Save me tonight

A young girl by the name of Sarah is depressed. Her life is complicated and after the people who depended on her for a lot were let down and left she became suicidal. She felt like she was alone, and well she kind of was. Relationships never worked and her family would never noticed the scarred body she tried to hide. There has been many attempts to take her own life but none succeeded. She always felt like she had no future and no purpose. She felt like god wanted wanted her alive just to see her suffer. So she had one last idea. It was the only idea that would work. While in the middle of her last attempt she gets flashbacks of happy moments and love, all these people still around. But things don't go right. In the last seconds she sees and angel. Or what she thinks is angel. Will she survive? Will she know her angel?


9. Free Falling For The First Time

Niall's POV:

She walked off the plane. Her hair was an auburn color like usual but it shined in the sunlight. She had a curl to her hair and wore a brown almost knit looking skirt. She looked beautiful even though she was on a plane minutes before. We got her bags and went off to the hotel we were staying at for the day. We would jump back and forth from place to place. And i got my own room with my girl. The boys were excited too. They all liked her and thought she was really crazy.

-June 30th, East Rutherford, NJ-

Sarah's POV:

Something about tonight felt right. We had gotten back and went to rest back at a hotel we got. He was being his normal silly self. He could always make laugh. Since early that morning i knew today was going to be the day. He was the boy i wanted to be with until the day i died. He was going to be my first. My real first. I changed into my sexiest PJs which were a black lace tank top and matching shorts. But once i came out to begin to seduce him but then he decided he wanted to go out. So i changed back into a really cute summer dress that was a white baby doll dress and my neutral crochet toms. I straightened my hair and put half up. My make up was just a light golden shimmer eye shadow. Simple yet cute. We called a cab and it seemed like he knew exactly where to go. We ate irish food of course. I loved it because my family came from there. And it made him feel like he was home. It was a mom and pop restaurant. We then took a stroll in the local park. He wore a lilac polo, which was my favorite and a pair of white khakis. It was a cute look on him.

We walked around that park hand in hand. It was a pretty warm summer day in new jersey. The other boys were just beginning to arrive now. We had left early to get alone time. It was really romantic. It was like a scene in one of the movies i cried over. But usually they ended with a marriage proposal. I knew that wasn't going to happen. I was going to be a senior in high school next year and didn't want to be married until after college.

He stopped walking and turn me to where i faced him. I looked into his eyes. He looked straight into mine. This was perfect. My dream date. Somehow he always knew what i wanted. He took my other hand and began to speak.

"Sarah, i love you." He said with no hesitation in his voice. I kissed him so passionately his knees began to grow weak.

"I love you too Niall." I said as i released from the kiss my hand still on his cheek.

"You know i want to spend the rest of my life with you and i want you to know that i mean forever, " he said getting down on one knee, my face flushed a bright shade of pink. I was not ready for marriage but how could i say no? "Well this is not a proposal but this is a promise to you, to me and to the world. If you say yes then it is for us to be together as long as possible. I know we cant get married for a few more years but i cant loose you." From his hand he held a ring box up. He opened it and a small silver ring with a little diamond on the top appeared. It was beautiful.

"I was not expecting this! Its beautiful!" I pulled him in. I put my chin the crook in his neck holding tight around his back while he held onto my waist. I whispered into his ear. "You wanna go back to the room and ill get you my gift." I hadn't realized it before but it was our 6month anniversary. I knew today was going to be great. We hurried back to the room. We shut our door behind us and he pushed me up against the wall with his lip pressed up on mine. He licked my bottom lip begging for entrance. I bit his bottom lip and opened up so his tongue could explore my mouth. I could feel him getting hard in his pants. He began dragging me to the bed. I turn us around and pushed him on the bed. I slowly unzipped my dress letting it slide off i sat in white bra and panties. He looked me up and down and ripped off his shirt. He pulled me by my waist on top of him. He ran his hands down my body. I unbuckled his pants and slid them off.

It was all gonna be out in the open now. My scars, my feelings and my life. I had to let go of the past to move onto the future. I was here at this moment for a reason and i was going to go in head first. Nothing could stop me now. I let go off all my problems and lived in the moment.

Niall's POV:

She was beautiful. Everything i could ever ask for. Even with her scars she still was mesmerizing. She amazed me. We were free falling it felt like. We never really spoke of sex and after i heard of her rape i was afraid to ask. But i think she was ready for this. I was happy i was her first. I was going to make it worth wild!

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