Back For You

They say friendship lasts forever. Louis Tomlinson and Lillian Brie thought that this statement was completely true. But when one "yes" from Simon Cowell changes their fate together they need to find their way back together. After years of solitude, Louis comes back to Doncaster for a visit. Just as he promised. Because when two people are meant to be, they will always find their way back.


16. Day 15 - Fight for Her

A/N So this marks the beginning of 3 days full of Chiam, Harley and two other new couples. :D Ik some of you guys must be all like "GOD DAMNIT IT JUST GOT FREAKIN GOOD NOW SHE'S CUTTING OUT OF IT?!?!!? asdfghjkl" It's just me trying to be realistic ok! Coma's don't last for one day. They last for ages, so I've decided to cut this short to three days. Please don't hate me :( THEY AREN'T GOING TO BE THAT LONG EITHER! So like heaps are going to be coming out in a shot :D


I sat in the hospital with my legs folded up onto the chair. My hands were preoccupied playing with my braid in my hair. My blinking was quick, I often had to do a double take when my eyelashes got caught together. My palms were getting clamy and my foot wouldn't stop moving. This was my state of panic. Marley was still crying into Harry's arms completely traumitised by the situation. 

"You're taking this extremely well," Liam said as he sat down in the chair next to me. I turned to him, he hadn't had time to get to know Lily. He didn't understand. But he's eyes were filled with such worry and concern for my state of mind telling me to talk to him. But I didn't want to. He didn't get it. I merely looked at him and looked away returning to my state of panic.

"I understand that you don't want to talk," he said moving closer to me, "But I'll be here when you want to talk."

I didn't like him using the word understand. Simply because he didn't understand, he didn't get what I was going through. How millions of thoughts ran through my mind. But when he opened his arms I didn't hesitate about launching myself into them. I remained in my stance, staring at the hospital door as he stroked the back of my head with his soft fingers planting kisses on my cheeks. I felt myself calming down as he took my hands away from my braid rubbing small circles on them.

"You get awfully fidgety when you're nervous," he whispered, I wanted to prove him wrong but when my fingers started to struggle under his grip he flashed a cheeky smile earning one from me. "That's better." 

I didn't know how long we had been here. I looked out of one of the windows, it looked like it was very early in the morning. How many days had passed? I checked my phone quickly to see that it had only been one. Suddenly my phone started freaking out, it had been turned off for an awfully long time and apparently I was getting alot of twitter notifications.

"Haven't been on twitter for awhile hm?" Liam said taking out his phone, I shook my head reading through the notifications. I laughed at how pathetic some girls can be, sending me all sorts of hate. 

"You don't have to be strong you know," he whispered turning me around so that I was straddling him. I looked into his deep brown eyes, so warm and full of comfort. I could just immerse myself in them all day. He tucked a strange of hair behind my ear before continuing to speak, "Not for me."

"You don't understand..." I croaked out, it was the first time I had talked properly for awhile. My voice sounded dead, it sounded distant, it sounded very unfamiliar. 

"I don't have to," he mumbled back planting a soft kiss on my lips effectively drawing out all the pain that I had previously felt. We broke the kiss as I returned to staring at the door. Louis hadn't come out yet but when he did a wave of doctors replaced him.

"She's still alive," he mumbled

"Oh thankgod!" Haley shouted, always a ball of energy that girl even in the worse of times. I might be perky, but at least I was appropriately perky. 

"Yeah that's Ace," I said making an extra effort to talk

"Ace?" Liam said, I laughed at him finding it rather cute that he didn't understand my Australian slang,

"It means good," I said giving him a kiss on the cheek.

"Now, since everything is okay I just thought that you should know that my holy fucking feels now are explooddddinng!" Haley said jumping up and down her American accent really standing out amongst the british ones I had been hearing for days.

"Happy, stupid happy..." I heard Louis spit under his breath, I could tell that Haley's happiness was not helping him. 

"Maybe you should get some air," Harry said slowly as he walked up to us obviously sensing his best friends attitude, I looked at Marley who had finally calmed down, smiling at the sight of Lilac and Haley who stood there uncomfortably. 

"I think I better go with them love," 

I returned to my state of not talking to him and nodded my head as I silently slipped off of his lap. He quickly ran after Lou and Harry who were quickly walking away. 

"So why didn't you tell me?" Haley said tapping her foot up and down, I rolled my eyes. "Why wouldn't you tell me that you are dating my liam payne?"

"Your Liam Payne?" I said raising an eyebrow with a slight chuckle to my voice,

"He is the perfect member of one direction and we're like soulmates, I mean he's afraid of spoons and I'm afraid of forks so I can use all the spoons and he can use all the forks!" 

"Yeah... no" I said returning to looking at the door, Marley sat next to me and rested her head on my shoulder. 

"Lilac you haven't said anything since you've come back, whats on your mind?" Marley asked as she curled up into a ball,

"Ok guys, I know I haven't known her that long but how long do you think she has?"

There was silence. Even Haley stopped tapping her foot up and down and resorted to heavily breathing, this was a question that we all knew the answer too but didn't want to answer. So I took a deep breath before answering,

"Not that long." 


"Mate, you need to calm down." I said as we walked down the hallways of the hospital, "We're all here for you."

"But none of you get it!" he shouted quickening his pace, 

"Lou, we get that you're really down about this," Harry began before Lou cut him off,

"Down about this? Down about this? I am DYING about this." he said with tears brimming at the corners of his eyes, "I am dying! As she dies, I die! And none of you understand the position I'm in."

"We understand to a certain extent," I answered back slinging my arm around his shoulder, 

"You understand nothing!" he spat as we reached the front of the hospital, he took a step forward before stopping in his tracks . He knew full well that there would be paparazzi out there. He normally didn't mind the paps but in this situation, he didn't want to share his sadness with the world and have it plastered all over the world.

"Don't go out there Lou," Harry whispered placing a hand on his shoulder as I removed mine and moved backwards, "I know you don't want her pain broadcasted this way."

"You guys don't know everything," he said pushing his way past the doors, I heard a brief round of screams before the door slammed shut. 

"What can we do?" Harry asked continuing to stare at the door with wide and tried eyes, I looked over at him, he looked completely dishevelled. His hair was all messed up and his clothes looked wet, as if they had been drenched with tears. 

"We can't be there for him," I answered turning around and walking away from the door, Harry hot on my heels, "So lets be there for them." I gestured to Cherie and Marley who sat with each other sleeping on each others shoulders. 

"We should probably take them home..." Harry mumbled, "Marls has had somewhat of a tough day."

He walked over to her planting a soft kiss on her forehead. She seemed to even recognize him in her sleep as she groggily wrapped her arms around his neck as he picked her up and carried her towards the back exit. 

I sat next to Cherie, she didn't need to go home, she needed to be here. Marley had to escape this place as quickly as she could, she had to get away from the sadness. Cherie needed to confront her sadness, she wouldn't shy away from this. I picked her up and sat down on a couch. I sat down on the couch with her sitting on my lap. She eventually slid down from my lap resting her head on my lap, her full body sprawled across the couch. 

I smiled at her realizing how much I cared for her, I could only hope that she felt the same about me. But unlike Marley, she was so hard to read. I watched her eyes, they were shaking. I couldn't tell what was going on, was she scared? Was she having nightmares? Something inside of me strongly disliked this idea and rubbed my thumbs over her eyelids where tears were starting to form. She instantly calmed down, sinking down against me again. 

I slowly stroked her hair as I slowly fell into a sleep that was filled with dreams.


As I walked outside I hid my face not allowing the paparazzi to get a good shot. I didn't want them to see the sadness that displayed so clearly on my face. My sadness was only mine to endure, I didn't want them seeing it. But as much as I hated to say it, I had to get away from it. I had to get away from all of the trauma. And I had to get away from Lily. I ran to my car slamming the door shut. I still heard the flashes, their desperate screams for an insight into the story. 

I drived away from the hospital with a terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach, though I was driving away from the pain I was also driving away from Lily. I wasn't ready for that, I pulled over to the side of the road placing my head in my hands, completely depressed about everything.

She might be alive, but for how long? I wasted my last precious moments with her. I wasted them being drunk and offensive. I didn't want her last memories of me to be of that, I wanted them to be of me wrinkly and old in a bed with her, holding her hand, kissing her forehead. We had so much time, maybe even a future. 

But then I remembered what the date was, 15th of December. I had to go back soon. Would she be awake in 15 days? Would she be alive? Would I be holding her in my arms or would I be crying at her grave? I pushed the thoughts out of my head as I headed back towards the hospital, I couldn't leave her.


My eyes fluttered open, where was I? I felt around myself and was met by a cold hard ground. I sat up and rubbed my eyes, a soft fabric was wrapped around my hands. I looked at them silk pink gloves. I stood up and looked down at my attire, I was wearing ( a pale pink ballgown with had diamonds threaded throughout it. I felt my face with my silk gloves, no tubes. My hands eventually reached my head where I found a tiara, what was happening?

I looked around more to find myself in a golden ballroom. 

"Where the heck..." I mumbled 

Thats when I saw him, across the ballroom. Louis was dressed in a suit and a tux smiling at me with that massive grin that he always used. My face broke into a smile as I ran towards him, but the closer I got, the further I got away. I felt something grip my hand and turned around only to be faced by Niall and Derek.

"No!" I shouted, "Let me go god dammit!"

But they wouldn't let me go, they held onto me tightly. I flicked my head back to find Louis gone. 

"Where is he?" I said now in a panic "Where is he?" 

Their grips tightened as I fell to the ground, I was no longer in a ballroom but once again falling through darkness in my old hospital gown. I curled up into a ball as I continued to fall waiting to be swallowed by yet, another nightmare.


I woke up in a state of panic. Where was Liam? I felt sat up, banging my forehead against his.

"Damnit Liam!" I shouted rubbing my forehead,

"What did I do?" he said groggily rubbing his eyes,

"You had your forehead in my way!" I stood up putting my hands on my hips,

"No I didn't..." he mumbled,

"Yes you did!" I shouted back,

"Oh shut up," he said taking me by the waist and dragging me into his lap. He wrapped his strong arms around me pinning my to him. 

"Let go of me Liam," I said placing my hips on my hands, "You're not cute."

"Yes I am..." he mumbled

"No you're not." I reiterated,

"Yes I am!" he sung,

"No you're not!" 

"I will only agree that I'm not if you answer me one thing," he said after a little while, he pushed me back slightly off of his lap and turned me around so that I could look him in the eye. "How do you feel about me?"

"You are such a girl," I groaned rubbing my temples, I didn't want to answer this question so I decided that I would do my best to divert. 

"Answer my question," he repeated earning another eye roll from me,

"Why?" I asked cheekily 

"Answer my question RiRi or I'm not letting you go!" he cooed tightening his grip, 

"You're alright," I said nonchalantly 

"I don't believe you," he said leaning in closer to me so that our lips were just not touching,

"Why not?" I asked my eyes flicking from his eyes to his lips,

"Because when I do this," he said placing his hand on my cheek, "Your cheeks turn pink."

I remained silent, completely focused on keeping still. 

"And when I do this," he said his voice and hands now shaky as he placed one on the back of my head, "Your breathing quickens,"

"And when I do this-" he said slowly before lightly pressing his lips against mine. His lips were soft, gentle. He was being so careful, almost as if he was scared. But when I heard the shouting of Louis's voice echo down the hall I springed off of him holding my back against one side of the wall 

Louis ran past both of us straight into the room, thats when the screaming began.

"Shit." I mumbled knowing full well who was in the room. Derek and Niall.

NIALL POV - Here's a time jump

"Is it bad of me?" I asked pacing up and down the room slowly as Derek stood in the corner of the room with his arms folded against his chest,

"No," he responded, "I don't judge you for it."

"Why?" I questioned stopping in the middle of the room turning around to face him,

"Because I feel the same way," he merely said walking over to her bed, "Even in her state now I still would do anything to be able to kiss her."

"Or even hold her," I whispered almost as if she could hear me,

"You know she doesn't love us right?" he asked sitting down opposite from me, 

"I know," I sighed taking her hand in mine and rubbing it underneath my own, she seemed so fragile, like a pile of shattered bones. 

"Does that change anything?" he inquired,

"Nothing," I said, "I don't even see anyone else when I'm with her."

And it was true, I had only looked at him once since we came into this room. We had been here ever since Louis, and the doctors, left. I didn't to be in here when Lou was, it almost felt rude and intrusive. I continued to stare at her face and I don't know what pushed me too but I leaned forward and placed a soft kiss on her forehead. Thats when I heard the door open and a room boom across the room,

"What type of desperate sicko kisses someone in their sleep?!" Louis shouted across the room, 

"Mother of god," a blonde girl said from behind Louis, I hadn't seen her before. She had a slight amount of freckles and the prettiest eyes, I was mesmerised for a moment before I snapped out of it and watched her fall into another girls arms, this girl had dark hair and tanned skin a large contrast from the blonde one. "It is Niall freakin Horan." 

"Get out!" Louis screamed walking over to the bed, everything was happening so fast. I saw Derek run out of the room, that blonde girl start jumping up and down. The black-haired girl walking over the bed and sitting down next to me looking over Lily studiously. I felt confused, so very confused. Everything seemed blurry now, nothing was making sense. So I ran out of the room slamming the door behind me sitting on the couch.

What did I just do? Kiss a dying girl? What the fuck was wrong with me? I didn't understand what was happening anymore but all that I knew was that when Lily waked up, I would fight for her. 


I eventually decided to join everyone in Lily's hospital room. Though it seemed crazy, we all talked to her. It was Haley's idea, she thought that it might be one of those comas where they could hear us and feel us. Stupid. But we did it anyways, I don't know why, was it by impulse? Out of boredom? Either way we spent hours talking to her until midnight, even though visiting hours were over the boys pulled some strings to allow us to stay longer. Haley and Lilac were the first to leave along with Zayn who would show them the way home. I was the next to leave with Liam following close after me. As we walked down the dark and scary hallways of the hospital all I could hear was my own steps and my heavy breathing.

"Liam?" I managed to choke out,

"Yes love?" he responded making my heartbeat quicken, I didn't know what I was feeling. I shouldn't act on an impulse. I've been hurt before by regular guys. I could only imagine that pain that a famous guy could cause. I shouldn't say anything, I should make a joke, a sarcastic comment. But the words came out of my mouth before I made up my mind. 

"What happens when you kiss me?" I asked shoving my hands in my pockets,

He took a deep breath before stopping in his tracks and turning around so that he was facing me.

"I fall for you." 


A/N omg my feels! <33 Love the one way or another movie don't you guys? Ok here is some things you can tell me in the comment section below.

1. Thoughts on the chapter...?

2. What do you think of Chiam or Lirie? Do you think their adorable? Do you think Cherie should give Liam a chance <3 <3

3. Do you hate me for prolonging the Louian or Louly ;-; I'm sorry if you do but I just thought that I would put some more time into other characters since I've sort of been rejecting them :/ 


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