For the love of my daughter {One Direction}

"I told you to stay out of my life Sam! You said you didn't want anything to do with her, so why do you suddenly care when she's happy!?"
"She's my daughter, I know what's best for her!"
"You know shit! You've never been here for her! You don't even know her! Just leave us alone!"
"I want her out of the media Alex!"
"She likes being with the boys!"
"I'm taking this to the police!"
"Yeah do that. I have the custody so you can do shit about it!"
I knew Sam had never liked One Direction, but taking them out of Caitlin's life now that she finally had them in real life wasn't fair, though I couldn't help but wonder if he was right. Was it really good for my daughter to be surrounded by the paparazzi whenever she was with one of the boys?
My name is Alexandria Griffin, but call me Alex, I'm an 18 year old model and mother for a 4 year old girl.


17. What happened in the past?


I was lying in the bed with Harry Monday morning. I hadn't really slept much, so as soon as I had taken Caitlin to reception I made my way back to bed at home. Harry wasn't going to a meeting till 11.45 with the rest of the boys, so he was just being lazy in the bed with me. 



"Do you ever get tired of it?" 

"Tired of what?" 

"Being such a young mum and not being able to say you waited for the right one?" 

"No never. I know it's hard, and of course at some points I wish it wouldn't have happened, but I wouldn't want to live without Caitlin either. I love her." 

"I know you do babe, but with all of this fights with Sam?" 

"What Sam and I had was a mistake, and what came out of it was a mistake, but she's my mistake." 

"What happened back then?" 

"Do you really want the story?" 


"Fine... It was back in 2007..." 




"What are you guys doing? You're so noisy!" 

I was standing in the entrance to Nick’s room. He was with his friend Sam, who was so hot! Everyone in my year envied me for knowing him. Sam was 15 and had just started working around as a model. Everyone loved him, because his appearance was always perfect, and it made all of the girls sworn around him like flies. But beside all of that he was Nick’s best friend. Nick was a good looking guy I guess, but he was my brother and of course a quite popular guy at the school, but mostly because of Sam.

“Alex! Come on in.”

Sam was sitting with a beer in his hand and I soon knew what was going on, but when the hottest guy in town told you to come in, you did. That was one thing Emily had taught me.

“What are you guys doing?”

I sat down on a beanbag chair. It was the most comfortable thing Nick had in his room after his bed.

“Just having a drink. Do you want a beer?”

“Don’t you think mum will get mad when she’ll figure it out?”

“She won’t know that you’ve been drinking.”

Nick smirked at me and I grabbed the beer Sam was holding in my direction.

We were drinking, drink after drink, and I felt how the booze was circling in my system fast after I had been drinking it. The whole world was spinning around in front of me and I was laughing at basically everything. I felt dizzy, but not in a bad way. I had fun and I enjoyed the uncontrollable feeling that had suddenly taken over. I was falling around whenever I tried to move and I couldn’t help but just feel really great about myself.

“Come on Alex, just one more shot.”

“Are you trying to get me drunk, Sam?”

“You are drunk already love.”

“Is not.”

“Is so.”

He leaned closer to me and we laughed a lot resting each other’s heads against each other’s foreheads.

"Guys get yourself together, will ya?" 

Nick was sitting in the beanbag chair and I had stolen his seat in the bed. 

"Sorry Mr. Grumpy!" 

I pulled a face at Nick and continued laughing. He seemed quite annoyed but it wasn't anything that I really gave much attention to. After a while Nick got up from his seat and went out of the room. 

"What's up with him?" 


"Okay Mr. Grumpy." 

Sam pulled my attitude at Nick from before and we both burst out laughing. 

Sam suddenly stopped, just as I could hear the bathroom door lock. 

"Come babe." 

He got up and took my hand. 

"Where are you taking me Sam?" 

"To paradise." 

He whispered seductively as we were standing in the middle of the room. 

His head was all up close to my ear, which was sending shivers down my spine and made me bite my lower lip. He looked at me and smiled before he places a soft kiss over my lips. 

We walked down the hall hand in hand. I felt in love and loved for the first time, and it was a feeling that took over my body. 

We walked pass the bathroom where Sam knocked on the door. 

"What is it?!" 

Nick sounded annoyed and I could help but get annoyed by it myself. 

"I'm making sure Alex gets to bed. Just go to bed when you're done and I'll be there as soon as she's asleep." 

"Dude I know you wanna sleep next to her. You've been drooling over her all night. Just do it ok? I don't mind. But break her heart and I'll break you. You hear me?!" 

"I hear you Nick." 

"Good! Because this is your only warning!" 

"C'mon Sammy!" 

My voice was a whisper but desperate to make him going. He turned around and placed his lips over mine once more just to make me silent. 


He rested his forehead against mine for a second before we walked down the hall and into my room. We barely got into the room before the door was closed and Sam leaned me against the wall and started leaving kisses all the way from my lips to my collarbone. My eyes were closed and my neck fell back, giving him more space to kiss.


I gasped out his name as he stopped and looked at me with a cheeky smile written all over his face.

“What is it love?”

I tried reading his eyes but it was to blurry and all I saw was love written in every motion, just as I felt it in every touch.

I placed my lips over his and pulled him closer to me. I wanted him. I needed him.

Sam stop and smiled at me.

“Easy now princess.”

He pecked my lips before he carried me up from the floor and made the way to my bed where he lay me down. He was sitting on top of me looking down in my eyes, but with pure love written over his face. He wasn’t going to harm me, he was just gonna take care of me.

He lay down and kissed me again, where he started to undress me. I felt his skin run over mine as he unbuttoned the dress in the front. It was a magic feeling sending shiver through my body.


He smiled at me as he lay down beside me and kissed my cheek. My clothes were soon of my body and I lay there naked beside him, close to him to keep the warm inside of my body.

There wasn’t any talking everything was just silence and passionate love. I really thought I did love him, but he wasn’t different from the other guys.

Sam lay down beside me again after he had undressed himself and started kissing me. I didn’t know if I wanted to do this, but I knew he expected me to. Our breaths got heavier as we moved closer to each other and started touching each other, getting little shocks every time our skin magically touched a new place.

Soon I was moaning against his skin enjoying the new pleasure that filled my body. We tried keeping it down, but I was sure that Nick heard it. He just didn’t want to do anything about it. He knew what it was like, because he was one of those guys himself.


“That’s basically what happened. I found out about 3-4 weeks later when I didn’t get my period. I was really scared to tell my mum.”

“So what did you do?”

“She came into my room after I had been in there studying pregnancy a lot myself and asked if there was something I wanted to tell her.”

“And you did?”

“Not at first but after a long time I did. But I think the worst thing was that Sam was there when I told my mum. She was so mad at the boys for letting me drink, but even more on Sam for getting me pregnant.”

“But you told her it was a mistake didn’t you?”

“I did, but she wouldn’t listen. Sam was really messed up literally. Nick beat the living shit out of that guys so many times, because Nick knew that he wasn’t going to be a part of this and end up hurting me.”

“But your brother was right.”

“I know he was Harry, but what happened that night was a mistake.”

I looked up into his eyes as I felt his hand on my cheek.

“What you got out of it wasn’t a mistake. It was a gift.”

He kissed my lips softly before he wiped away the tear that had escaped my eye.

“I need to get up now love. But I’ll be back taking care of you later ok?”

“Sure. When do you finish the meeting?”

“Around 2.30, why?”

“Do you guys have any plans after?”

“I think everyone except Louis has. And then we’re meeting back at 4.”

“I’ll get Louis then. He should come pick up Caitlin with me.”

“I’m sure he would love to.”

I smiled as both Harry and I got out of the bed. Harry went to the bathroom and I went down the hall to Louis’ room, where I gently knocked on the door.

“I’m sleeping.”

“Louis I can hear you.”

Soon the door was opened and a half dressed Louis was standing in the door.

“What can I help you with Alex?”

“Can you go with me to pick up Caitlin at 2.45?”

“Yeah we can just meet at the reception.”

“Thanks Louis. I’ll go back to bed. I’m exhausted, I’ll see you there, and good luck with the meeting.”


I left with a smile on my face and went down to my room where I got a nap. 

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