Save me tonight

A young girl by the name of Sarah is depressed. Her life is complicated and after the people who depended on her for a lot were let down and left she became suicidal. She felt like she was alone, and well she kind of was. Relationships never worked and her family would never noticed the scarred body she tried to hide. There has been many attempts to take her own life but none succeeded. She always felt like she had no future and no purpose. She felt like god wanted wanted her alive just to see her suffer. So she had one last idea. It was the only idea that would work. While in the middle of her last attempt she gets flashbacks of happy moments and love, all these people still around. But things don't go right. In the last seconds she sees and angel. Or what she thinks is angel. Will she survive? Will she know her angel?


15. Best Friends Forever...?

Sarah's POV:


I didn't see Jonathon all week at school and he didn't come over on our homeschooled days. It was weird. Where was he?

I went to his house. His parents love me so they let me in up to his room. He was laying on his bed with his head dangling over the edge of the bed. He looked at me with his sad eyes and looked back to the wall he stating at.

"Hey, are you okay? You haven't been at school or our sessions." I asked him. He just kept staring. I was getting mad now. " you better tell me!!" He rolled his wyes at me. I was furious now. "You better fucking tell me whats going on or I'm never going to speak to you again!!" I screamed while i pushed him over.

Why did i just do that. I never cuss out loud. And I'm too little to fight. I guess it just put me over the edge that the guy who i stayed alive for wouldn't speak to me. I began to cry at the terrible thing i had just done. I went to the corner of his room. I sobbed for a minute and he just watched me. I got up and decided to leave. I was about out the door when he grabbed my arm and pulled me back into the bedroom. He shut the door behind us.

"I know I've been a jerk but you know how i feel. Im sorry. Please stay here with me. I just like you so much. I lost my chance i know cause i see the look you give Niall, its love. And you gave me that look years ago and i missed it. You just make me the happiest guy alive and that kiss was amazing. I never got the chance to kiss you more than on the cheek and i needed that chance. I love you Sarah with all my heart. I wish i cou-" he was cut off by my phone ringing. It was Niall but i told him it was Kaitlyn. And i silenced and ignored the call.

"Sorry about that." I told him.

"Its fine but what i was trying to say was i wish i could go back and do that kiss back in seventh grade when i first found out i loved you. We could have been together." He had tears in his eyes.

"You were my first love and ill always love you but i love Niall. And i feel like he is my soul mate. We will always be best friends. Nobody can change that but our time as a couple has gone. Please let us still be friends. You're my closest friend. It would kill me to loose you." I said tears welling up in my eyes also. He pulled me i for a hug and we stayed like that until we heard his mom at the door.

"Sarah, sweetie, are you staying for dinner tonight?"

"Yes she is" he said and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

It was great to have my best friend back but i had no idea whether i should tell Niall. I knew i should but he would get so mad. It was decided i would tell him but i had to pick the right moment. And it wasn't going to be easy or soon.



Jonathon's POV:


I was still not okay but if i were to say it then i would loose her completely. I wouldn't stop fighting for her though. She was suppose to be mine. Maybe i could get her back when they broke up. But it will almost be a year. And it seems like they will never brake up. I just wish that she would love me again.

I got her to stay for dinner and help me study. I had to play nice to keep her. But with every chance i looked at her. She was stunning and i always thought that. We were alway on again and off again. She dated other guys besides me but they always hurt her. I never did. We mutually broke up. Well it didn't seem like i ever hurt her. We were still always friends.

It would be perfect if we were together again. Her family liked me and my family loved her. My dog who hated everyone outside the family wouldn't leave her alone. He loved her more than me. And the way laughed at every joke was my favorite part about her. You didn't even have to do or say anything she would start cracking up. I loved her laugh so sweet and innocent. It made me want her more every time.

I don't know why i never told her before this that i still liked her. Maybe i was scared she didn't feel the same way. Or maybe i just waited to long. Ill never know i guess.

I wonder what she felt with that kiss. To me it was the greatest thing i have ever experience. I hadn't kissed very many girls but i had experience. She was mine but once he walked onto that shore line that cold december night. I knew something was wrong. I should have called, came and got her. I would have been her prince. Not that prep of a boy who is only using her. I had to save her. She needed me.

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