I Would

Allie Victoria and Her mom allow an Exchange student into their home. Allie slowly feels herself falling for him while Niall secretly falls for her. But after Niall auditions for XFactor, they lose contact. it isn't until Allie herself Wins XFactor a few years later does he realize he had forgotten about something so beautiful. Will Allie Forgive him? (this book takes place before they were famous and some of the facts might not add up but i tried.)


4. Home


     Niall watched as Allie ran away. He was stunned, surprised, maybe even caught off guard. Did he lead her on? If he did, well he didn't mean to. Niall ran his fingers across his lips wiping off the cold sin. He had a girlfriend, this wasn't right. It didn't feel wrong though. Niall continued standing paralyzed on the side walk as he tried to gather his thoughts together. He couldn't believe himself. Why did he kiss her back? Why would he do such a thing? Was he just caught up in the moment, or did he... Niall hated to admit it but, he liked Allie, maybe a little bit more than he should. Niall ran his hands through his hair. "This is wrong, all wrong." He muttered to himself. What about Holly? How was he going to talk to her with this on his conscious? He couldn't. He wouldn't.

     Niall started walking again. He walked home with his head hung and his hands stuffed in the pockets of his jeans. He licked his lips. He could still taste Allie's kiss, it lingered there. He couldn't stop thinking about it. The kiss. It felt right, it seemed okay. But it was wrong. It had to be. The more he thought about it, the more he wanted it. His judgment was clouded. He stopped in front of the door and hesitated before walking in. He knew Allie's mom wouldn't be home for a while. Allie was probably locked up in her room.

     He walked up to his room and sat on his bed, placing his bag in the floor. He rubbed the sides of his nose and brought his hands together under his chin resting it in them. He sighed. How was he supposed to face Allie again? He considered skipping dinner. "No that's stupid." He said to himself shaking his head. "Just go talk to her now, get it over with. Tell her you like her too and that, what did I just say? No, no, tell her that you're sorry for leading her on." He stood up and reluctantly walked to her door.

     He pressed his ear to the door and heard nothing, silence. He sighed and knocked softly in the door. "Allie?"



     Allie slammed her door shut. How could she do such a stupid thing? How could she have been so immature to have kissed a taken man? She was furious at herself. She ruined a perfectly good friendship. That was just like her to do something so dumb. She always took a friendly gesture as something else.

     Allie ran her hands through her hair as she heard Niall walk by her door. She shook her head and cried softly. Why was everything so hard for her? All she wanted was a family, or at least some one to be her crying shoulder. She couldn't trust Bella with things like this, feelings. She couldn't talk to Niall about it because she was stupid and ruined it all with him. He was just another thing to cry about before she fell asleep.

     Allie eventually ran out of tears. She sat in the corner of her room holding her knees to her chest and staring at nothing. She was lost in thought. A soft knock on her door brought her back to reality. She looked at it for a moment before getting up and opening it slowly. Niall stood there, his face was blatant. "Niall I'm," she began but Niall stopped her and started talking.

"Allie, look, you have nothing to be sorry for. I lead you on and I'm sorry. I didn't, I uh," he looked up from the floor and at Allie "I didn't mean to. I didn't know I was. I'm sorry. I just, I don't know."

Allie kept her eyes at the ground, looking up at him every now and then as he spoke. "No, you didn't lead me on. I just, I'm impulsive I guess." She didn't look at him.

Niall sighed and kept his eyes on her. His heart beat nervously. "No I didn't lead you on. You're right." Allie finally looked up at him but with a perplexed look. He paused for a moment. This time he said something very stupid. "Allie, I'm sorry that I have a girlfriend." 

Allie continued looking at him confused. "What?"

He couldn't stop himself now. "If I didn't have a girlfriend this wouldn't be a problem. I honestly did not mind locking lips with you. I enjoyed it." He had no control over his words, his heart was talking. "When you kissed me, it felt alright, it felt like it was something I'd stay with. But I truthfully don't know what to do about Holly."

Allie opened her mouth a bit, stunned by his words. So he liked her then? Why didn't he just say that before? Was he only saying this to make her feel better? "Wait so," Niall interrupted her again.

"Allie I really do like you." With saying that, Niall walked into his room and shut the door. Allie stood there stunned and in a daze.

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