Ghost Of You -ZaynMalik-

“When I was a little girl I used to read fairy tales. In fairy tales you meet Prince Charming and .always wearing a black cape so you always know who he is. Then you grow up and you realize that Prince Charming is not as easy to find as you thought. You realize the bad guy is not wearing a black cape and he's not easy to spot; he's really funny, and he makes you laugh, and he has perfect hair. -Demi James XaVier

I'm breathin' in, breathin' out
Ain't that what it's all about?
Livin' life crazy loud
Like I have the right to
No More words in my mouth
Nothin' left for me to doubt
But I don't think I'll ever break through
The ghost of you

We Always regret what we didn't enjoy and try to live but is it all worth it?


7. ♠Finally Sober and Louis Birthday ♠

Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything - all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. -Demi James XaVier



this past week have been hell let me tell you what happened

-Flash Back-

We were in the hospital waiting for the doctor to come back to tell us what happened with harry ..

Suddenly the police arrived carrying a girl she looked familiar but i couldn't put my finger on it , They hurriedly put he in the ER i felt sorry for the girls family she had bruises and cuts and blood stains all over her-

i was interrupted from my thoughts when the doctor spoke"Mr.Payne"he said

i looked at him"Sure Doctor Anything"Was the only thing i replied with,he asked to talk to me in private for a second the boys looked at me with a questioning glance they thought it was about harry and quite frankly i thought it was too until the thing i heard made us drown in sorrow even more

-Flash Back End-


That's it let me save your breath and tell you what happened i was raped .yeah horrible right well that's not the half of it all the people around me either looked at me with pity and sympathy or would back away from me as if they saw something horrible.

I Drank this past few days.Drank The sorrow away.Drank The Pain away.Drank For being scared.Drank for The Future, past and present.

i became drunk all the time there was no stopping me everybody became afraid of me i became angry all the time i was ignored and frustrated but no one tried to help me except Harry .

he really did try to help me but i wasn't myself those past few day i became a monster no body could recognize .i became something i was always afraid of i pushed people away and kept the pain close.

To make it worse remember Rachel yeah the girl i called my best friend yeah she didn't even bother to call or come back im sure she heard it has been everywhere.

-Next Day-

i was wearing was Niall s birthday today .yeah just because im sad doesn't mean i don't care about other people he's one of my best friends or was any way.i just finished packing when i heard people singing in someone room i figured it was Niall any way i took a deep breath and knocked .

i heard silence yeah i entered anyway .possibly everyone was looking at me with wide eyes i guess they couldn't believe that i was alive after all.i smiled even though i was dying on the inside anyway

everybody froze when i moved.i walked next to Niall and smiled "Happy birthday"was all i said and manged with a small smile i put the gift on his bed knowing if i gave it to him he wont respond not accept it.

i smiled at them one more time knowing it was the last time i was ganna see them.before i could get out of the bus door harry was holding my wrist it hurt and stung from where there were cuts but i learned not to show emotion.

he looked down at my wrist then at me i could see the ghost of tears in his eyes he then looked behind me and saw my bags he looked freaked out if you asked me.The boys were all behind him by now all of course except Zayn ,what did you expect ?

They all looked at my bags then at me like in one second all the bags will disappear in one second.but no this is reality and its cruel.

I shook harry's hand of me and went out the door without a second look i drove away,away from all this from pain from memories and it was killing me knowing i was leaving them behind me...

-The Boys-

She Left........


She Left.Maybe This is for the best but i know it's only getting worse guess it will all be answered tomorrow...


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