Change My Mind ( a Louis Tomlinson Love Story)

Right as she tought her world was falling apart or as her mom thought, everything was finally going into place, she was ready to kill herself. She had tried a few times before, but that's another story. In this Romantic love story, full of hatred and love, Natalie Farmer's world is turned upside down by one boy, whom she meets at the local park, in a secret place where she cuts herself. He nearly saves her life, but will he be enough to save her forever? With a Little help and few promises, He thinks he can turn her whole world around. Make her feel better about herself. But what if it doesn't work? Maybe she can get what she has always wanted, death. He has to be care ful about what to say. One little thing can make her go off. Could he do it? One can only hope. "I made a promise to my self that day that i was gonna make you stop cutting." - Louis Tomlinson.

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7. The hate continues.

**A MONTH LATER**

When I woke up i got my phone off the charger and checked my messages.

*3 NEW UNREAD MESSAGES*

From; Unknow
"Your Ugly. Go kill yourself. It would do the whole world a favor."

'Your a worthless Whore'

'Ugly.'
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I couldnt take it.

Nat ( to lou); Please come over

Lou; whats wrong love? Are you okay?

Nat; I'll tell you when you get here.
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I crawled up in my bed and cried.

"Natalie, Im here. Your mom said you were up here," Louis said walking in, "Oh my god. Love whats wrong?"

I couldn't talk so i just handed him my phone. He gave it back and more popped up.

'slut.'

'skank'

'no good loser'
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"Louis.. They... Wont...Stop.. I've been getting them all morning. Please make it stop." I said imbetween sobs. He got on my bed and pulled me into his lap and started running his fingers through my hair.

"Natalie," He said as i looked up, "Don't listen to them. Please. Your beautiful. And i want to be there for you. I can't stand seeing you hurt. Please let me call you mine."

"Only if i can call you mine." I said.

He nodded, wiping the tears from my eyes, "Of course"

He leaned down and I leaned up. Our lips barely made contact but i felt the fireworks. He was all mine, finally.

He pulled away, resting his forehead agianst mine.

"I'm gonna be here for you Nat. Every second, of everyday. If you get anymore hate like this we can get your number changed. You just gotta tell me. Okay?" He said.

"Okay." I spoke and he kissed my nose.

"Can we lay down and cuddle?" I asked.

"Of course love." He said as we got under the covers. I laid my head on his chest and a few tears escaped.

"Baby, please don't cry. Do you want me to sing?" He asked and i just nodded.

'Shut the door, turn the light off
I wanna be with you
I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this even though I try

Heart beats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face

If we could only have this life for one more day
If we could only turn back time

You know I'll be
Your life, your voice your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

Close the door
Throw the key
Don't wanna be reminded
Don't wanna be seen
Don't wanna be without you
My judgement is clouded
Like tonight's sky

Hands are silent
Voice is numb
Try to scream out my lungs
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face

 

If we could only have this life for one more day
If we could only turn back time

 

You know I'll be
Your life, your voice your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

Flashes lights in my mind
Going back to the time
Playing games in the street
Kicking balls with my feet
There's a numb in my toes
Standing close to the edge
There's a pile of my clothes
At the end of your bed
As I feel myself fall
Make a joke of it all

You know I'll be
Your life, your voice your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

You know I'll be
Your life, your voice your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

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"Louis , that was beautiful. Your gonna have to sing to me more often." I said softly.

"Okay babe." He said. We laid like that all day. I fell asleep in his arms. They made me feel safe, like no one and nothing could harm me.

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