Me & My Bully

He was my bully. He called me horrible names and he abused me. So you could tell I was delighted when he went for X Factor..........but I NEVER EVER thought I would meet his face again. And that person is....Louis Tomlinson. The guy who I NEVER wanted to meet again.


13. A Walk In The Park


Lydia's POV 

'I'm thirsty' I said to myself. So I walked out of my room and down the stairs I go. When I almost reached the kitchen, I saw Harry, Liam, Zayn and Niall on the floor somewhat having a wrestling mania. I saw Louis sitting alone on the couch watching the tv. 'This is gonna be awkward' I said to myself. I walked over to Louis, forgetting about my thirst and sat beside him. Then I felt a pair of eyes looking at. It was Louis. I turned to him. 

"Yes?" I asked him. 

"Wanna go for a walk?" he asked. 

"Sure," I said. 

We got up and walked outside. It was a little chilly since it's in the afternoon but I was alright. Louis turned to me. 

"Do you remember that question you asked me earlier in the kitchen?" he said.  

"Yeah. What about it?" I asked. 

"I did a few things..........things I'm not proud of....I....I used to bully a girl," he said. 

I didn't react to all. I folded my arms. 

"Oh you did?" I asked.

"Yeah I did....i-it all started in grade 3rd grade camp to be exact. There was this girl....but I don't remember her name. Anyways, I was in my room with my girlfriend Nicole and I turned to her to see her on the floor. She stood up and commented on my singing. I was startled but.....I pushed her down again," he said. 

I nodded my head.

"Why did you do that?" I asked.

"I don't know to be honest....I wanted it to be a secret between me and Nicole.....that I was singing and she scared me," he said.

"Did it occur to you that she had feelings?" I asked.

Louis sighed and shook his head.

"No..I.....I feel bad Lydia.....she was only being nice and she was the only one who complimented on my singing and then I started treating her more and more like crap....I would even tell her to go die and she would.....cry so much," he said. 

I looked away, trying to hold back tears.

"I remember this one friends and I were going to pull a prank on her," he said.

My eyes widen. The prank. The very first day I cut myself. 


It was the fourth grade and I was heading to my locker. I did my combination and opened it to find something falling out of my locker. I picked it up and looked around, seeing a couple of kids with their friends. I sighed and looked back at the letter. I opened it and saw a note inside. I unfold it and my eyes widen: 

"Dear Lydia, 

Everyday I see you, my heart skips a beat.....everyday I'm staring at you beauty. Your beautiful brown eyes from your beautiful pale face. Your the sound of bells.....just everything about you....your beauty makes me weak in the knees. Meet me after by the big oak tree. 

Signed : Louis 

My heart skipped a beat.....did Louis Tomlinson just send me this letter?! OMG I'm going to faint. It was near after school. I grabbed my books and I hurried off to art class, fantasizing about after school.


I hurried off to the big oak tree. I stopped and Niall there....with his friends and Nicole and her friends. I didn't know they were going to be here. My heart started pounding as I walked closer to Louis. I gulped and glued my eyes on Louis' blue/green eyes.....they make me weak in the knees. As I reached my destination, all his friends turned to me. Louis got out his water gun and squirted at me. I closed my eyes and taking a step back but tripping on my left foot in the process. They continued to squirt at me.

"Stop and get the blue paint!" I heard Louis say.

"What?" I said.

"This will make you even more uglier," Louis said.

He grabbed the bucket of blue paint and immediately threw the paint all over me. I looked down at my clothes and glued my eyes on Louis as tears were streaming down my face. Louis and everyone laughed at the laughing stock which is me.

"Why would I be interested in you?! Look at're freaking ugly and freaking annoying.....everything about you is a lie..and..and no one would ever love you," he said. 

I finally got up and ran straight home. My parents weren't home but I'm 100% sure they'll ask me about my day at school. I ran into the bathroom and I took a shower. I grabbed my dad's razor on the bathroom sink and hold the razor blade on my wrist. I made a deep cut into my arm....seeing blood oozing out. I ignored my tears and relaxed from the pain. 

"This is for you Louis..........I'm doing what you said," I said to myself.


I had a few tears running down my face that I didn't realize it.

"Lydia? Are you alright?" Louis asked me.

I turned to him.

"Why did you do that to that girl?" I asked.

"I don't know," he said looking down.

"That's not answer Louis. Did it ever occur to you that she........she would run home everyday....knowing you made her feel worthless to the world and ugly to the gut....and....and she would cut herself?! Did it?!" I shouted at him. 

Louis took a step back, not knowing what to say. 

"Did it ever occur to you.....that.....that all she wanted is to noticed by having to say hi to her at least once or saying sorry for a being a total jackass," I said, clearly having more tears running down my face. 

"No but I realize that now....why....why are you crying?" Louis asked me. 


I ran back to the house with tears streaming down my face more and more. I ignored the boys calling my name and went up to my room. I slide down on the door letting more tears come down. I'm going to make his life a living hell just like how he did to me. 

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