Change My Mind ( a Louis Tomlinson Love Story)

Right as she tought her world was falling apart or as her mom thought, everything was finally going into place, she was ready to kill herself. She had tried a few times before, but that's another story. In this Romantic love story, full of hatred and love, Natalie Farmer's world is turned upside down by one boy, whom she meets at the local park, in a secret place where she cuts herself. He nearly saves her life, but will he be enough to save her forever? With a Little help and few promises, He thinks he can turn her whole world around. Make her feel better about herself. But what if it doesn't work? Maybe she can get what she has always wanted, death. He has to be care ful about what to say. One little thing can make her go off. Could he do it? One can only hope. "I made a promise to my self that day that i was gonna make you stop cutting." - Louis Tomlinson.


1. Dissapointment and Denial.

 Just a few more days. I was gonna do it. I needed to do this. My whole family thought i am this perfect little girl that i was 10 years ago. But i'm not. I'm no where near perfect. I have little to no friends. I have cut myself pleantly of times, have the scars all over my arms to prove it. I have tired to take my own life twice.

The first time in 7th grade. I was getting bullied everyday, everyone, even the ones i thought were my friends called me a friendless loser, just because my parents got divoriced. That is one of the main reasons why i cut my self. So one the day of April 25th i tried to overdoes, but my brother found me before i could get the pill bottle open.

The second time was in 10th grade. My best friend, or who i called my best friend, told the whole school, via facebook and twitter, that i had slept with a few or over half of the football team in less than two or three weeks. That summer i tried to jump off of  'Lake Wood Bridge', the bridge known for teens jumping, but before i could even get on the ledge a bystander stopped me and told me not to do it. 

Anyways about a month or two ago, I found this really old swing in the back of the forest behind the local park. That is where i planned to cut deep enough to bleed to death. I had the day planned and everything. I would do it a week after ThanksGiving, in less than a week and a half.

  *Three days after ThanksGiving*

So today was the day i was going to do it. I put on a long sleeved shirt and told my mom i was going for a walk and i would be back in a few hours, but in reality i wasn't coming back. I walked down to the park and looked around before walking into the woods. As I was walking i thought i heard a noise, like a twig breaking, but when i looked behind me, nothing was there, so i kept walking.

In about 10 minutes i finally got to the swing. I grabbed my blade out of my pants pocket and the first thing i did was slide it slowly over one of my scars. The blood dripped down my arm and for some reason it soothed me. I lined it up higher and agian it slid across my wrist but this time i made the inscision deeper. I would have to get the blade deep enough to bleed enough. I line it up even more higher, drug it across even more deeper. This time it hurt. I did that about 3 more times till i heard someone come up behind me and saw what i was doing.

"WHAT IN THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING?" The voice yelled shocked, to see me with blood all over my arm.

"I'm cutting to relieve stress. You know some people do that." I replied without looking at him.

"Love, why would you do this to your beautiful skin? Were you planning on killing yourself?" He asked as he walked infront of me, god this boy had the prettiest bule eye and perfect hair, and might i add he also had a nice butt.

"Yes." I whispered and started crying. He sat on the swing with me and hugged me, letting me cry into him.

"I'm Louis Tomlinson by the way." He said introducing himself, "Whats this beautiful girls name?"

"I'm Natalie Farmer." I spoke softly still crying a little bit.

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