My One And Only

"I'm The Kind Of Guy That Can Love Any Girl Because I Love With The Heart, Not The Eyes" - Niall Horan

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14. ❤ Fourteen ❤

I cleared my throat preparing to sing with Niall once again.

I all started playing the music, I stared at his hands strumming on the guitar with a wide smile on my face.

"Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces"

Niall started off, I don't know why but I didn't join in when I was suppose to. Niall smiled at me and nudge me. So I joined in on the next part.

"And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long

Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)

I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one

And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one

My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one"

Niall finished the music. His eyes were wide when he looked up at me.
"Why are yo-" Niall interrupted me.
"Mary, your voice is amazing! I know I said that before but I really mean it! You are better then a lot of famous people! You need to go-" I interrupted him this time.
"No." I stated.
"Huh?"
"I'm not going on an X-factor" I said shrugging my shoulders.
"Why not? Your voice is am-"
"No. I'm not going to go there, I just don't want to go there and be..." I trailed off.
"Be what? Rejected?" Niall asked putting a hand on my shoulder.
"Yes!" I said as my eyes started to water, I wasn't going to cry, not anymore. I was going to be strong.
"Trust me Mary, they won't reject you" Niall said smiling at me.
"Please Niall... Don't say anything about my voice anymore... I've always hated it anyway" I said quietly.
"You hate your voice?" Niall questioned with a confused look on his face.
"Yeah." I stated "it always annoyed me how it sounds"
"Trust me when I say this Mary, you are the only one that thinks that" Niall said with a little chuckle. "Has anyone said they didn't like your voice?"
"No one has heard me sing besides you..." I whispered as I brought my knees up to my chest.
"Wait, not even your parents?" Niall asked surprised.
"Nope, just you" I stated emotionlessly.

It was silent after that for a while.
"So, how long have you and Celib? Been together?" Niall asked laying down on the grass. I laid down next to him laughing.
"Me? Celab? Together? HA!" I laughed holding my stomach.
"What? Your not going out?" Niall asked facing me.
"No! He's just a friend, kinda like another brother. I don't have a boyfriend at all. Not aloud either" I said still laughing.
"Your not aloud to have a boyfriend?" Niall question with a confused look on his face.
"No, my parents won't let me date till... Well actually until I'm probably eighteen, when they don't control my life anymore" I said shrugging my shoulders.
"Oh, I just thought since you guys were stayin' in the same room and all..."
"No, not at all." I said throwing my arms out to my sides.

Niall and I both looked up at the sky, not saying anything just staring.
"Do you still wear the necklace I gave you?" Niall asked.
My hand flew up to the necklace I never took off. I smiled.
"Yup" I said happily.
"Good, I want to show you something" Niall said sitting up and Turing and facing me, I sat up and faced him. He took ahold of my necklace and took his own. He brought my necklace closer to his, pulling my head alone.
"Ow..." I muttered with small laugh.
"Sorry" he said looking up at me for only a second. He took the front side of mine, the one with the M on it, and the front of his which had the N on the front, and e connected them together. I smiled at the necklaces.
"That's so cool" I said lightly. Niall looked up at me and smiled.
"Do you... Want to sing another song?" Niall asked, I looked up at him and smiled.
"What song did you have in mind?" I asked.
"I was actually going to let you choose." Niall said unlocking our necklaces. I took the guitar from the ground and put my hands in position to start playing a song.
"If you don't mind I've been learning and I want to try and play" I said smiling up at Niall.
"Go for it, what songs do you know on it?" He asked moving a little closer to me.
"The only one I know, well that I'm learning right now is Numb by Linkin Park"
"I've heard it and I think I might be able to sing it" Niall said with a laugh.
"Alright let's try it" I said smiling then looking down at me hands to try and play the cords.

I started playing the song.
It started off a little weirdly, we both laughed at my mistakes. but once I got into it, it was clear and sounded good.

We both started singing together, Niall was a little off at first which made me smile. At least I wasn't the only one.

"I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me,
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you.
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take.

[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.

And I know
I may end up failing too.
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you.

[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware.
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.

[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)"


I wiped my hands on my jeans after we finished the song, mistakes were made along the way but I think we did pretty good.
"That wasn't... To bad" Niall said with a small chuckle.
"Not on your part, I did horrible." I said laughing.
"You di-" Niall was cut off.

"OMG THAT NIALL HORAN!!!" We looked over to see a bunch of girls running towards us.
"What? I thought that we'd be safe here! This place is deserted." Niall said standing up. He grabbed the guitar out of my hands then took my hand and started running away from all the screaming girls.
"Niall! Why about the car?" I asked as we kept running.
"You'll see" he answered running faster. It was getting hard to keep up with him because of my ankle. He turned around a corner and that was it. I fell to the ground. My ankle was now ten times worse then before.
"Are you okay?" Niall asked bending down and looking at my hands that were over my ankle. My head was down trying to hide the fact I was almost crying. I nodded slowly. "No your not," Niall looked up to see the girls getting closer. He turned around so that his back was turned to me "get on"
"No Niall you don't have to ca-" he interrupted me.
"Yes I do." He stated. "Now get on"
I smiled to myself a little, then I put my arms around his neck and got on his back. He carried me around the woods which were separating us and the girls.
"almost there" Niall said. I could see him panting a little.

"Niall," I said quietly.
"What?" Niall questioned still running.
"I'm sorry" I said looking down towards Niall's neck.
"For what?" He asked looking at me confused.
"For getting you into this. This is my fault" I said trying to keep my tears back. "If you would never have become my fri-"
"Don't you dare say that." Niall said stopping right where he was. "You were the best friend I had... You still are... You are not aloud to say we should have never been friends" Niall said looking down and the ground. "Mary, I would gi-"

"NIALL!" All the girls screamed coming around the corner.
"We'll talk about this later." Niall said running towards the car which we could see through a clearing in the woods.

Finally we got to the car. Niall ran to he passengers side and opened the door, then he put me in the car. He ran over to his side and I closed my door. He jumped in the car and started it. With that we were off.
"Well that was crazy..." I said leaning back on the seat.
"Your tellin me" Niall said with a small chuckle. Then it hit me.
"NIALL! Your guitar! I dropped it when I fell!" I yelled jumping up in the seat.
"Don't worry, I noticed that, it's okay. as long as your okay." Niall said smiling at me.
I smiled back. I relax and leaned back in the seat again.

We sat in the car, we talked a little, laughed but it was mostly silent the way back to the hotel. Finally we made it back. We got out of the car, Niall walked over to me and helped me threw the doors, to the elevator, and back to the rooms. We passed my door which made me really nervous. My palms started to sweat. Niall obviously figured out I was nervous again.
"Don't get so nervous" Niall said with a laugh.
"Easy for you to say, you already know them." I stated as we reached his door.
"I promise you that all of you guys will be perfectly amazing friends" He said facing me, holding my hands. We were still standing out in front o the door.
"Fine" I gave in sighing. Niall was just about to open the door when it was flung open and out came Loui.
"And what were you two doing?" He asked wiggling his eyebrows at us, then he looked down at Niall and my hands... He was still holding me hand... I quickly took my hand out of Nialls grasp.
"Nothing" I said shyly.
"We were just catching up. Hanging out, singing, the usual stuff we do" Niall said walking into the room. I limped in the room after him.
"What happened?" Harry asked as he walked out from the kitchen and into the TV room.
"She sprained her ankle" Niall stated walking into the kitchen and grabbing two bottles of soda. I walked over to him.
"This is so awkward" I said just above a whisper.
"Calm down" Niall chuckled.
"This isn't funny." I said slapping his stomach.
"Here have a soda" he said handing me a sprite. I took it and sat down on the stool in the kitchen while all the guys sat in the TV room watching TV, including Niall. You have no idea how much I wanted to leave and talk to Celab right then. I mean yeah I was sitting in the same room as One Direction but it was so awkward.
"Are you going to come sit over here?" Liam asked looking over at me from the couch himself, Loui, and Zayn were sitting on. I shook my head. "Oh come on, join us"
Liam Louie Zayn Harry and Niall all got up at the same time.
"If you don't come, we'll have to pick you up and bring you." Harry said as they all slowly walked over towards me. My eyes opened wide. I jumped off the stool and headed for the door.
"Oh no you ain't!" Zayn yelled as they all grabbed me. They carried me over to the tv room and threw me on the couch.
We all laughed, I laughed. I think I was beginning to become comfortable with these super stars...

"Let's play a game!"

And that's how our six way friendship began.





Author: Hey, I'm sorry this took forever! But I finally updated! If i could get more comments I would be so happy! I know it's late but... Merry Christmas! How was your guys' Christmas? Mine was pretty good I had a really big surprise! My cousin who I hardly see actually came this year! Anyway, I should probably tell you, so I am going to be pretty busy for a few months, mostly the next couple of days until the 8th maybe, but I don't know how often I'll update but it's not cause I dot want to it's cause I won't be able to. So I'm sorry. Thank you for reading this it means so much!
Sincerely Me :3
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