She's not afraid


Ever since her mum died Abbi turned emo. When she finds out her mums 'will' says she has to go stay with her uncle Paul for a year, she doesn't expect one drection to come in as part of the trip.

But when she gets to know them and they get to know her, one direction find out never to judge a book by its cover, especially Abbi.
Because when Harry starts to fall for Abbi, will she realise she likes him to or just shut him out like she has done to everyone else in her life.

Will contain strong language;)

Read this movella to find out:)


1. 1.

Yeah Im abbi, Im 17 and just a normal teenager, except I'm an emo, I know what your thinking, you think how can being emo be normal. Well I am, at least I used to be. I may seem all tough and everything on the outside, but on the inside not so much.

I didn't exactly want to be like this, but I never properly knew my dad because he left when I was 2 years oldbecause he said he 'wasn't ready to be a father' and all that shit but whatever I don't really care and I don't really want to ever meet him either cause what kind of father abandons their kid? Exactly they don't!

Anyway that's not the reason why I'm emo, me and my mum where like best friends, my mum was a young mum, she was only 16 when she had me but I didn't care because that's what made us closer, but we only started to get close when I was around 9 and could actually understand why my father had left.
But with us being so close that's what made what happened all the more harder...

When I was 14 my mum passed away in a car accident, everyday I would get home from school and make us both some dinner and then at 4 she would be home, but one evening she didn't come home...and that's when she was in the accident.

I was put into a care home which I've been in ever since but not for LONG. and I just didn't know how to deal with the pain so I turned to the razor and became emo. And started to hang around with the other people like me, because i just didn't feel like my old friends understood me anymore. I look like I do in he cover photo.

I stopped cutting last year because the doctor said if I continued at the rate I was cutting then I wouldn't be alive much longer. I can't say that I don't do it occasionally but everyone has bad days right?

Anyway enough about my past it's the future what matters...

Abbi's P.O.V

Okay so you know my story, but try and not judge me just yet...
I was sat in my room doing my hair, I was just back coming the last bit making sure it looked exactly right when one of the care workers walked in...

"What the fuck are you doing, next time knock I could of been getting dressed for god sake!" I yelled really annoyed, I was fed up of this dump.

"Stop speaking in that way and swearing all the time Abbi, and I have some good news to tell you!" The little witch replied, there was only 1 person I liked in this home, which was Evie who was one of the care workers too but she was nice, she always looked after me since I first came here even though she was old and knew I could be difficult.

"What is it?" I replied
"Well in your mums will it said that when you 18 which you will be in a month you are to go and stay with your uncle Paul for 1 year, and then you are free to do what ever you want" she said shyly.

"Okay? So when do I leave this dump?" I said happily that I was finally leaving even if I did have to go stay with my uncle, i suppose it couldn't be worse than it was here.

"Tomorrow!" She replied simply
"So you need to have everything picked by 10am tomorrow morning" she quickly added walking towards my bedroom door.

It would take me ages to pack everything by tomorrow, I sat on edge of my bed mentally planning how to sort everything out then pack it, before I was interrupted
"Oh and you'll be traveling a lot! So don't just bring one type of clothes" she said before actually leaving the room this time and closing the door behind her.

What did she mean travelling a lot? maybe he has a job where you had to travel to different countries? Oh well i dont give a shit if its my ticket out if here and i'll take it! I finished packing everything except the makeup, clothes and hair things I'd need for tomorrow morning.

~ the next morning ~

I had set my alarm for 8am so I would be ready in time for when my uncle got here. Because I didn't have the most steady hand so my eyes sometimes took a while to do, and my hair took ages anyway no matter how hard you tried.

Once I was finished and had done my eyes all black as usual, and done my scene hair, I just had to get dressed, I picked out a white guns and roses t shirt, I put on my pair of black jeans that were slightly ripped on the knees.

I grabbed my Purse, iPhone and headphones in there, just as a car horn went outside, well I guess it was time to say goodbye to this hell hole.
I walked downstairs and saw Evie stood at the end, the one person in this whole world who actually understood me, she was the one person I was going to miss so much.

"Abbi I'm going to miss you so much darling, I'm so proud of you and what you've over come make sure you call the house so we can talk okay i love you so much darling okay!" She said sweetly with a kind smile.
"Evie I'm going to miss you so much, i will make sure I call everyday, I love you too!" I said giving her a huge hug and kissing her on the cheek.

I walked out of the door and saw a big looking car that was outside, with Paul in the front. "Hey Abbi, okay so before you get in I need to explain something to you" he said "okay?" I replied "right so my job means we have to travel quite a bit and you'll have to be around certain people most of the time but I'm sure you'll all get along fine" he said while putting my suitcases in the back.

Whatever it couldn't be that bad, I opened the door to the big car and got in slowly trying not to hit my hair,
It was kind of set out like a limo.
"hey" a voice said next to me, "what the fuck?" I practically yelled. I turned around too see 5 boys sat there looking at me. "Who the fuck are you?" I asked again. "Paul is our tour manager and were one direction, you'll be going around with us" one with a black quiff and tanned skin said.

"Okay?" I replied, I got out my bag and started going over my eyes because a bit had come off where I had cried after saying goodbye to Evie.
"Why do you put all that on?" A boy with a shaved head said.
"Because I do?" I replied unsure how to answer that question.
"Yeah but surely there's got to be a reason?" A thick Irish accent said.
"It's a long story, and I'm not about to tell it to 5 people who I don't even know the names of okay?" I replied

"Well then, I'm harry" the one with curly hair said

"That's Liam" he said pointing to the one with the shaved head

"Thats Niall" pointing to the blonde one

"That's Zayn" pointing at the one wight the tall black quiff.

"And that's Louis" he finished pointing to the one with a brown quiff.

"Okay I'm Abbi" I said while putting in my head phones to block them out and started listening to music.
I suppose things had to get better right?

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