Ghost Of You -ZaynMalik-

“When I was a little girl I used to read fairy tales. In fairy tales you meet Prince Charming and .always wearing a black cape so you always know who he is. Then you grow up and you realize that Prince Charming is not as easy to find as you thought. You realize the bad guy is not wearing a black cape and he's not easy to spot; he's really funny, and he makes you laugh, and he has perfect hair. -Demi James XaVier

I'm breathin' in, breathin' out
Ain't that what it's all about?
Livin' life crazy loud
Like I have the right to
No More words in my mouth
Nothin' left for me to doubt
But I don't think I'll ever break through
The ghost of you

We Always regret what we didn't enjoy and try to live but is it all worth it?


6. Rape...

People fear death even more than pain. It's strange that they fear death. Life hurts a lot more than death. At the point of death, the pain is over. Yeah, I guess it is a friend.-Demi James XaVier



Weeks passed since me and Harry woke up it was so strange everything was a facade everyone was acting strange around me this passed days and to tel you the truth it hurt me so much but for me i always kept a straight face.

this pass few weeks i became more and more depressed i was just UN-Happy i didn't want to smile to have fun or do anything no inspiration no melody no nothing i just had a feeling in my gut things were just getting worse and worse..

the boys were all outside they had a signings to attend harry offered to stay with me but management refused and i didn't object i could take care of my self perfectly well nothing wrong i just feel sad..



something was wrong i just knew it i was sure something was wrong i felt sad inside don't ask me how me and Demi woke up at the same time honestly i don't know no one can explain what happened i was sure everyone was a bit freaked out about what happened  i was amazed my self but i could feel her getting depressed and she barley eats anymore and to tell the truth i noticed all the boys they have been distant from her for a while and yeah i noticed but when i try to talk to them they tell me it's nothing..i just feel sad..



i screamed in frustration i just couldn't take it anymore i think i don't want to live anymore .. i'm just not happy anymore everyone has been either looking at me strangely or basically ignoring me and Rachel wasn't here anymore she went on holiday with her boyfriend and probably it was to get away from me and i can't blame her who would want to be with me if i were her i wouldn't wanna know me either.

i entered Zayn's Bathroom and went on the look after about ten minutes i found what i was looking for i got the Blade out i could use it as a razor it would suffice for now.

i pressed the razor to me wrist and tug it swiftly in my skin i screamed so loud the first time as it hurts so much but soon the pain converted to relief just relief i felt free ..

five cuts on my wrist one for letting Liam down by cutting one for Niall for feeling insecure and one for Harry and  one for Louis for being strong enough to handle the pain but i can't i'm not strong enough.



we were at the signing i actually felt somehow better putting the smiles on the faces of the fans make me genuinely  happy .suddenly i screamed so loud and fell of the chair clutching my wrist .i kept screaming while fans freaked out around me Louis was holding me and crying zayn was standing with straight face and liam was on the phone probably calling an ambulance while holding Niall as he a matter of seconds the pain watched away and relief and happening started to fill me while i screamed i don't know whats happening as a matter of seconds i was out cold.



i felt like i feel asleep suddenly and i couldn't wake up i tried to open my eyes so hard but i couldn't

when i opened my eyes i found my self thrown in some ditch .my clothes ripped and i had cuts and bruised all around me i started freaking out i searched for my phone but i couldn't 't find it anywhere i sat there sobbing for a while before i decided considering no one was coming to get me or even be concerned about me i should find my own way .

i searched quiet sometime until i collapsed in someone's backyard i heard the door opened and someone run and lifted me before i blackout.



after what happened with Harry all of us were scared what was happening ?

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