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When Phoebe goes to a festival with her friends, she never thought she'd end up meeting Niall Horan. They don't 'fall in love' straight away, but they do become good friends - they have a rocky story, but will they make it out okay in the end?

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34. So much for 'perfect'

So my 'perfect' life lasted about 2 weeks. After all that shit about who the baby's father was I've just lost it. My baby is gone. I didn't even cry. I didn't talk. I didn't even breathe until I remembered I needed to - which sounds weird but I was just in shock. Niall walked in and sat on the edge of the bed. 'You okay baby?' He whispered. I didn't reply. I just stared blankly into space. 'Phoebs, is everything okay with the baby?' He said quickly. I ignored him. It felt like he wasn't talking to me. 'Phoebe..you look a bit grey' He carried on. Right on cue, I leant over the side of the bed and grabbed the plastic bin whilst I vomited in it. I felt Niall rubbing my back but it wasn't helping. After I was done, I had a sip of water then resumed my previous activities which were - breathing. It felt like it was the only thing I could do. 'Phoebe talk to me' I heard Niall say. I didn't reply. 'Talk to me! Don't I deserve to know?' He sounded annoyed. 'PHOEBE, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?' He shouted at me as he got up aggressively. I let one single tear drip down my face. 'I lost the baby Niall' I whispered. He threw his hands up in the air exasperated. 'Really?! So after all that drama of the father you're not even having the fucking thing?!' He shouted. I stared at him, then jumped out of bed. 'THING? DID YOU JUST CALL OUR BABY A THING? IT WAS A LIVING CHILD NIALL, OUR CHILD AND YOU'RE NOT EVEN UPSET?' I screamed at him. 'Of course i'm upset you fucking idiot, but it's not my fault I wasn't the one with the baby in me!' He screamed back. 'ARE YOU SAYING IT'S MY FAULT?! DO YOU THINK I WANTED THIS TO HAPP-' I began to shout before he lashed out and slapped me hard across the face. I stood there staggering as I raised a hand to my face. I looked at him in the eyes and remembered the first time I met him. The festival. Whatever happened to that boy I loved so much? He was about to leave when I stopped him. 'Don't you fucking dare leave again, you can leave me because you haven't changed one bit, your still that abusive, drunk dickhead that I was stuck with before, but don't you dare leave the boys again!' I shouted at him. By this time we were just shouting in the middle of the hospital corridor when Harry came and broke us up. 'Get out of my fucking life!' I screamed at Niall as I ran out the hospital ward. I got changed in the toilets and walked out. I ran home, and luckily Niall wasn't there yet. Liam,Zayn and Louis were in the kitchen talking. I ran in, in tears and tried to tell them. 'I have to leave, i'm so sorry but Niall - he never changed, he's hit me again and i've lost my baby and I just can't stay here anymore i'm sorry' I sobbed . They were all speechless. 'Goodbye' I whispered, as I ran out the house. I got to the end of the road when I saw Louis running after me. I stopped, exasperated and desperate. I felt like I was going insane, I didn't know what I was doing, and I couldn't stop crying. Louis eventually caught up with me. 'Where are you going?' He asked breathlessly. I shrugged. 'I don't know' I choked out. 'Let me come with you?' He asked desperately. I nodded as he just hugged me and we both stood in the middle of the street, crying our eyes out. We were going to stick together. Us against the world.

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So guys, that's it! It's the first movella i've ever finished so I know it's not that great but I gave it my best! Tell me in the comments if you liked it, and if you want me to do a sequel on what Phoebe and Louis get up to next?

Thank you so much for reading and commenting, it means a lot and I hope you enjoyed it!xxxxx

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