Ghost Of You -ZaynMalik-

“When I was a little girl I used to read fairy tales. In fairy tales you meet Prince Charming and .always wearing a black cape so you always know who he is. Then you grow up and you realize that Prince Charming is not as easy to find as you thought. You realize the bad guy is not wearing a black cape and he's not easy to spot; he's really funny, and he makes you laugh, and he has perfect hair. -Demi James XaVier

I'm breathin' in, breathin' out
Ain't that what it's all about?
Livin' life crazy loud
Like I have the right to
No More words in my mouth
Nothin' left for me to doubt
But I don't think I'll ever break through
The ghost of you

We Always regret what we didn't enjoy and try to live but is it all worth it?


3. ♫Gun Shot and Bleeding

"Beauty is the enemy . We try to conquer not feeling beautiful all our lives. It's a battle that can't be won. There's no definition of beauty. The only way to achieve beauty is to feel it from inside without breaking down into individual physical attributes"  -Demi James XaVier


everything seems quite a rush i met the boys they were all nice except one if i recall right his name was zayn he didn't even bother to look at me nor introduce him self well who the heck am i kidding he didn't even acknowledged me and when he did he kept glaring at me like i stole his lunch money but for some reason my heart ached ....

i was in the dressing room it was our first night of performance i was so excited very much i promised that i would do everything in my power to do my best and make the concert come a life i got dressed in :



i walked out with a huge smile on my face ready to face love from my fans but also zayn..

as i was walking i met harry i practically jumped on his back well yeah babe Forever Young haha he fortunately grabbed my legs in the last minute or i would have been screwed so yeah all the boys looked at me like i was an idiot except Louis he suddenly busted out laughing causing Niall to laugh so hard he has tears streaming down his face but come on who could resist the Irish charm so i laughed along to him twice as hard i jumped of harry's back only to find eyes burning holes to my mind i looked up to see zayn looking as if he wanted to grab the first thing next to him and murder me with it i made a note to self to ask him what's his problem was later but right now i have to worry about my performance

before i turned to go we still have an hour before we go out so we were all chilling on the couches randomly talking which Louis was doing most of and Niall laughing every time but i love them while zayn was either on his phone or glaring at me but what really bothered me while we all sat on the couches he sat as far from us as possible-me thoughts were interrupted suddenly by some chick like pouncing on Zayn and she looked like she was eating his face he held her close and they were both moaning like they were going to have sex in front of us

"Excuse me but can you stop before my eye's fall i don't like to watch animal abuse"i couldn't even ignore what was happening it was really disgusting what they were doing but at the same time i felt so hurt like i wanted to cry

"Excuse me bitch i thought no maids were on the set what are you doing here"the girl who looked like she was raped by makeup replied my mouth opened ajar on what she said while Zayn Smirked at me i simply shook it of i saw harry was about to open his mouth and say something i sure hope was to defend me but i told him not to simply i just didn't want any trouble so i didn't reply to her but then zayn said " come on babe now you see what i was dealing with god i hope she dies so we can move on "he said that then walked out simply holding his hand and looking me in a way that almost said he's mine..

all the boys looked at me ready to see my reaction to all what was happened wow well to tell the truth it doesn't hurt so bad when i was at school people used to bully me all the time they used to hit me and wound me and make me look like i cut myself but even that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt now.

i smiled at them through my tears it was a genuine one i didn't want them to worry about me they got enough i'm sure plus i don't want any one's pity but i looked at them liam looked like sympathetic at me while Louis looked like he was going to get revenge Niall looked like he was going to cry he was so sweet and harry looked angry like really angry it was scary suddenly he stormed out the door going in the direction zayn and that something came from i looked at Louis i didn't want harry to get hurt no i didn't have a crush on him but i didn't want anyone to get hurt especially for me

"Louis please go make him stop i didn't want anyone to get hurt Please"i told Louis and i was almost begging him to go get harry.he nodded and he and liam went after harry Niall found this really awkward so he said he was going to go get food and bring me some in which i didn't have time to even object.

i sighed and went back to my dressing room there was five minutes left so i had to do my make up again as i had mascara down my face well let's say i didn't look so good right now.after five minutes i finished i walked out.

all the boys were there to cheer me except Zayn i began to think have i done anything to make him hate me i had to stop thinking like this before i lose it as the i held the tears in my eye.

i went  on stage yeah i was famous so the crowd cheered some where crying and some were screaming i smiled and said "Welcome Chicago How Are you tonight?"that sent the whole arena screaming i smiled gratefully at the amazing crowd in front of me without them i wouldn't be here today i started with 

New to town with a made up name in the angel city,
Chasing fortune and fame.
And the camera flashes, make it look like a dream.
You had it figured out since you were in school.
Everybody loves pretty, everybody loves cool.
So overnight you look like a sixties’ queen. 

i finished the song it was from my new album and i was happy i was able to write something like that i smiled at the crowd no matter what the girl who was with zayn said kept echoing in my head i simple couldn't shake it of.

i told the people"Well considering what was happening i decided to sing a song special song to you it makes my feel better and right now i can relate to it right now"i decided to sing skyscraper by Demi Lovato

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence, as it's ending, like we never had a chance.
Do you have to make me feel like, there's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have 
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down"

i was crying while i was singing as right now my world seems to be falling apart

i finished singing the whole arena was on her feet clapping and cheering everybody seems to love it i thanked them truly i do appreciate what brought me here and everything .

the boys kept complementing me on what i did and i was so happy and shocked i thanked them again and even smiled at zayn which he didn't return but at least i did they were in the middle of their performance when i noticed something i ran on stage so fast as fast as possible

A Gun Shot Was Heard and People We're Screaming To Call An Ambulance....

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