Picking Up the Pieces (Sequel to Broken)

Liam, Louis, Harry, Zayn, and Niall have had a painful passed two years since the suicide. They all turn to music as a way to cope with it all. When the X-Factor comes to te UK and they all audition to make a career of their talent, some unexpected things happen: such as forming a group. What will happen when they're all thrown together? Will they be able to pick up the pieces, or will they remain Broken?


8. Chapter Five

Liam's POV

I want to feel happy as my mum embraces me and tells me how great this is. I wish it was, but I guess she doesn't realize how hard this is for me...how much pain Im in. "Liam, this is so amazing! You finally have an opportunity!" Mum keeps squealing and I try and smile, but it comes out half-heartedly. "What's wrong dear?" She finally asks me. "I just...I guess I'm not sure this is what I really want..." I trail off looking down. "What do you mean not sure what you want?!" She yells at me. I flinch a bit out of shock. That wasnt the reaction I was hoping for...

"I'm sorry, but we went through so much for this," she apologizes. I just shrug my shoulders. I ha no words to say. I kept thinking about the boys and each thought was like a jab to my heart. I did really miss them, but there was a reason none of called each other. Everything came back to us when we were near each other. The good, the bad, everything. "Liam! Don't you dare walk away!" My mum yelled, and I realized that I was making my way down the hallway. I stopped and looked at her. "Why? You want me to hurt ten times more than I do every day? Do you want me to want to kill myself ten times more? You want me to think of her ten times more?! You want me to die inside all over again?! I came here to forget! I came here to get better!" I yelled at her my emotions and voice rising with each word I said. Soon, the tears started again.

"Liam," Mum started walking towards me, "I know that this may seem hard, but think about it this way. Maybe this will help you more than forgetting. Maybe remembering with others who understand first hand will get you over her," she whispered at me. My anger grew and grew, I couldn't do this. Why couldn't she just let that go? They could go on without me! They'd be just fine. Getting over her? That wasn't ever happening. Especially this way..I just shake my head and walk away from my inconsiderate mother. Maybe she'd figure it out.

Louis's POV

I was so happy about this! I got to live my dream, with my boys! My best mates, who I've missed oh so much! I couldn't wait until we actually got to start. I could tell that Liam and Zayn weren't too crazy about the idea and Harry was a bit apprehensive about it, but I think Niall agrees that this could be good for us. Liam was different, I could tell. He looked distant and depressed all the time. Zayn was really quiet again, just like after Pamela. Niall seemed nervous all the time. Harry lost that spark of cheekiness he always had. They were all different.....

I guess we all changed though...who wouldn't though? We all went through a lot. Too much. It didn't matter though, we were all together now and we could help each other get better, an live our dreams! It was going to be great.

Nialls POV

"Niall!" My mum runs up and hugs me. "This is great!" She murmurs excitedly into my hair. I nod my head. "I know! I get to sing and patch things up with the lads!" I yell back. She winces at my volume. "Sorry mum," I say with an apologetic smile. I was just so excited about it. We were going to make this better. We would be best mates again. Everything could and would work out...I could feel it.

Things were gonna turn around...for the better this time. I couldn't wait until we all got to sit down and talk again. The more I thought about it, the more the excitement rippled through me. It was an amazing feeling, better than the emptiness I usually felt. Things were actually gonna get better.

Zayn's POV

My mum hugged tight, without a word. There was nothing to be said. I was in the worst and best situation of my life. I had my boys back, the ones I could consistently trust. But, those very boys brought back the aching pain in my heart that made me lose all my willpower. This was going to be extremely hard for me...but I had to think of the others...they couldn't do this without me. They wanted this obviously if they were here...so I had to do this...for the boys...for me.

Harry's POV

"Oh Harry," my mum soothed and cheered at the same time. I just walked over and hugged her. She knew exactly how I felt. She knew I wanted to sing more than anything...but I wasn't sure if I wanted to sing with the boys. I missed them and all, but the guilt just eats away at me ten times faster...I wouldn't be able to function. It would be just like in the beginning.

It could be good though to...maybe it'd be the opposite..maybe we'd talk things out and we'd all fell better. We would all move on, and live the dream. The dream we've all fought for...maybe it'd all be better. One can only hope....

-Authors Note<3-
Hey lovelies!
How have you been? I'm sorry I haven't been updating much, but life's been a bit crazy for me. Been so busy. I hope you guys still for hate the sequel. I hope this chapter made it better. I don't know. Just tell me what you think. Hha. Tha I or all the love though! I really appreciate it! So much<3 LOVE YOU GUYS!<3
-Ashley(: xx <3
P.S don't forget to comment(:
P.P.S changed the lay chapter a bit..so go read it if you want(:
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