Save me tonight

A young girl by the name of Sarah is depressed. Her life is complicated and after the people who depended on her for a lot were let down and left she became suicidal. She felt like she was alone, and well she kind of was. Relationships never worked and her family would never noticed the scarred body she tried to hide. There has been many attempts to take her own life but none succeeded. She always felt like she had no future and no purpose. She felt like god wanted wanted her alive just to see her suffer. So she had one last idea. It was the only idea that would work. While in the middle of her last attempt she gets flashbacks of happy moments and love, all these people still around. But things don't go right. In the last seconds she sees and angel. Or what she thinks is angel. Will she survive? Will she know her angel?

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20. Christmas Wishes

Sarah's POV:

 

It had been almost two weeks since we sat on the shore again. But this time we came back together. I stayed the rest of the weekend.

Tomorrow was christmas eve and i was spending it with all my friends and then christmas with the family and Niall. It was going to be a good two days. I was off to cheer for about a week and a half. He was going to meet my extended family. My parents and siblings loved him so i hoped they would like him.

*Christmas Eve*

Excited was in the air and everyone was ready to go have fun and spend it with family. But today was a best friends day. Because of my recent troubles i was allowed to treat them since they had been through it all with me. They were family, just extended family. I drove Kaitlyn and Jonathon first to waffle house. I mean come on it was like 8 in the morning and we needed time to kill. Niall kept asking where i was. He seemed really protective of me when i was with Jonathon. I reassured him that he was keeping a distance. He sat diagonal to me on the table so he couldn't even try to play footsie with me. We ate and two hours later we left. We were going to meet up with a bunch of other people and go to dave and busters. I mean who else wouldn't want to just go crazy with friends.

I didn't like how people began to like me again. I feel like it was just because i was dating Niall. I mean it made me feel like i was being used to get to him. There were still people who liked me even before they knew of Niall and those were the people i would be oh so grateful for.

We had a blast but Jonathon used every excuse to be near me and touch me. It kinda made me sick how hard he tried. And he seemed upset.

"Sarah, we need to hangout more often outside of school and stuff. You're really cool." I heard over and over again. And tons of people even said we needed to go on double dates together. It was clear they only liked me for Niall. But as it began to die down i told each one bye and i went home with kaitlyn and jonathon. We were having a sleepover. And they would be home extra early for christmas. Kaitlyn and i slept on my bed and Jonathon slept on the couch. We ate junk and watched the breakfast club and sixteen candles. It was a good night and the whole night all Jonathon did was stare at me. Even when i caught him he didn't look away. I just smiled an continued what i was doing. I saw love in his eyes. The same way Niall looks at me. It made me sad that i couldn't love him like he wanted me to. Any other girl would. He was a cute boy. Hazel eyes and short hair. Had a six pack and a muscular body. He played many sports and was super sweet. Im surprised he liked me in the past! We soon nodded off to bed. And at around 4:00 am i heard a knock at the window. My room had a balcony and i just never used it. I went to open the door to see who climbed it. It was a hard climb. I was on the second level and the only way up is with a ladder.

I cracked open the door. I had a bat in my hand it held it behind my back. Just in case. It was Niall he was standing at the door with a huge smile on his face. He looked cold but i couldn't bring him in. I grabbed a quilt from my room and stepped outside. He held a gift behind his back.

"Merry christmas baby" he said handing me the box. Inside was a picture frame of us. The picture looked familiar. It wasn't like i had seen the picture but i knew the moment. I looked at him a little confused.

"When was this taken?" I asked him.

"I thought you would have known. It was our first kiss. You know outside my hotel." He said with a slight smile.

"How on earth did you get a picture of us?" I asked. I began to get loud but remembered it was really early.

"I kinda planned to kiss you then. And got harry to take a picture for me. I knew id need it at some point." He said smiling at the ground. Cheeks red. "And i knew this was the time to do it." I took out the frame and behind it was a square, flat box. I opened it up. Inside was a neckless. It a infinity sign with forever written in it. It was made of diamonds and absolutely beautiful. I was shocked. He took it out of the box and put it around my neck. He kissed me neck and i turned to face him again.

"I love it. Both gifts. You're amazing." I hugged him and kissed him on the cheek. "Have a merry christmas darling"

"Well of course i get spend it with my girl" by now he was holding onto me by waist. He kissed my lips. It was a soft touch but it still made me go crazy. I went inside to get his gift and kaitlyn was up.

"What are you doing out in the cold??!" She asked me. She looked extremely tired. And i remembered Jonathon was here. If Niall knew he would be pissed. I couldn't wake him up. I dragged kaitlyn into bathroom.

"Niall is outside and we cannot let him know Jonathon is here. Just go back to sleep. Ill be back in a bit." I told her and grabbed the gift and went back out.

Niall was shivering now. He cupped his hands and blew into them to warm them up. He stuck them into his pockets once he saw me. I put the gift on a chair out there and put my hands inside his pockets grabbing his. He smiled and leaned his forehead on top of my head. This was nice. Once his hands were warm i took out my hands and handed him his gift. He opened it up. I got him polo cologne, a sweater he said he liked and some gloves i made for him. It put on the gloves and kissed my cheek. He put the gift next to mine and held me in close. We stayed there for a few more minutes until it was almost 5. He had to get back before the boys got up to open gifts. He asked me to come over around 8. And then he would come with me to my aunts house for christmas. I kissed him goodbye and went inside. I put the picture frame on the bedside table and drifted off into sleep. I awoke at 6 and Kaitlyn and Jonathon were gone. They must have left earlier. We opened gifts at my house and then i went off to Niall's. i went in and the boys were all laying around. Except louis. He was eyeing the tree. I could tell he was ready to open gifts.

"Can we open gifts now?" he whined. I giggled. Niall was asleep on the couch. I went over and jumped on him. He woke up. Once he saw me he sat up and kissed me.

"Come on louis getting restless!" I dragged him to sit in front of the tree with the others. We all exchanged gifts. I had already put mine to the boys under the tree. I made each one a pair of the gloves in different colors. I also got each one a card to their favorite restaurants in atlanta. I mean what else to you get four boys? They all got me one gift. It was a charm bracelet. Each charm had their names. It was really pretty. I gave each one and huge hug and told them thank you. The other boys girlfriends each came and i gave them different perfumes. They each gave me cheer bows and nike pros. They knew me so well. It was nice having other girls around. The boys went to play video games they ha gotten each other and we all went to the kitchen to drink coffee and tea. They were all sweet and we got along well. It was two hours later Niall and i had to go back to my house.

It was going to be a great christmas.

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