Hate to Love you

In 2009, Harry broke Samantha's heart. What happens when she sees him again at her job? Will she ever forgive him again?


1. Rock Me

Samantha's POV


My name is Samantha Carter. My mom owns a diner and I have to work there to help her. I'm an only child and my dad divorced my mother when I was 6. I don't really remember him considering it was 13 years ago sense I've seen him. I'm 19 and 3 years ago I had my heart broken in two by heartthrob, Harry Styles.

I had fallen head over heels in love with him that Summer in 2009, until he decided he got bored with me. I cried every night for months until I finally moved on. Well sorta moved on, I don't fall easily for guys like I used too. I mean, what if it happens again? What will I do? Cry every night again thinking about how stupid I was. I don't think so!

I usually come home from school then help my mom out in the diner unless it was the weekend. It is Friday and I am on my way to the diner. When I got there, I signed in then put my uniform on. It wasn't a very busy day so I just relaxed taking an order here and there. My mom pointed to the table in the corner "Go help them." I nodded my head and made my way towards the table. My head was down doodling stick figures and my name on my order pad.

"Hi, My name is Samantha and I'll be your waitress. Can I help you with drinks?" I asked still looking down. I looked up and was surprised to see One Direction sitting in the booth looking at the menu. Mostly surprised to see Harry. Freakin. Styles. He was just as surprised as me. I continued looking down, trying to avoid him. I was angry, and sad, and frustrated, and even more sad to see him. He is just a conceited jerk who just wanted to have a 'Summer Fling'. I bit my lip trying not to say anything then break down like I always do.

"Is anything wrong Samantha?" Liam asked. I looked at Liam then at Harry then back to the floor. "Ask Harry..." I mumbled. The boys turned to face Harry with confusion. I didn't wanna stand here much longer just thinking about our Summer Love ... that really wasn't even love. "How about those drinks..." I mumbled, rushing them. I got their drinks jotted down in record time. "I'll be right out with that." I said and twirled on my heel walking away.

It hurt me to see Harry. It hurt me a lot, just looking him looking more beautiful than ever. Only to realize that he never loved me. No matter how many times we used to say it, he never meant it. I felt my eyes watering and I ran to the back and sat in a corner with my head in my knees crying. Thanks a lot Styles. I know he moved on quickly, it's in every magazine and here I am, in 3 years, and haven't went out with a boy.

It hurt more than it should because he was the one I gave myself away to, my first kiss, my first boyfriend ... that never felt the same. I stopped thinking about it, and collected myself together wiping off my mascara smudges. I got the drinks then came out and gave it to them.

"Thanks." They all said, Harry not saying anything. I looked at him, and he looked me in the eyes. I was now more angry than sad! I glared at him and walked away. I went to the bathroom and stared at myself.

~Flash Back~

I played 'Isn't she Lovely' by Stevie Wonder on the guitar by the fire while he sang. I smiled when we finished and kissed him passionately on the lips.

We watched the waves crash on the rocks as I put my head on his shoulder. "I love you Harry." I whispered in his ear playing with his curls.

"I love you too Sam." He said while we cuddled up on the beach.


"Yeah right." I mumbled.

I came out and went to the boys' booth to take their order.

"Samantha, Can I talk to you in private please?" Harry asked getting up.

He reached for my hand, but I jerked away. "I know how to walk." I said harshly. We walked to a corner and he looked me into the eyes. I pierced my eyes into his, in a mean way. "What!?" I said through gritted teeth.


Harry's POV

Samantha was more beautiful than ever. I felt horrible for what I did to her 3 years ago. She had dyed her hair from plain black to black with light brown high-lights. I had forgotten about this being her mom's diner and her working here. Her hazel eyes pierced into mine "What!?" She said through gritted teeth.

I let out a sigh, "Look Samantha, I'm so sorry for the pain I've caused you. I regret ever hurting you, and I'm very sorry for everything." A tear escaped her eye, mine too. "And I-I feel like a stupid jerk. I'm sorry."

She started to cry even more, I kept looking into her beautiful hazel eyes.

"Harry I-I don't know how to feel. You know, I've cried myself to sleep every night for months and months! But then apart of me wanted you to come back and be my prince again." She said, I wiped her tears away "I understand." I told her. I knew exactly how she felt. I broke her heart in two for no reason and then left to audition for the x-factor. She took 3 deep breaths, "I gotta get back to work." Her arm brushed my arm and I felt a static shock. I just stood there, thinking about what had just happened.

I walked back to the booth, "You ok?" Louis asked, I nodded my head.

"I'm just so stupid. I regret everything." I said putting my head in my hands while Niall patted my shoulder, "It's okay lad," He said.

We left a big tip for Samantha as we left the diner. "They sure do make good steak." Niall said patting his stomach, I laughed "Yeah." I agreed and so did Zayn.


I couldn't sleep so I went into the living room and sat down on the couch with a note pad. I hummed a rhythm and started writing. My mind kept thinking about Samantha.

~Do you remember summer 09?

Wanna go back there every night,

Just can't lie it was the best time of my life.

Lying on the beach while the sun blew out,

Playing this guitar by the fire to loud.

Oh my my, they can never shut us down.~

I wrote it down and started to sing it. The song flowed out of my mouth as I continued to write.

~I used to think that I was better alone,

Why did I ever wanna let you go?

Under the moonlight as we stared at the sea,

The words you whispered I will always Believe.

I want you to rock me, rock me, rock me, yeah

I want you to rock me, rock me, rock me, yeah

I want you to hit the pedal heavy metal,

Show me you care.

I want you to rock me, rock me, rock me, yeah.

Yeah, we were together summer 09,

Wanna roll back like pressing rewind,

You were mine and we never said good-bye...~

I stopped writing and decided to try to go to bed. I will tell the boys to meet me in the studio and we can record it.

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