I Finally Found You (Completed)

Today, my name is Olivia Moore. But, it used to be Erin Parker. I had grown up with a normal life in Holmes Chapel, England. I had two of the best parents a child could have. Though I didn’t have any siblings, I had a best friend, Harry.

But, that all changed two years ago. Why? Because I died...or at least that’s what everyone thought. They all thought that I was in a car explosion when I was 16, when someone had planted a car bomb. My friends, family, and anyone I had ever known lost me.

But in reality, none of that happened. Yes, I lost the people around me, but that was because I went into hiding. Three days before I “died,” I saw something that I shouldn't have, so my life was in danger. I didn't really have very much time to say goodbye to everyone I loved. The fact that they didn't know what really happened kills me, they all think I’m dead, that I’m never going to come back. Until now.

Copyright © 2012 -> Iridescent Artist


34. Chapter 33




Both of the following girls were staring at me in wonder. But I was wondering how they found out. Was Harry too noticeable whenever he came over? Should I have gone after the boys left? What do I do now?

"Uhh..." Was all I could say in response to the question the red head had asked.

Good thing was that the blonde interjected with something to say, "How long have you been dating?" 

But, I was strong and smart inside. One thing that both Jonathan and my friends had taught me, was how to use a convincing American accent. I was good at it too. I had been practicing for over two years now, "Huh? Who?" I asked, trying to get them off my back, but they didn't notice my accent yet.

"Harry Styles of course! You're his girlfriend, duh!" The red head responded.

"Cassidy! Shhh!" The blonde girl told her.

Cassidy rolled her eyes, "Sorry. So how did you meet?"

"I don't know what you're talking about," I said, causing them to frown at my American accent.

"You're not his girlfriend?" the blonde asked.

Acting like I wasn't even between the two of them, Cassidy said, "Leslie! Of course she is his girlfriend!"

"I don't even know who that is. Larry Styles?" I said, trying to confuse them again.

"HarryHarry Styles," Leslie tried to explain. I could tell that she was a little more reserved and polite than Cassidy. Though, they both weren't afraid to confront me.

"I still don't know who that is."

Both of their jaws dropped. They looked at each other then back to me, "How have you not heard of him? Have you at least heard of One Direction?" Cassidy questioned. 

I just shrugged my shoulders and shook my head in response. Again, they dropped their jaws.

"What is wrong with you?" The girl with the fiery hair asked again. 

"Cas! Don't be rude!" her friend hissed.

"Well?" she responded, "Anyway, they are five singing angels that also just so happen to have faces and bodies of gods. I can't even explain to you how heavenly and perfect they are. Though they can be stupid sometimes. But we love them."

This was kind of funny but weird to hear, now that I had known them personally. I was definitely going to mess with all of the boys the next time I talked to them. “Singing angels with bodies of gods that are stupid.” I thought to myself.

"We have watched every single video of them, X Factor until now. We are huge fans." Leslie said. Dedicated too.

"Sounds like it." The train pulled to a stop, causing me to get out of there as fast as I could. I was worried that my accent was going to slip at any moment. I didn't think that I could hold on to it any longer than I already was. 




Photography class had gone awesome, as usual. After getting my assignment, I left for home, which was empty, due to Mia having another class. I collapsed on my stomach on the couch, not even bothering to take off my shoes or my jacket. 

Harry would be leaving, basically for good, in a week and a half. He wouldn't hold me in his arms every chance he got. He wouldn't murmur in my ear what he loves about me. I wouldn't be able to mess with his curls whenever I wanted. I couldn't look at his crooked smile whenever he thought of something cheeky. That would be gone. And I wasn't sure when I would get him back.

The realization was hitting me quickly. I hadn't really thought about it earlier when Harry had initially told me. But now I was starting to. 

Tears we're welling up in my eyes. A drop or two slowly slid down my cheeks, landing on the soft couch, "I knew this was a bad idea. I knew it," I whispered to myself.

I sat up and combed my fingers through my dark brunette hair and then started picking at the black nail polish on my nails, both common habits, or ticks as you might call it, of mine.

After pacing back and forth on the wood floors of my flat, I finally decided to do one thing to calm me down. I closed my heavy curtains, turned off my lights, and laid back down on the couch, on my back this time. Looking up at the glow in the dark stars that were still stuck on my ceiling, I teared up again.

I thought the stars would make me feel better and stronger. But they didn't, they made everything worse. 

It wasn't a fear of mine that Harry would find someone else. I trusted him. And he knew exactly how I would react if he ever did cheat on me. He knew that I would cut him off completely, like I did back in England. He knew that I wouldn't be able to handle it. I'd like to think I would, but I don't think I could. I mean, does anyone ever treat a cheating lightly? Are they ever able to just forget about it right after it happens?

I practically started balling. My heart ached. It was afraid for what was ahead for mine and Harry's relationship.

Once I had calmed down, I wiped my eyes, and my hands of course came back with makeup on them it being messed up on my face. Whatever though. I wanted a relaxing day and I felt like I deserved it. I scrolled though the channels on my telly until I came across The Lion King on ABC Family.


This was absolutely perfect.

This was exactly how I wanted to relax until I had to go back to class.

"SHE'S GONNA EAT ME!" Puma yelled when I switched the channel, causing me to laugh. That was probably my favorite line in the entire movie by far. This was also my favorite part because it was when Simba and Nala finally reunite. Almost like me and Harry. Okay, not really. We didn't run into each other wanting to kill and he thought I was dead, not the other way around.

"Nala?" Simba asked.

"Who are you?" She responded back. Hello! Are you stupid? He looks like his father and he knows your name. Get some sense into your head! I thought in my head, knowing the same exact things every time I watched this movie.

When the Can You Feel the Love Tonight bit came on, I started crying up again. And it wasn’t even sad or anything! It's happy! Why was I crying? 

Stop it Erin, you're acting stupid. You are fine. Maybe I was just hungry. Maybe that was it. I had barely had something for breakfast, so maybe I needed an early lunch. I went to the cupboards, searching for some crisps.

Where are all of the Doritos and the Pringles? Weird, there were brand new bags and containers. I went to the cupboard where we kept the cereal. I was about to grab a box when I noticed a not on the inside of the cupboard door that said: 


Olivia, get some real food instead of being lazy

                                                                         -Harry :)


I swear to god. He would do this. It was cute and funny though. I wandered over to another cupboard, filled up a pot that I found with water, and waited for it to boil on the stove. I looked back to the movie and saw that it was the part where Nala finds out that Simba left, so she goes to find him.

It really showed how much they loved each other, because she would go fight with him. 

Alright, that was it, I needed to find Harry right now. And that didn't mean texting him to have him come over later. It meant that I was going to go to him this time, in some sense. I was going to his hotel to wait, because I wanted to talk to him. I hadn't really told him how I felt when I left this morning, but I wanted to now.

So I would just have to sneak into his hotel which is already flocked with girls that are being kept from getting in. Harry didn't know I was coming, he was at interviews now.

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