Forgetting is So Hard to Do (sequel to The Direction Love Travels In)

Sequel to The Direction Love Travels In. Takes place 6 months after Kaylynn's death. It shows how each individual character changes and moves on. For some it's harder to do. And it's the ones you least expect. Kaylynn finally earns her wings. And Louis and Bella advance their relationship


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     Niall laid in bed as memories of Kaylynn replayed through his mind.  He couldn't get her out of his head and thinking of her brought him to tears every time. Each night that he slept alone, He had nightmares of that dreadful morning that she died before her. All he wanted to do was hold Kaylynn in his arms one last time. Tell her how pretty she was and how much he loved her. But he couldn't. He couldn't bare being without her. He took out his laptop and scrolled through the millions of photos he and her had taken together. He clicked on his favorite one. Kaylynn was wearing his sweatshirt and leaning her head on his arm with a faint but genuine smile across her lips. He admired this picture for a moment. How could she be so happy? Harry had said that everyone of her smiles were forced and that she was living in constant pain. But Kaylynn's smile looked so real and beautiful. No one would have thought that this girl was dying.

    Niall tweeted the picture and commented "I will never forget... Xx" his tears splashed onto the keyboard. He watched as the amount of retweets and favorites skyrocketed. He read throught the comments.

"@kazzykay: niall she's beautiful and perfect...she's an angel now.."

"@niallsprincess: don't worry love she's in your heart"

he smiled at the support he was getting from all his fans. He retweeted and followed almsot everyone who commented. He made another tweet. "Even though you'll never be able to see this tweet. I love you @KayStyles, not a second goes by that I'm not thinking of you #RIPKaylynn" and yet again he got thousands of retweeets and favorites. He saw that #RIPKaylynn was trending.

     He logged out and logged into Kaylynn's twitter. Her password was easy.. It was Nialler. He looked at her mentions to find an absolute horror. For the past six months people have been sending her hate. He scrolled down to the last three weeks before she died

"@hannahbannah hey bitch im going to kill you lol" he looked at her response and laughed very faintly

"aww thanks @hannahbannah but it seems my cancer will do that for you :) xx"

Niall started to get mad as he scrolled through the rest of her mentions and read all the hate. He shook his head angrily and logged back into his.

"Not appreciating the hate you guys are sending to my Angel, please stop :/" he tweeted.

Within seconds he got 37,465 retweetes and comments he retweeted the sweetest one.

"@amberrose: people can be very rude. Kaylynn was the sweetest girl and may she forever rest in piece #RIPKaylynn #StopTheHate" her icon was a pic of Kaylynn.

He smiled and followed her. Niall logged out of his twitter and sighed. He looked to the empty side of the bed and a flash back of kaylynn and himself giggling besides each other played through his mind. He closed his eyes and laid down facing the empty side of the bed. He opened his eyes as tears streamed down his cheeks. Niall reached towards the empty spot beside him and clenched the comforter in his fist Tightly, the tears blurred his vision. He let out a sob and turned away pulling the covers over his head. He cried himself to sleep like every other night.

     Niall woke up screaming from a bad dream. He'd been having the same one since kaylynn passed away. Zayn ran into the room and held niall tightly.

"Shh niall its okay it was only a dream" he whispered softly. niall buried his face into zayn and cried.

"Why can't I just forget?! Why did she have to leave me?! I should be up there with her! I bet that's what she wanted me to do!"

zayn held him tighter. "I doubt she wants you to kill yourself!! That's crazy talk niall calm down"

"Well I want to be with her! I can't live like this!!! I miss her too much!" he sobbed.

zayn pulled away. "Stop talking that shit right now! You're not going to kill yourself!!" He screamed niall burrowed his face into his pillow and sobbed. His heart was shattered and he couldn't take the loneliness anymore. He missed his princess. He missed kissing her and holding her in his arms. All he wanted was to be with her.

He do anything to have her.

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