Save me tonight

A young girl by the name of Sarah is depressed. Her life is complicated and after the people who depended on her for a lot were let down and left she became suicidal. She felt like she was alone, and well she kind of was. Relationships never worked and her family would never noticed the scarred body she tried to hide. There has been many attempts to take her own life but none succeeded. She always felt like she had no future and no purpose. She felt like god wanted wanted her alive just to see her suffer. So she had one last idea. It was the only idea that would work. While in the middle of her last attempt she gets flashbacks of happy moments and love, all these people still around. But things don't go right. In the last seconds she sees and angel. Or what she thinks is angel. Will she survive? Will she know her angel?

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6. Accepting Me

Sarah's POV:

It was Hard trying to go on and know this will never be official. But i had hoped that maybe one day i would get that chance. A week went on and everything was close to usually with him. I had school and practice and saw him. I had no idea how long he would be here but i used every second to be with him. Kaitlyn hated that just because she never saw me and missed me but understood my thinking. I was happy she was supportive. By now all the fans knew we were intimate with each other but not dating. It was kinda weird and depressing. Most were supportive but others sent me death threats. It was tough. It wasn't like we were dating yet! But people still said what they wanted i mean this was america. Anybody could say whatever they wanted and the international fans still did too. I told them tens of thousands of times that we weren't day but they still didn't listen. It just reminded me of elementary school. I was laughed at and made fun of almost everyday. I was fat with glasses so i looked a lot different then others. Even when i decided to actually start worrying about my appearance and doing my hair, straightening it and curling it, they still laughed at me. I at first thought it was my weight and glasses and that was because they didn't accept me.

 

 

*Flashback*

**At some times when we were in after school program (ASP) they would talk and hangout with me but that was only because nobody else would show up. For fun we used to play triple dog dare. It was a game where you had to do the dare they told you to do. It was never anything big, only like eat the dirt or hug the pole and stuff like that but one dare just never escaped my mind. It was forth grade and we were playing the game but boys vs girls style. That was where we would split off boys vs girls and we dare each other to do stuff and do it in front of each other. So we went off and told each other our dares girls went first. We did the normal gross stuff. Catherine and hayden did what they were told to do and i did mine. Girls were done so it was the boys turn. Bryan did his but it was Mikey's turn.

"Hey baby. I love your fat rolls" he said laughing directly after.

I was about to cry but knew that those awful words were a joke. A pretty mean joke to me. We finished off the game with raider going. After we finished we talked a little i mean the boys were some of my best friends anyways and the girls hated me so i mostly talked to the boys. Then my best friend at the time baylee called me over. I went over to hear and behind me i heard snickering, whispering and then laughing. Like always. Everyday i would go home crying wishing i wasn't the way i was. Two more years and then i can make my own decisions. I couldn't wait.**

 

 

I knew those days were over. The summer after fifth grade i lost half my body weight and was slim now. I got contacts and rarely wore my glasses. I got to the dress the way i wanted. It was new people so it would be a new me. The one thing i didn't like about elementary school was that it never stopped. I got bullied at school and home. But at home it began to go away slowly as i grew up. Now i had Niall. And he liked me always. Maybe i could do something to make him happier. And he knew how i treated myself. So i slowly began to love myself more. And it felt good not to look in the mirror disgusted. It felt... Right.

Niall's POV:

Everyday i spent with her was better then the last. All i wanted was one thing and that was for her to be mine. I knew exactly what to do. One day while she was at home studying i took a little trip to her gym. I went and stood at the door and called her coach over. I told him my plan and he agreed to do it. I was glad he was happy with my choice. He didn't know me but knew from online about the relationship. He warned me to treat her right. He was a little scary but really cool. I was to make Sarah late to practice one day so he could tell everyone what to do. Then they would go on like nothing happened. The next practice i would tell her i cant take her and again get her mom to make her late. Show up and do my surprise. I was excited to be finally doing what would actually make her smile. It was amazing to me to know that i brought on that smile. I did exactly what i was suppose to do at the first practice. She was about ten minutes late and she was mad. I didn't like making her mad and was about to call it all off but i knew it would be sunny at the end of a rain storm. But it was going to make her so happy so i waited. I was nervous. I had to wait two more days until it all happened. It was thursday. I drove her home from school and said i was to take her to practice. But ten minutes into the start of her practice i didn't show up. She texted and called 17 times and i guess ended up calling her grandma. Meanwhile everyone at the gym was ready. Her coach called and asked where she was. She said she was a minute away almost pulling in. We all got into positions. She came in ripped off her pants and looked up at what i had done. Her whole team was standing with signs in halves each little girl on top holding a sign with a different word. All together it read 'be my girlfriend please?' I stood in front of them all with a bunch of flowers in my hand. They were tulips, her favorite. She was shocked with a huge smile across her face. It was breathtaking to her. She walked up to me and only spoke one word.

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