TRAINING THE COUGAR *warning explicit content*

**Love Story with explicit content **
Shy thirty-something, Fifty Shades obsessive and One Direction fan Alexa, was hiding a traumatic secret from her past. As a result, she'd put up personal barriers and kept friends, colleagues and men at arm's length. Then one summer, Jake Martin appeared all too briefly in her life. He was handsome, clever, kind...and only eighteen! Nothing happened during that Summer, but now five years on, fate had ensured their paths crossed again. Could this traumatised Cougar put the past behind her and could Jake be the one who finally teaches her how to love?



Alexa gaped at him. Her jaw hitting the duvet as a hot flush exploded violently within her.

Jake looked at her in alarm. "What? Sweetheart - what is it?" He pleaded.

Alexa stared at him, her eyes scanning over his torso. His olive skin was almost golden in colour, complimented by his jet, silky hair. His shoulders were broad, his biceps jutting out in smooth, matching ellipticals at the sides of his chest. His torso was almost a work of art. His pectorals were cushion-shaped and jutted proudly under his smooth skin. Alexa dragged her greedy eyes downwards over his shredded abdomen - each muscle clearly defined in the classic six-pack shape. His inverted V was most highlighted though around his hips - where two muscles ran in parallel diagonal lines from each hipbone into the waistband of his jeans, and in the middle under his cute belly-button was the top of his dark happy trail, which lead enticingly downwards towards the soft bulge in the front of his jeans.

"My God, you're magnificent," Alexa heard herself say before she could stop. She was now turning beetroot in colour.

Has he turned the heating up? Why was it so bloody hot all of a sudden?

Jake smiled, then his smile slipped slightly, seeing her embarrassment. "Oh God! Sorry Alexa - I didn't think. I threw my shirt in the laundry - it was wet from your tears. I just thought you'd be more comfortable if I wore a clean t-shirt. I didn't mean to make you to feel awkward." He moved towards his chest of drawers.

"NO!" Alexa almost shouted and then stopped in horror. "SHIT! Sorry...I mean...oh God, I don't know what I mean." She looked down at her hands. "I...I just know I don't want you to cover up just yet." She finished in a husky whisper, as she peeked up at him through her lashes.

OH MY GOD! What am I saying?

Jake turned and grinned, his eyes not leaving hers. "Oh really? And how long would you like me to stay topless for, exactly?"

"Umm...till after we've cuddled?" Alexa heard herself rasp.

Jesus, Alexa...Seriously... W.T.F...? Oh Lord, my fingers are itching to touch his bare skin...

"Hmmm...I think I can cope for that long." He smirked and crawled onto the bed, lying on his back next to her. As before, he opened his arms out to her and this time, she practically dived onto his chest, her hands skimming all over him.

Oh Wow! He's hard, smooth and warm! Mmmm...

She ran her hand over his six pack, and slowly up towards his heart. As she fluttered across one of his nipples he shut his eyes and groaned.

Shit! That didn't sound good!

She withdrew her hand immediately. Jake opened his eyes and looked down at her.

"Don't stop, Alexa." He breathed.

"B-but you groaned."

"Yes, I groaned in pleasure. People groan as much in pleasure as they do in pain Alexa. Keep touching me. I want your hands all over me. I want you to feel every damn inch of me and never stop. Please, Alexa." He pleaded, huskily.

Alexa felt herself flush again. She wanted to explore every muscle, every sinew, every dip and peak of him till she knew him off by heart. She wanted his image burned forever in her memory. She'd often imagined what he must look like under his clothes, what he must FEEL like, but the reality was so, SO much better than she had ever imagined. She started to touch him again, noting which area's he responded to most, every sigh and groan mapping out where he liked her fingers best.

"Kiss me Alexa. Please." He groaned in a breathy whisper.

Her body jumped to attention at his plea and she pushed herself up to capture his lips. His arms came around her and he gently rolled her over, so that she was under him. He slowly moved his lips off hers and moved them to her chin, then her neck.

"Touch my back, Alexa," he whispered against her throat as he continued to plant sweet little kisses on her neck.

Alexa reached around him. It was harder to concentrate on the feel of his back, whilst Jake was kissing her neck. He made her head fuzzy. In fact he made her all fuzzy. It was a wonderful, wonderful feeling and his back felt almost as good as his front as she traced over his shoulders, down his shoulder blades, over his ribs and down the small of his back. When she'd reached as far as she could go, she slowly trailed her fingers back up again.

"Mmmm...yes sweetheart that feels so good. I love the way you touch me." He breathed between kisses.

"I love the way you feel," she replied breathlessly. "And the way you kiss." A thought suddenly struck her so blindingly it was like a blast of hot, white light.

"And I love, YOU."

Jake lifted his head from her neck and met her eyes.

"Do you mean that?" He whispered.

"Yes. Yes, Jake, I do." Alexa said earnestly. "I think I've loved you from the first moment I fell at your feet!"


"Does the age gap not bother you?" Alexa asked some time later.

They had kissed and touched for the best part of half an hour and now lay facing each other on the bed. Jake's long fingers were in her hair, gently massaging the nape of her neck, whilst she ran a hand over his pecs - her fingers doing little figure-of-eight patterns on his warm, smooth skin.

"Not in the slightest! I'd have asked you out when I was eighteen if I'd had the guts!"

Alexa smiled shyly at him. "But this year you'll be twenty four and I'll be thirty six. In four years time I'll be forty and you'll only be twenty-eight!"

"And I still won't care!" Jake propped himself up on his elbow and looked intently at her. "Alexa, I was coming to find you. I just HAD to track you down and at least tell you how much you changed my life for the better. In my dreams, I hoped you were also single, but I knew there was a huge possibility you'd be in a committed relationship and may even have a family." He sighed softly. "I'd harboured all these feelings for you for so long...maybe if nothing else, I' thought I'd get some kind of...I don't know...closure, maybe?" His full lips pulled up into an amused smirk. "And then thanks to some incredible quirk of fate, there you suddenly were...crashing into me!"

Alexa giggled. "I don't have the greatest track record on first meetings with you, do I?"

Jake chuckled. "I swear, as long as I live, I will never forget those first five minutes with you. Firstly, I got to see your gorgeous arse in the air and then I gazed into the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen! That was swiftly followed by seeing your fantastic boobs being jiggled at me as I helped you up! BEST. INTRODUCTION. EVER. Alexa!"

Alex shut her eyes as she cringed. "Jesus, Jake! For me, it has to be the most embarrassing moment of my life. To date at least!"

"Hey..." He said gently, letting go of her neck and stroking her cheek. "Open your eyes, sweetheart. There's nothing to be embarrassed about. I throughly enjoyed every erection-enducing second!"

Alexa gasped as her eyes flew open. "Jake..." She began and then stopped, too scared to continue.

"Alexa," Jake whispered gently. "You will have to get used to having that affect on me. I've always felt the same in your presence. The difference is, I'm not going to pounce on you when you least expect it or force you to do something you're not ready to."

Alexa twisted her head and kissed his palm. "Thank you." She whispered into it. She turned back to face him. "Would you really have asked me out back then?"

"Absolutely." Jake said without hesitation. "What stopped me was at the time, I had nothing to offer you. I was still studying, I had no income, no place of my own. I wanted to be able to provide for you."

"Oh Jake! I honestly wouldn't have cared if you had nothing. Look at me - I'm hardly materialistic! My clothes are from the supermarket!"

Jake cupped her face. "You deserve the very best Alexa. You shouldn't have to wear clothes from a supermarket! I'd like to take you shopping and treat you. Maybe we could have a day out and drive to one of those big shopping malls - like Meadowhall or the Trafford Centre."

"It really isn't necessary Jake. I don't want you spending loads of money on me. Just being with you is enough."

Jake kissed her softly. "Only you would say something like that. I've never known any other woman like you."

Alexa raised her eyebrows. "And just how many women have you known Jake? I'm sure you haven't been celibate all this time?" She smirked at him. "You're not still a virgin yourself are you?" She teased.

Jake chuckled. "Sadly no. I would have loved us to be each other's firsts, but I lost my virginity before I even met you."

Alexa's eyes widened. "Jesus, really? How old were you?"


"FIFTEEN!" Alexa was horrified. Terrible images flew through her mind.

Jake grasped her face. "Hey, it wasn't like that! I wasn't abused or anything. It was a build up of hormones one summer with a Spanish Au-Pair my papa had hired. My grandad was seriously ill, so papa hadn't sent me to Spain that summer. He was going backwards and forwards to Valencia to visit, Mum was away in Europe researching, so he hired a Spanish Au-Pair called Manuela to look after me and run the house." He took a deep breath. "A week or so before Manuela's contract was up, she walked into the bathroom as I was coming out of the shower. I didn't look like your average fifteen year old. I was already pushing six feet tall and had been playing all different sports for years, so I was already quite well built. Manuela took one look at me naked and literally speared me to the bathroom floor! It was all pretty much over before I'd properly registered what was happening."

"Christ! How old was she?"

"Seventeen, eighteen maybe. I dunno. Not much older than me, anyway. And then she just gets off me, doesn't say a word and walks out of the bathroom like nothing happened! I just lay there naked on the cold tiles wondering if I'd really just had sex! Obviously, I knew what sex was, but it had been so quick, I wasn't entirely sure. Eventually I got up and locked myself in my room, too embarrassed to come out and face her for the rest of the day. She ended up leaving my lunch on a tray behind my door. When papa came back that evening, I had no option but to come out, but I literally just caught the back of her going out the front door. Apparently, she had told papa she had a family emergency in Spain and had to go back immediately. I never saw her again."


"That...that's a pretty cold way to lose your virginity." Alexa whispered as his story sank in.

Jake nodded as he stroked her cheek. He looked so forlorn all of a sudden, Alexa didn't know whether she should ask her next question. Or even if she wanted to hear his answer.

"Did her?" She whispered in a low hoarse voice.

Jake frowned. "Sweetheart...I was fifteen. I was just a wall of testosterone. I'd moved up to the grammar at the boarding school when I was eleven and had very little contact with girls - especially any that looked like Manuela. She was quite pretty."

Alexa felt her heart twist.

Hearing him speak like that about another woman was just...

"Hey," he breathed and leant in to kiss her softly on the lips. "She was just a passing schoolboy crush that ended weirdly and abruptly."

"Did you ever try to find her?"

Jake's brow furrowed and some unnamed emotion fleetingly crossed his face. "What for? She was just some random Au-Pair who jumped me."

"What did your dad say?"

Jake's eyebrows shot up. "Jesus! I didn't tell him!" he exclaimed.  "Abuelo - grandad - was on the mend by then so papa could stay at home, and my holidays were nearly up anyway. He never knew what she did. In fact, you're the first person I've ever told."

Alexa stroked his cheek feeling an odd mixture of jealousy and happiness. "Thank you. That means a lot - that you would share something so personal, just with me. I'm just so sorry you lost your virginity in such a cold way. So what happened next? I assume there's been others since..?" She tried to keep the bitterness from her voice.

Jake nodded keeping his dark eyes on hers as he stroked her lip with his thumb. Alexa swallowed. "After Manuela...I stayed at boarding school for another year. Then as you know, I transferred to the sixth form up here. It was still an all boys grammar, but there were these...inter-school social occasions where we'd mix with other schools, including the girls grammars."

Alexa nodded. "I understand."

Suddenly Jake wrapped his arms around her and rolled them so that she was under him. He kissed her hard on the lips taking her by surprise. When he pulled up she was breathless. He rubbed the tip of his nose gently against hers. "No, sweetheart, you don't understand." he whispered against her lips. He opened his eyes and looked intently at her. "The girls at these things were...vacuous. Overly-tanned, overly-highlighted hair, shrill voices and laughs like demented witches! I couldn't see the attraction at all. My friends were fawning over them and I couldn't wait to get out of there. I went to a couple of them and then didn't bother again." The corners of his mouth twitched. "I'm sure most of them thought my lack of interest in girls was due to me being gay." Alexa giggled and stroked down his back. "I've always thought gay men were really sexy," she whispered suggestively. Jake grinned. "Have you now? I'll have to remember that." He kissed her gently. "And then, one summer when I was beginning to think that maybe there actually WAS something wrong with me and perhaps Manuela had done some kind of psychological damage, I happened to witness this gorgeous arse go sailing into the air and I fell madly in love!"

Alexa gasped. "Jake!"

He grinned at her. "What? That's what happened wasn't it?" He asked innocently.

Alexa poked him in the ribs. "You're stalling, Martin." She took a deep breath. "It''s okay. I don't expect you to have been celibate all this time. And if you don't want to tell me the rest it's fine."

It's not...

"No...I want to tell you...just...Don't judge me okay?"

Alexa nodded, her eyes wide and on stalks.

HOLY CRAP! WHAT NOW? Was he into some really weird shit or something?

Jake took a deep breath. "After I left you and arrived at Uni, I was adamant I wasn't going to get involved in a relationship. I didn't see the point. I was in love with you and a relationship with any other girl was pointless. Besides I knew I wanted to defer to Spain at some point, so a relationship wasn't on my agenda." He sighed. "I just wanted to get on with my studies, but the course wasn't working out and everyone around me was out partying all the time. I was lonely, I was horny and downright miserable. In the end it was just easier to 'go with the flow'." He paused and looked imploringly at her. Alexa moved her head in what she hoped was a reassuring manner. He sighed softly before continuing.

"I started to go out, pick up girls and just use them for sex. I know that sounds callous - and taking into account how I'd lost my virginity..." He paused again. "But I made it clear beforehand that this was just a no-strings shag and if they wanted something deeper, they needed to walk away. Some did, but the majority were happy just to have sex and bugger off."

"I think I'd have held onto you like a limpet." Alexa heard herself say before she could engage her brain to mouth filter.


Jake smiled at her shocked face, before gently kissing the tip of her nose. "And I wouldn't have let you go," he whispered. "And that's the only thing that kept me sane. They came back to mine, I turned the lights off and we had sex whilst I fantasised it was you under me. It was the only way I could function. One of my friends told me that some of the girls had nicknamed me Dracula, because I only came in the dark!"

Jake stroked her face. "I promise none of those women meant anything to me, sweetheart. But in a way, they helped clear my head. I was was fantasising about you all the time and that's when I realised where I'd been most happy. Looking after and nurturing kids - not pushing them to achieve. So I transferred to medicine and I've not looked back since."

Alexa grasped his hand, brought it to her mouth and kissed it. "Oh Jake, it's okay. I understand. Honestly."

"You don't think I'm a bad person for the way I've treated women?"

"No! You were all consenting adults." She looked away. "I was worrying you were into some kind of...weird stuff."

Jake's eyes widened as his eyebrows shot up. "Weird stuff?"

Alexa nodded. "In Fifty Shades of Grey..." she began.

Jake closed his eyes. "Ugh! Not you too, Alexa! Every nurse I know has their heads stuck in that bloody book!"

Alexa poked his chest with her finger. "That's because it's a great book! Actually books. It's a trilogy."

"Really?" Jake drawled in a bored voice.

"Yes! Christian Grey is this successful, multi-millionaire CEO and then he meets Anastasia..."

Jake frowned at her. "We're really going to have this conversation, now?"

Alexa narrowed her eyes at him. "As I was saying. He meets Anastasia who's a twenty one year old college student. AND..." Alexa dropped her voice. "She's still a virgin."

Jake inhaled sharply. "So these books are all about how he takes her virginity?"

Alexa nodded enthusiastically. "Yes. That and him turning her into his kinky sex slave, but obviously as you're not interested..."

Jake sat up suddenly. "Whoa! Hang on! His what?"

"Got your attention now, haven't I?" She smirked.

"Umm...yeah you could say that! So..." He lowered himself back onto her kissing her softly. "You pick up any tips?" He whispered salaciously against her mouth.

"Loads actually, if you're interested."

"I'm MORE than interested!" He grinned. "But first...You didn't answer my earlier question. All our sordid little secrets are out in the open now Alexa. Please tell me you still want us to try a relationship now Pandora's box has been opened. I swear, all those girls meant absolutely nothing to me. It was just sex, as callous as that sounds, that's all it was. It was only made bearable because I fantasised about you the whole time. You're the only woman I've ever wanted to be my girlfriend, the only one I've ever wanted to have a relationship with and the only woman I've ever truly loved."

Alexa's green eyes locked with his. He looked so earnest, so endearing, so handsome...Did he seriously want her, with all her faults? It didn't seem possible he'd held a torch for her for so long. And she had held one for him just as long. She'd tried to deny it, but she had. Jake had stirred deep feelings in her that summer when he was just eighteen and now he was a man, her feelings were running riot. She wanted to be his girlfriend, she did love him and she wanted him.

Oh God, I REALLY want him...

Jake's fingers brushed her face. "Alexa, sweetheart. Say something, please."

That damned word...

"I want to have sex with you."

WHAT. THE. HELL. Now I've developed Turrets!

Alexa put her hand over her mouth in horror. Jake bit his lip, but couldn't contain his laughter. He hugged her tightly to him.

"Best. Verbal. Dyspraxia. EVER Alexa!" He laughed, kissing the top of her head.

Alexa started to ramble. "Oh God, I'm sorry, I didn't mean just to blurt that out! I'm just so overwhelmed that you feel like this about me, and you stir up all kinds of feelings I've never felt before, and you were talking about sex and I started to imagine what it would be like to have sex with you, and it just came out!"

He tilted her head back and kissed her gently on the lips.

"Don't apologise for saying something like that. It makes me so happy to hear it." He said in a low husky voice that made her shiver. "But Alexa, we won't be having sex. We will be making love. Very slowly. For hours on end. With the lights ON. I want to see every inch of you, Alexa and when I come, I want to come looking deep into those wonderful green eyes of yours."




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