn between two guys. Her boyfriend of almost 5 years, Harry, & his best mate Zayn. Forced to choose. Who will she pick her childhood best friend, or her man on the side? Will Harry find out about Rhiannon's secrets?


14. Reality

"Well for starters. Harry and Zayn both somehow deleted my number," I said. 

"What how do you know? Did you call?" She asked.

"Yeah I called to talk to them both and they both asked who it was and then hung up when I said Rhiannon."

"Damn Rhi. That's harsh."

"Yeah and you won't believe what Zayn said to me," I said. "He told me I did nothing but ruin his life and that he didn't want me." I couldn't hold back the tears anymore. I lost it. The tears were streaming down my face as Emeli pulled me into a hug.

"Rhi he didn't mean it," She whispered into my ear. "He loves you so much. He didn't mean it."

"How would you know that?" I asked her. I was curious.

"I just know. He loves you, just listen to me when I say that." 

I pulled away from her hug and looked at her. Now came the serious question. "What do I do?" I asked her.

She didn't say anything. She was thinking but I couldn't figure out what. She grabbed my phone and went to the iPod. "Here this is what I always do when I have questions. Ask the iPod you question and it will answer with a song."

I took the phone from her hand and asked my first question. "Should I go with Zayn?" The first song that came on was "Wait For You" by Elliot Yamin. The song that he sang to me back when we were on the yacht. I think its a sign. I'm supposed to be with Zayn.

I asked my next question. "Should I go with Harry?" The song that came on was "Mary's Song (Oh My My My)" By Taylor Swift. This song described our lives. Falling in love young and growing old together. 

This is harder than I was hoping it would be. I went to the next song. "Should I be with Zayn?" The song that came on was "For You I Will" By Teddy Geiger. Ugh why must this be so complicated?

"Emeli this isn't working," I said while putting my phone on the charger beside me.

"Well it must be a real problem if the iPod can't solve it," she said jokingly. 

I just rolled my eyes at her. I walked into my room and went to the nightstand looking for the Ibuprofen. All this thinking was giving me a killer headache. Thats when I found a note under one of the books that was in there. It had my name scrawled on the front of it with the date August 30th, 2012.  I opened the envelope and sat down on the bed.


I don't know when you will see this but hopefully it is sometime soon. You are in the shower right now and I'm just sitting her waiting on you. I didn't know what to do so I wrote this.

I love you so much. This is the first time I've ever told you that, and I know I should've said it a long time ago, because ever since I laid eyes on you, I've been in love with you. I love everything about you. Your hair, your eyes, your smile, even your laugh. Whats not to like about you?

I know you probably don't feel the same way about me after the conversation we just had about Harry. I know you love him more than life and I can't imagine you ever feeling that way about me. I was too scared to tell you I love you in person, so I just wrote you a letter. 

Please call me, or come see me when you read this. I want to be with you Rhiannon. No matter what it takes.

With Love,

Zayn x "


What had I just read? There were tears filling my eyes again. How could I be so stupid. It was him all along. He was the one. This was a sign. A real sign, I knew it. I walked into the living room and handed the envelope to Emeli. She read it and a big smile grew on her face. "I have an idea," She exclaimed.

"Oh god," I said.

"You have to write him a letter back and take it to him tonight," She said.

"He won't talk to me, remember?" 

"I'm sure if you came over, he'd talk to you. Just give it a go. If it doesn't work, it doesn't work. Oh well." 

"True. What do I have to lose?"

I walked back into my room and got a piece of stationary and a pen. My stationary pieces were red and had my initials monogrammed on the front. I sat down at the desk and started writing.


*Harry's POV*

I had to get out of the house. I had to go somewhere other than sitting on my couch sulking over Rhiannon. I got in my Audi and drove over to the Promenade. There were many shops that I shopped at there like All Saints, Polo, and Topman. There was also another store I needed to visit.

I arrived at the Promenade and parked in the lot nearest Topman. But that isn't where I was going first. I walked past the store and walked about a block down to the Tiffany & Co store. I walked inside and was greeted by a lovely lady. 

"Hello Sir," She said. "Is there anything I can assist you with?"

"Yes. I'm looking to return this," I said pulling the little blue box out of my pocket. She took the box out of my hand and told me to follow her over behind the counter.

"Ah. The Soleste ring. I'm sorry," She said.

"Nothing to be sorry for. Things just weren't working out, so we called everything off," I said. A frown grew upon her face. She placed the ring in a tray and sent it back to be cleaned. I was then instructed to follow her over to the register so I could get the money back. I handed her my card and she swiped it.

"The money should be refunded in 8-10 days," She said handing me back my card.

"Thank you for all the help," I said.

I walked out of the store and walked over to the railing over looking the water. It always looked so beautiful around this time. It was around the time of the sunset and it reflected just right into the water, turning it orange. Someone tapped my shoulder. I turned around and saw a girl with short blonde hair and blue eyes. She looked familiar.

"Harry. It's me Alice," She said.

"Oh my god. Alice! I haven't seen you in forever," I said.

"Well last time I saw you, your girlfriend chewed me out for talking to you," She said. "Where is she by the way?"

"Gone. We aren't together anymore." A grin grew on her face. "Well would you like to go to dinner then?" She asked.

"Of course," I said. I was bound and determined to get over Rhiannon, and this seemed like the only way.


*Rhiannon's POV*

Emeli and I hopped into the car and drove over to Zayn's house. Traffic was going to be a bitch this time of day, and we had to take the busiest road to get there. Emeli turned on the radio and turned it to our favorite station. BBC Radio 1. 

"You won't find him drinking at the tables,

rolling dice and staying out til 3.

you won't ever find him being unfaithful,

you will find him, you'll find him next to me.

You won't find him trying to chase the devil,

for money, fame, for power, out of grief.

you won't ever find him where the rest go,

you will find him, you'll find him next to me."

Many more songs came on the radio by the time we finally got to Zayn's house. We pulled onto the curb and parked in the street. Zayn's driveway was small and couldn't hold anymore than one car. I took a deep breath and looked at Emeli. "You can do this Rhi," She said. I opened the door and got out of the car and started walking up to the door. This made me feel young again, you know delivering notes. 

I walked up to the door and knocked four times. I couldn't wait to jump into Zayn's arms. I waited a few seconds and rung the doorbell. Still nobody came to the door. He probably saw my car and decided to ignore me. Oh well. I stuck the letter in the mail slot on the door and walked back to my car and got in. "Told you," I whispered as I drove off.


*Zayn's POV*

I woke up in a dirty tank top and jeans. My hair was all messed up and I smelt overwhelmingly like smoke and alcohol. I looked down and I still had the bottle of scotch in my hand. I looked down at my floor and it was covered with cigarette butts and another bottle of scotch. This not having Rhiannon thing was hitting me hard.

I sat up from my couch and looked at the front door. There was a  little red envelope. When did that get there. I got up from the couch and stumbled to the door. Something didn't feel right. I ran to the bathroom and threw up what seemed like everything I drank last night, which was quite a lot. Soon enough I was feeling better and got up to take a shower and brush my teeth. I felt gross.

I hopped into the steamy shower and washed my black hair. Getting in this warm water really made my head feel better. I hopped out of the shower and strolled to my room to get dressed. I put on my favorite pair of jeans, a white t-shirt, and a leather jacket. I walked back to sit down on the couch and turned on the radio. My favorite song was on. Let Me Love You by Mario.

I had completely forgotten about the letter. I opened up the envelope and saw the monogrammed R.A.N. I knew exactly who this was from. Rhiannon Alice Nesbitt. I opened it up the card to see her perfect boxy handwriting.

"Dear Zayn,

If you decide to read this, I just want you to know that I got your letter and it made me do some serious thinking. Thinking of where we could be in the future. Separated or in a relationship. I know you probably don't want to talk to me. Well actually I know you don't want to talk to me since you told me I ruined your life and you didn't want me. But I thought writing this would give me closure.

I love you too Zayn. I always have, I just didn't realize it. I didn't want to face it because I was with Harry. Well now I'm not with Harry and I can face the truth. The truth that its you I want. Please don't just throw this away. Please call me so I can hear your voice. Let me know if you still feel the same. Hell just call me and tell me you hate me. I don't care at this point Zayn. 

Please come over.

I love you,

Rhiannon Nesbitt x "


What the hell was she talking about saying that I said she ruined my life? Did I really say that to her? It wasn't from me. It was the scotch speaking. She was my life and it made everything feel okay again to hear her say this to me. I hopped up from the couch and went outside to my car. 

When I arrived at Rhiannon's house it was almost dark. I walked up to the door and knocked but no one came to the door, so I decided to just let myself in. I walked through the living room and Rhiannon wasn't there. I walked back into her bedroom. She wasn't there either. Thats when I heard the shower running. I sat down on the bed and just waited. 

It took what seemed like eternity for her to get out of the shower. She came walking out of the bathroom in nothing but a towel. She saw me sitting on the bed and she jumped out of her skin. "I read the letter," I said. She smiled. She walked towards me and didn't say anything. She just kissed me. She ran her fingers through my hair, "I've missed you Malik."

I just smiled. She walked over to her wardrobe and pulled out a pair of blue skinny jeans, a white tie front shirt, and a black leather jacket. "Do you have plans?" I asked. 

"Yes. Me and you are going to dinner," She said grabbing my hand and pulling me off the bed. 

"Where are we going?" I asked.

"I can't say. Now it's my turn to surprise you."

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