For the love of my daughter {One Direction}

"I told you to stay out of my life Sam! You said you didn't want anything to do with her, so why do you suddenly care when she's happy!?"
"She's my daughter, I know what's best for her!"
"You know shit! You've never been here for her! You don't even know her! Just leave us alone!"
"I want her out of the media Alex!"
"She likes being with the boys!"
"I'm taking this to the police!"
"Yeah do that. I have the custody so you can do shit about it!"
I knew Sam had never liked One Direction, but taking them out of Caitlin's life now that she finally had them in real life wasn't fair, though I couldn't help but wonder if he was right. Was it really good for my daughter to be surrounded by the paparazzi whenever she was with one of the boys?
My name is Alexandria Griffin, but call me Alex, I'm an 18 year old model and mother for a 4 year old girl.


19. Help me Harry


I was walking down the street, making sure the scarf and the sunglasses covered my skin and my eyes as I was holding Caitlin tight into my body. I kept looking back and feel that certain someone stare right at me, hunting me. I held a hand on Caitlin’s head trying to stop her crying.

“Babe don’t cry. It’s all gonna be okay. Shhh…”

It didn’t help me. She was still crying. I felt my stomach hurt as we turned around the corner and I saw him appear in front of me in the alley.

“I told you to stay away from them!”

An angry voice filled my ear, and it felt as if they were bleeding, as I turned around. He was like a shadow. Moving around faster than anything I had ever seen. He appeared in front of me, trying to stop me, taking Caitlin out of my arms.

“NOOOO! You can’t take her!”

“I warned you Alex. I didn’t want to see her with them!”

“We live with them! What do you want me to do? She loves them!”


“She does! Sam please!”

I was on my knees begging him, hearing her cry as I fell even closer to the ground. I was whispering while crying. I wanted him to help me. I wanted this to stop.

“Harry help me.”

I called his name, but he didn’t come. I cried harder as I saw Sam disappear out of the thin air leaving the body of my daughter behind. I cried in front of her as I saw her lifeless in front of me.


I had a grip on her dress, crying my eyes out over her chest, as she had stopped breathing and was in peace.

“Caitlin wake up!”

I was shaking her. Trying to wake her, but little did it help. She was still there lifeless on the cold and wet ground.



“Alex? Alex wake up”

Harry was shaking my shoulder a bit hard to make me come back to reality. The tears were still streaming down my face, and he looked at me worried as I jumped out of the bed and stormed out of the door.

I ran down the hall to Caitlin’s and my room and opened the door, to hear her sobbing on the bed.

“Babe it’s okay I’m here.”

I sat down on the edge of the bed and took her up to sit with her. She was crying into my shoulder as I was crying myself rocking back and forth.

“It’s okay. Shh.”

After a while we both calmed down. It wasn’t only Caitlin who was acting weird. I was doing the same thing, because my dream had scared the crap out of me.

“Are you okay?”

I heard Niall from across the room. He was standing only wearing his boxers.

“Yeah it’s okay Niall. Just go back to bed.”

“You sure?”

“Yeah. It’s okay.”

I smiled at him, but he could barely see me because of the darkness that had filled the room.

Soon I was alone with Caitlin again. She was still crying and it was almost impossible getting her to stop.


I was calling out his name even though I knew I would probably wake up half the house. Harry came running down the hall with the rest of the boys right behind him.

“What’s going on?”

I cried hard as I was trying to get Caitlin to stop crying. They boys all looked confused but I couldn’t stop crying. The dream was too real and I knew I had to tell them sooner or later. I was gonna tell them all in the morning when Caitlin was at reception.

Zayn sat down on one side of me on the bed and Harry soon joined on the other. Zayn was comforting Caitlin by rubbing her back and telling her everything was gonna be okay, while Harry had wrapped an arm around me.

After a long time of talking and everything everyone except for Harry went back to bed. They were still confused about what was going on, but I couldn’t tell them. Not now, not in the middle of the night.

“You ready to sleep princess?”

I whispered to Caitlin who was still hiding her face in my chest.

“Mommy don’t go!”

She wrapped her arms tighter around me, and I knew I wouldn’t get to leave for the rest of the night.

“Do you wanna sleep with Harry and mommy for the rest of the night?”

I looked down at her and wiped away the tears from her cheeks as she nodded and then hid head face again. I got up from the bed and carried her all the way down the hall followed by Harry who was right behind me rubbing my back.

Soon we were in the bed and Caitlin was fast asleep in my arms still shaking from her nightmare. Harry was lying in front of me facing me.

“Are you ok love?”

“Yeah it’s nothing Harry.”

“I wanna hear the truth Alex.”

“I know…”

“Then why do you keep it from me?”

“Because it’s more complicated than you think.”

“No one is going to hurt you babe. You know that.”

“I know.”

“Get some sleep. You’re getting up soon.”

“I know, but I’ll come back and sleep next to you, when I’ve dropped her off.”


He was stroking my hand and I could sure tell by the touch that he was smiling. We both were soon asleep but I was still scared from the nightmare that had filled my body. I knew I was gonn be in trouble as soon as there would be new pictures out. And I knew they would get there, because I wasn’t going to keep her away from the boys. I couldn’t do that now that we were living under the same roof. I was just gonna figure something out that would help me solve this huge nightmare before it was too late. I guess I would have to speak with Nick as soon as I had dropped Caitlin off.


I pulled up outside my old house, but I should never have done that. Soon after I had pulled up Sam appeared behind me in his car, and I was suddenly reminded of my nightmare. I didn’t know what to do at all so I just kept sitting in the car, as the tears started streaming down my face. I was gonna live in a constant fear from now on, because I knew what that boy was capable of, even though I was supposed to be the one with the powers.

I heard a knock on my window but I didn’t want to look up. I was scared, it wasn’t until the driver’s door opened and I felt the cold October air touch my skin and I felt Sam’s hand on my shoulder.


Nick came out from the house running towards me with a serious look on his face. He was furious. Did he know what was going on? Had he heard? But how?

“Nick calm down.”

“You don’t tell me what to do Sam! Leave my sister alone. Piss off.”


“Don’t you fucking but me you sick bastard! Piss off!”

Nick was furious as Sam backed away from the car and I was sitting inside frozen, still with the tears streaming down my face.

As soon as Nick was gone Harry’s black Audi pulled up behind my car and he came up to me with a sympathetic look on his face.

“Are you okay?”

Nick sat down in his knees beside me and lay a hand on my leg.

“Yeah let’s get inside.”

Harry came up just in time to hear my order about going inside, and we all three followed each other directly into the living room where we sat down. Harry and Nick both looked at me. Harry more confused than Nick, but they both knew part of what was going on, even though I didn’t know how they would know.

“Alex what’s going on?”

Harry was biting his lip, I was doing the same thing, as Nick tried getting me to speak, but I didn’t know if I wanted to. I just wanted all this to be over before anyone was getting hurt from it. More hurt than I was already.

I broke down in tears and told them everything that had happened when Sam had come by and about the paparazzi pictures and everything that had been going on lately. I saw the look on Harry’s face change. He felt guilty for what had happened and I could sure tell even though he wasn’t even on half of the pictures. Zayn was usually the one to help me pick up and drop off Caitlin.

“Harry it’s not your fault.”

I looked at him as he was staring out of the window still biting his lip.

“It is…”

“No it’s not. You have nothing to do with this. You’re not even on half of the pictures. Zayn is usually the one picking her up because he’s the one she enjoys being around the most.”

“But we should have stopped him before Alex.”

“It’s not like that. You can’t just do that.”

“I’ll make sure security is around us from now on. I don’t want anything to happen to either of you.”

I looked down. If that was what going to make him happy, then that was the thing we did. I didn’t really like having security around me, but we had it a lot to make sure everything was safe. Though I felt watched and unsafe when they were there. I guess it was just another thing I would have to get used to, for my own safety. Sam wasn’t that dangerous, but I would have to protect myself and my daughter in every way possible, and this was the only way out. So it was what we did. 

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