You'll be mine forever

normal. normal wasnt a word that i was familiar with. i didnt have a normal family, in fact, i didnt have one at all. i didnt have normal friends, i didnt live in a normal house so my life wasnt normal. no body at school knew about my life outside the school building, except for one boy that knew everything about me and accepted me for who i was.

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8. Chapter 8

i sat their, staring into louis' eyes.
"you havent lost me louis." i whispered to him, trying to hold back the tears that were forming in my eyes. my voice was getting shaky as i spoke.
"yes i have. the last time we spoke was three months ago at my birthday party. all you said was happy birthday and you spent the rest of the evening getting drunk and making out with harry!" louis exclaimed, blinking profusely, trying to stop the tears from falling down his cheeks.
"louis, im so sorry. you know i love you-"
"dont give me that bullshit! you dont love me, you dont give a fuck about me, y/n, all you care about is your bloody boyfriend and your new 'popularity' at school.!" louis yelped at me. ever since i started dating harry, my social life escalated. everyone in school knew who i was and knew nearly everything about me.
"louis im sorry, i lost track, please forgive me. i miss you." i cried to him, trying to hold his hand but he kept pulling it away.
"i thought you'll be mine forever. but you arent. youre harrys. anyway, forget about me and what we had. our friendship, our relationship. you'll never see me again after next week so you wont have to worry about me" louis cried, tears streaming down his face. he got up and walked out the kitchen into the hallway. i got up and ran after him, grabbing his arm and pulling it back, turning him round to face me.
"louis, i..i lo-"
"save it, y/n. i dont care what you have to say." he spat at me. flinging open the front door and storming out, leaving me to cry in the hallway. i sat on the stairs and put my head in my hands. i loved louis, so much, i just want him to forgive me for being a total bitch and forgetting about him for all this time. harry ran out of the living room and sat on the stairs with me, wrapping his arm around my shoulders, pulling me in tightly to a hug as he kissed my head.
"what did he say?" asked harry, whispering to me as he rocked me back and forth.
"he's moving to australia." i cried in harrys arms. i could tell that he wasnt expecting that.

"hey, can i talk to you?" i asked adriana as i walked into her office.
"of course you can, y/n. whats the problem?" she asked me, her blonde hair falling over her shoulders.
"its about louis. i dont know what to do. i want him to stay, but then again, i want whats best for him. and i caused his pain and thats the reason he's moving. what should i do?" i cried to her as she handed me a tissue.
"want my opinion? you lost a true friend to harry. now, there isnt anything wrong with harry but you locked louis out of your life and the consequences were that you lost him." she said to me, handing me more tissues as i cried in front of her.
"i know! but i want to do something to help! our friendship cant be over! i care for him!" i whimpered, my body shaking as i cried.
"y/n, i am going to ask you once and you have to answer truthfully. are you in love with louis?"

i knocked on the door with my cold fist as the snow fell down on me. the door opened to reveal louis' foster mum, looking shocked that i was here.
"oh, y/n, we havent seen you around here in a while, come in." his mum smiled at me. i grinned back and walked in. it was a shock to see everything packed up in boxes, suitcases and bubble wrap everywhere.
"is louis here?" i asked, looking round the living room.
"he's upstairs." she said. i could tell that she didnt approve of me as i was the reason for louis' depression and therefore the reason for looking for a fresh start and moving. i walked up the stairs, dodging random boxes that got in my way. louis' bedroom door was open, i could see him busily packing boxes and suitcases, ready to leave in two days.
"louis" i whispered, stepping into his bedroom door and peering round the corner to him. he turned around and looked sadly at me, hurt showing in his eyes.
"what are you doing here?" he asked me bluntly. throwing a book into a box.
"i wanted to talk to you, lou. i miss you. and i wanted to tell you something-"
"save it y/n. i dont care."
"no louis listen! i need to talk to you! just sit and down and listen to what i've got to tell you!" i yelped, louis shut up and perched on the edge of the bed, i sat next to him and gazed in his eyes. "i dont want you to go to australia. i want you to stay and us to work things out. be best friends again-"
"you dont get it do you, y/n? i dont want to be best friends! i want you to be mine. i hate seeing you and harry together. im so fucking in love with you and you dont even see it." louis exclaimed, looking down at his hands as he spoke. i sat there, my mouth had fallen to the floor.
"w..what? louis im sorry, i cant be with you. i love harry, so much. i just want us to be friends again." i said to him, i didnt want to lose him, he meant so much to me.
"go, y/n. please, just leave." louis said bluntly. he couldnt even look at me. had i hurt him that badly that he didnt even want to look at me?
"ok. bye louis." i cried, tears tumbling down my cheeks. i gently kissed his cheek covered in tears and walked out of the house into the snowy roads.
"y/n wait!" louis yelled after me down the road. i turned around to face him, his face soaked with tears, as was mine. "dont go. i dont hate you, please dont think that. i dont wanna lose you. you mean to much to you. and if we cant be friends and in the same country together, then i dont wanna be anything." louis yelled at down the street to me. i grinned at him. dropping my bag and running to him. he picked me up, spinning me round in the air.
"i love you so much louis. i dont ever want to lose you again." i whispered to him, hugging him tightly.
"i still have to move to australia. i dont want to go." louis moaned.
"i know. im going to miss you so much." he smiled sympathetically at me and hugged me in the middle of the road.

when i got back to harrys house, it was pitch black. his parents were away for a few days again, so he invited me round.
"im going to miss him so much." i whispered to harry as he cuddled me on the sofa.
"i know babe, i know." he said smoothly to me, stroking my hair as i lay on his chest. i could feel his heart beating underneath me, which made me smile.
"harry, i love you." i whispered again to him. he laughed a bit and grinned down at me.
"i love you too, beautiful." i crawled up towards him, my lips latched onto his. we sat up, kissing each other hard. he pulled off my top and threw it to the ground. our lips came apart as i lifted his shirt up off of his head, throwing it onto mine. he picked me up with my legs rapped around him, our kissing still going fast, and carried me upstairs. he made me forget about my sadness of louis leaving, he held me in his arms as he kissed me and made love to me. it was passionate, not rushed. one of our best times. he lay on top of me, shaking as he kissed me, trembling.
"i love you so much." he whispered in my ear. his body heat rising off of him. his hair was damp and some bits stuck to his face.
"love you too." i smiled back at him.
"you'll be mine forever, y/n. just like a tattoo." he pointed to the tattoo of a tiny heart at the back of his ear. i grinned at him.
"its beautiful."

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