Back For You

They say friendship lasts forever. Louis Tomlinson and Lillian Brie thought that this statement was completely true. But when one "yes" from Simon Cowell changes their fate together they need to find their way back together. After years of solitude, Louis comes back to Doncaster for a visit. Just as he promised. Because when two people are meant to be, they will always find their way back.


6. Day 5 - Flashing Lights (13+)

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I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Tears started to stream down my cheeks as I picked up the ball and walked off. The house wasn't too far from here, I'm sure I could walk. I didn't hear him coming after me so I slowed down my pace. 

I really believed that he liked me. I sincerely thought that he had feelings for me. But of course he liked Eleanor. I guess that I was just the rebound girl. Thats when it started to snow. 

"Stupid weather forecasters." I mumbled under my breath.

I continued walking down the street. I wiped the tears off my face with the neck of my tshirt feeling the snowflakes stick to my hair. I would have to make a decision, would I cause a big fuss about this or would I play the friend?  

First and foremost, Louis was my friend. Did I want to be more than that? Yes. But if I judged his feelings by tonight, he didn't feel the same. I would have to support that, be there for him. I heard a faint pitter pattering behind me and I knew it was Lou. I wiped my eyes again and plastered a smile on my face. 

"Louiss!" I squealed extending my hands for a hug, 

He gave me a hug lightly rubbing my back. I enhaled deeply, he smelt lovely. Even after a whole day of football. 

"Are you ok? You were crying and then you ran off..." he broke the hug stepping back a little,

"There was just a b-b-bug in my eye," I lied "Plus, I really need to...."

"Need to...?" 

"Need to... PEE" it was the first thing that came into my head. I gave myself a mental slap, it was the stupidest excuse ever.

"We could've just driven y'know!" he chuckled.

"Well I didn't want to interrupt you and Eleanor you little stag!" I poked him in the chest fake laughing, just grin and bear it. 

"Lily I swear. Eleanor initiated it. She just kissed me! She asked to get back together and I said that..."

"You said what Lou!" I exclaimed, my gut curled up and my heart writhed in pain. I knew what I had to say next, "Tell me you said yes Lou!"

"You wanted me to say yes?" he seemed very confused and gave me a puzzled expression, "I told her that I would get back to her..."

"Oh well lets go back to the park. Get the car and then you can call her!" I started jumping up and down trying to sound vaguely excited.

"And you think getting back together with her is a good idea?"

I nodded my head vigorously unable to squeeze out another word. Tears were threatening to spill as they started formulating in my eyes.

"Lil's, you're crying..." he took his index finger and held up my face with it. I was looking at him now and pushing back tears. 

"I'm just so happy for you. I've seen the pictures. You really love this girl." I sniffled, he had an unsure look on his face. I didn't know what he was thinking but I could guess.


What was she saying? She was actually telling me that I should get back together with Eleanor. Did our kiss mean nothing? Did our last two days mean nothing? 

I did love Eleanor. I loved her so much. Loved? Love? I couldn't figure it out in my head. I hoped that Lily would say something along the lines of "Don't get back together with her! I love you!" If she said something like that my mind would be made up. But she obviously didn't feel the same way about me so I said something that I thought I never would.

"I'll get back together with Eleanor." 

"Good on you!" she started to jump up and down clapping her hands together. I knew that she was faking it, we had been friends for so long, I could tell when she was faking.

She started to walk down the street gesturing me to follow her. She wrapped her arms around herself starting to shiver.

"You alright dear?" I asked,

"M-m-m hm." she stuttered rubbing her hands together. 

"Lets run to the park then, that should warm you up."

"Louis I'm too tired..." she mumbled continuing to walk.

"Then lets have a race," I stopped positioning myself to sprint.

"Boo Bear I'm tired,"


"Lou I can't be bothered...."





And we were off. We sprinted down the sidewalk until we both reached the park. I won, obviously. 

"Warm?" I said panting, 

She nodded her head walking to the car. I unlocked the door and sat in the drivers seat. Just as I fastened my seat belt the door reopened and a grouchy Lily said,

"Get out."

"Excuse me?" I asked, what did she mean get out? This was my car.

"You have a phone call to make. So get out." she opened the door wider prompting me to get out. I unbuckled my seat belt and got out of the car. She slid in as I went round to the passengers seat. I got out my phone and dialed Eleanor's number. The car went into reverse as we started driving on the streets. El answered on the first ring, 

"Hey Lou," she said, 

"Hey El, I was just calling to answer your question," I rubbed the back of my neck as I looked over to Lil. She gave me a cheesy smile prompting me to continue, "I just wanted to answer... no."

"Oh..." she responded, "Thats ok. I guess I'll just fly back to London then..."

"K, bye Babe. I wish you the best." and with that I hung up the phone call. 


Did he just say no... I thought that he would get back together with her. 

"You said no?" I managed to squeak out,

"Oh yeah," he responded, "She cheated on me and a guy has to have standards am I right?"

"But El is sort of perfect...." I mumbled under my breath,

"Then Derek is a lucky man," he answered plainly.

We drove back home in silence. The fact that he even considered it told me alot about how he felt. The fact that he even considered getting back together with Eleanor and just dropping me, hurt. I continued driving to our house and when I drove onto the driveway I ran inside. I didn't want to talk to Louis at the moment. 

I walked into our bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked ghastly, my eyes were slightly puffy and red. My hair was going in all directions and I smelt gross. I turned on the shower stepping into the warm water. The water soaked my hair and my clothes quite effectively. I let the shower wash away all of the hurt, the pain, everything. I heard a knock on the door and yelled over the water,


Louis stepped through the doors giving me a quizzical look.

"What's this about?"

"I was smelly." I spat at him, 

"Oh, then I'll leave you to it..." he started to turn around but then I effectively stopped him by screaming at him.

"Is that all you have to say?" 

he kept his back turned to me.

"After all this time, after all the events of tonight is that all you have to say?" 

he remained silent looking down the floor.

"You were so willing. So willing to get back with Eleanor weren't you?" I started to cry, "You had just spent a whole day with me and then you go back to El. I know that I seemed happy about but you would think that after all this time you could at least figure out that I was faking."

his hands curled up as he remained in his pose.

"Because you know what. I wasn't happy. I didn't want you back with El. Because I really like, no. I probably love you Lou. I always have. Ever since our first meeting. Ever since our mums told us to go play outside." 

still silence. It was driving me crazy. 

"And just for a second, just a second. I thought that you felt the same." 

"I do" he grunted turning around and running to me. 

He kissed me passionately and hard backing me up against the shower wall. He tugged the hair band out of my hair. My hair fell from my head landing at my shoulders, he started playing with it not separating our mouths. I kissed back gladly holding his face in my hands, exploring every inch of it with my fingers. This kiss was different, it was almost as if he was trying to prove himself. He hoisted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. He held me up with his strong sturdy arms exploring my back while he was at it. I wrapped my arms around his neck securing me in my spot. He stopped kissing my mouth and moved down to my suck. He found my weak spot and I made a demented "Mmur..." noise as he kissed and sucked on it. He eventually put me down tugging at my shirt. I looked away as he kept kissing my neck. 

"Lou..." I mumbled as he continued to tug at my shirt, "Lou, stop it..."

Him, being the gentleman that he was, stopped kissing me and backed away.

"I-I'm sorry." he stuttered "But I do. I do feel the same Lil. I do. Please trust me on this."

"I'm just going to go to bed..." I stepped out of the shower grabbing a towel. I started drying my hair as I changed out of my wet clothes and got changed. 

I climbed into bed letting the covers devour me. Lou came not so shortly after me, wearing a shirt today. I allowed him to get in cuddling up to him. He enveloped me in his arms and I fell asleep quickly afterwards.


I woke up crying. I forgot why I was crying but I remember the dream very vaguely. Lou was in it and he was saying something to me. I couldn't quite make out what he said but something inside of me really hurt. I shuffled around trying to minimize my movement because I was still in Lou's arms. I turned around to face him, remembering past times. Specifically the summer of 2004. (A/N: Lou and Lil's are 13 in summer of 04)

"Hey Lou!" I screamed over the waves. 

He sat up to face me taking his sunglasses off. He squinted a little against the sun rays. I splashed around in the waves screaming when one went above my head.

"LOU THIS IS SO FUN!" I shouted,

"I don't want to go in the water Lil's!" he screamed from the sand.

I rolled my eyes getting out of the water. I was dripping wet and even though it was a hot summers day I felt freezing. Cherie was sitting next to Lou trying to get a tan whereas Rupert (who moved to America the year after,) was making a sandcastle with Marley. 

"Let him be Lil..." Marley said quietly, "He shouldn't be forced to do anything..."

This was the time when Marley had brown hair. I gave her a look and then looked over to Cherie who knew what I was thinking. She picked up Lou by his arms as I took his legs. We made a sprint for the water plonking him in.

"You are horrible HORRIBLE people!" he screamed getting out of the water instantly.

"But it's nice in here!" I spread my arms out and fell backwards into the water. Cherie did the same thing collapsing in the waves.

Lou then scooped me up bridal style and dropped me in the sand. Since I was all wet the sand stuck to me. I looked down at myself, I was completely covered in sand

"Oh you are paying for that!" I then ran towards him giving him a giant hug.

I looked up at Lou thinking about this morning. I traced my thumb against his bottom lip using my other hand to run through his hair. He smiled in his sleep which caused me to smile. I remained watching him until he started to stir. 

LOUIS POV (A/N ok this is where it gets strange. this is skipping back to when Lil wakes up. TIME JUMP)

I woke up to hear Lil silently sobbing. I didn't dare open my eyes, maybe she would start talking to herself. I kept a hold on her but I felt her shuffle around so that she was facing me. She didn't move for awhile but when I heard her soft laughter I was aware that she was happy. I felt one of her fingers trace across my lower lip, I know I shouldn't have done it but a smile spread across my face. I couldn't see her smiling but I hoped that she was. She continued playing with my hair which made me start to move.

"Good morning," I mumbled trying to make it seem as if I just woke up, 

"Good morning," she responded smiling up at me. 

"I love you," I whispered kissing her forehead.

She didn't respond but after a moments silence she nuzzled herself into my chest saying,

"I love you too..." 

I reached into my pocket pulling out my phone. It read 3:07 but I didn't care. My stomach started to rumble and Lily started to trace patterns on it which soothed my stomach ache. 

"25 days..." she looked up at me, she had a worried expression on her face. 

"And we will use every second of it," I whispered,

"I should probably go make us some food," she mumbled trying to struggle out of my arms,

"No," I said very strictly, "Don't leave me."

She stopped struggling and turned around to hold my face,

"As long as you never leave me," 

I looked at her in her eyes stroking back her hair,

"I promise..." 

She blinked a couple times a bit too quickly before turning around. I nuzzled my face in her hair taking a deep breath,

"You smell nice..." I said, though the sound was muffled by her hair in my face.

"So do waffles..." she murmured,

"You really are hungry aren't you?" I chuckled, I heard her belly rumble and I knew that I had to let her go. I lifted my arms and she darted out of them towards the kitchen. I lay in the bed laughing to myself. I heard a clash down stairs which brought a big smile to my face. Who knows what she dropped. I got up from the bed running downstairs.

I came behind her enveloping her in a hug. I realised that she was still wearing the lily necklace that I bought for her that one time in the store. 

"You're still wearing my necklace?" 

"You are so clueless," she responded laughing at my unawareness, "I haven't taken it off."

"How come I haven't seen it then?" I asked playing with it in my fingers.

"Because its been under my shirt," she whispered, 

"That would explain why," I responded, she started laughing turning around. She looked as if she was cooking some sort of meat pie. She opened the packet turning to ask me,

"How many do you want?" 

"Just two thanks," I responded giving her a kiss on the cheek. 

I saw hues of pink start to develop on her cheeks which made me smile. She put in one for her and put it in the oven. She walked over to me sitting on my lap and wrapping her arm around my neck. 

"Lou Lou..." she said quietly, "I know that we have been many times but please could we go to the park again?"

"Oh I don't know Lily Bud!" I gave her a cheeky grin as she looked at me pleadingly. 

"Please! There's a full moon tonight and I really want to see it!" she put extra emphasis on the "really" continuing to pout at me.

"How could I saw no to you?" I said giving her a peck on the lips. 

She yawned spreading her arms high in the air. She was obviously exaggerating but I thought that it was adorable. 

"After eating I'm going straight back to bed."

I, on the other hand wasn't sleepy at all. I pushed the hair off of her face, she wasn't wearing any makeup and her hair wasn't done she was just showing her natural beauty. This was the first time I noticed what she was wearing. She was dressed in nothing but her underwear and my blue hoodie. It was way too big for her and she was practically swimming in it.

"What you looking at?" she said smiling at me,

"You," I responded as softly as I could. 

The timer for the oven went off and she went to fetch the pies. I watched her the entire times smiling stupidly to myself. 

We ate our pies making goofy faces at each other. She wasn't half as good at it as I was but her adorableness made me laugh. She finished before me going upstairs to brush her teeth and go to bed.


I brushed my teeth quickly before jumping into bed and throwing my covers off of the bed. I sprawled myself across the bed rolling around when Lou came in.

"Can't sleep love?" he said in a calming voice.

I felt the bed sink and I opened my eyes to see him staring down at me. I smiled at him as he brushed the hair out of my face. 

"Sing me something?" I pleaded,

"What do you want to hear?" he asked,

"Any one of your songs..." I murmured. His presence and aroma calmed me, making me more sleepy. 

He cleared his throat and began singing,

"It makes your lips, so kissable.

and your kiss, unmissable.

Your fingertips, so, touchable

and your eyes, irresistible"

I fell asleep quickly after that and fell into what seemed a blissful sleep.

"I love you so much," I whispered to Louis whose eyes I was completely captivated in.

"I love you too," he whispered back. We were in some sort of grassy field entangled in each others arms.

He looked as if he was about to lean in the kiss me but then the flashing started. He instantly got up yanking me up. We made a run for it. Then we got to the road, Lou didn't even bother looking before running across. 

"LOU!" I screamed. 

A car was fast approaching and then smashed into him. I heard a scary crunching noise as Lou's body flew across the sky landing on the floor.

"NOOOOOOOOO" I screamed waking up from my dream- no, nightmare.

Lou was right there holding my hand, he looked really scared and leaned down. 

"L-l-lou..." I stuttered. I wrapped my arms around his neck practically throwing myself at him. 

"I'm right here Lil," he cooed making hushing noises.

I looked outside and saw that it was dark, the stars were out and the gentle shine of the moon lit up the dark room. 

"What was your nightmare about Lil?" he stroked my hair which calmed me down.

"Y-y-you w-w-were d-dead...." I managed to stutter out in between tears. 

"I'm here Lil, I'm right here." 

I reached up to his face running my hands all over it, just to make sure that he was real. He must have realized what I was doing because he bent down to me and softly kissed me on the mouth. It was a very soft kiss, our lips were barely touching. You could tell that this was his way of comforting me. 

"I'm right here ok. Now lets go to the park like you wanted."

The park? My heart skipped a beat as I remembered my nightmare. I shuddered a little thinking about it.

"Can't we just watch it in the backyard?" I asked 

"What? No! That's not special!" he exclaimed "You should get out a little."

I mentally groaned as I took his hand and got dressed. (A/N check authors note) I wouldn't have gotten so dressed up but knowing that paparazzi could photograph me at any moment made me paranoid. I ran down the stairs where Lou was waiting. He looked very casual, just wearing a hoodie and some jeans.

"You look nice." Lou said, "Why so dressed up?"

"Well if I'm going to be photographed I want to look nice!" I then struck a dramatic pose which drew laughter from Lou. 

We drove down the road and I kept looking around frantically. Someone round the park must have been having a party because the surrounding area round the park was full. This must have been a sign. But Lou parked a little bit away from the park so we could walk.

We picked a secluded place in the park. Far away from any of the soccer goals, playgrounds or gazebos. We sat on the ground watching the stars and the moon. 

"They're so beautiful..." I said getting totally lost in the stars. 

"Just like you." he responded turning around to face me.

I was being cradled in his arms and I turned around to look at him. His blue eyes slowly swallowed me in, pulling me from reality. 

"I love you..." he whispered,

I hesitated. I remembered my dream and I knew what was coming next. 

"I love you too,"

Just as we were about to kiss flashing started. I don't know where they came from but the flashing wouldn't stop. Everything started moving in slow motion. Lou stood up pulling me up from the ground before making a run for it. The flashing continued but when we got to the road I hesitated trying to pull Lou back onto the pavement. I looked down the road and saw two lights coming. Lou lost grip of my arm and continued to run across the road.

"Noo!" I screamed as the car made contact with his body.

It was worse this time, much worse. I saw the look of terror on Louis face. The crunch was so much louder, so much more distinct and when Lou's body hit the ground I ran from the pavement to meet him. I held him in my arms and listened for a heartbeat. 

The car stopped and the man got out. The man made a quick run for it down the street leaving his car behind. I heard sirens coming from the distance but the flashing didn't stop. I buried my face in his neck but his body was taken away from me by a man whom I didn't know. I reached for him as he was carried into   the ambulance. The male nurse let me on to the ambulance closing the door and speeding down the road. They were talking but I couldn't hear them, I was lost in my own little world. I held Lou's hand just praying that he would be alright.

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