Save me tonight

A young girl by the name of Sarah is depressed. Her life is complicated and after the people who depended on her for a lot were let down and left she became suicidal. She felt like she was alone, and well she kind of was. Relationships never worked and her family would never noticed the scarred body she tried to hide. There has been many attempts to take her own life but none succeeded. She always felt like she had no future and no purpose. She felt like god wanted wanted her alive just to see her suffer. So she had one last idea. It was the only idea that would work. While in the middle of her last attempt she gets flashbacks of happy moments and love, all these people still around. But things don't go right. In the last seconds she sees and angel. Or what she thinks is angel. Will she survive? Will she know her angel?

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4. Kiss You

Sarah's POV:

I couldn't believe it. But i knew i had restrain myself. I was never a crazy fan and now that we were friends i wasn't going to stop. But honestly before i knew that i knew he was special.

They boys came up to me and Niall pulled me aside and kept his right arm around me and held me tight.

"Sarah, this is harry, louis, zayn and Liam. Boys this is sarah." Niall said with a smile on his face and slight laugh on his voice. When he said each boys name they each sent me a smile. They were so cute! There were two couches in the room we went over and sat on them. It was me then niall then zayn on one and liam louie and harry on the other. We sat and chatted for about two hours then Niall went and walked me outside. He walked really close. Which was odd. He kept his hands in his pockets and face to the ground. He looked nervous for some odd reason. It kinda scared me. From past experience i knew what was coming, he was leaving for good. He grabbed my arm and stopped me pulling me to where i faced him. I took a deep breath and looked him in his blue eyes. They were gorgeous. Always sparkling. They were met by his already locked on mine. His gaze was mesmerizing. If it were any other moment i would have melted but this was not the time. He grabbed my hand. His were so soft i noticed. I was having so much trouble controlling myself. He better do something fast. His eyes left mine only for a second. And that was to look at my lips. I couldn't help it but i bit my bottom lip. Once i realized i was doing it i stopped. Thought were racing through my mind 'sarah what the heck are you thinking?!?! Why would Niall like you of all people. You ugly fat ass stop pretending like its ever going to happen'. I cut the gaze by lowering my head from the sadness and shame my lack of confidence brought. I was about to cry. Niall took his other hand and lifted up my chin. Tears were escaping now. Only a few. He brushed hair and tears from my face and gave a slight smile. That made me smile and in turn it created a larger smile on his face. It was a second and then he began to lean in. I followed by rising to my tippy toes. Our lips touched in a soft kiss. I put one hand on his shoulder and then other in the loop on his jeans. I knew i wasn't the prettiest or skinniest but i could kiss. I was going to make sure he remembered this kiss. He put his hand on the side of my face. The other clutched my hand that was still on his belt loop. The kiss became more passionate. He licked my bottom lip asking for entrance. I gave it to him but our tongues battled for dominance. I put up a good fight but he ended up winning. He explored my mouth for a bit and then escaped for air. I could see the happiness in my eyes and felt the butterflies in my stomach. 'Wow' was all i thought. I Thought it was electrifying.

 

Niall's POV:

Did i really just do that? Ever since i saw her on the shore at the lake i wanted to do that. I had goose bumps all over my arms. When i had those i knew something was good. She was beautiful and i knew in my heart that she didn't think about herself like that but i knew i had to try. She was the one for me. I knew now. We haven't even dated and i was picking out our house. But she wouldn't know that. At least not yet. She had the pretties auburn hair. That went down to her ribs. It curled at the end. It had a spiral curl from the shoulders down. Im not sure if it was natural but i loved it on her. He eyes were a light brown. Sadness always in her eyes except after that kiss. I knew i did something right. If that was what i had to do everyday of her life to make her happy i would. I loved when she truly smile.

"So uhm sarah, i love your smile. And your hair. Your body. Everything about you. I don't know why you don't love yourself because sarah is pretty gorgeous girl " she blushed at my words. She was little. I loved it. Not terribly skinny but had a body i could grab.

"Thanks. " she said still blushing.

"So theres this thing i gotta tell you. Well i kinda started to like you the second i saw you on that lake shore. And i cant be without you. So will you be my girl. " i asked nervously. This didn't come easy for me like the other boys. I liked food mostly not girls.

"I don't know." She said shakily. She gave me a long kiss and walked away. i thought about running after her but if she was scared then it wasnt going to change her mind so i had to think of something else to do, anything. I had to get her if it was the last thing i did. I had to convince her. And i knew exactly how to do that.

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