Why was i this stupid to let this happen


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3. God please help...

Here i was sitting down on something cold, the floor was cold, everything was cold. I still couldnt see anything but i knew he was right infront of me... my mom still covered. The only thing you could hear was my hear beat. He slowly bent down and pressed his lips against mine as much as i tried i couldnt move.. i kept asking in my head GOD are you with me? Please help me... I finally pulled back and was released. Finally i wipped my face off as well as my tears. I went to stand up but was shoved right back down. "Where do you think your going?" "Im leaving, now!" "Hell no, the fun hasnt even begun."

For a couple seconds i sat there wondering what was going to happen next, i hoped nothing. But i knew that was too good to be true then i felt warm heat coming closer to me. Then my hand, what is he doing? I thought to myself. He had my hand in his, holding it then he rubs it up and down his stomach till i felt fuzz? Oh my god! No No NO!! my hand was moving up and down i tried to pull away to jerk away when i wen to a say a word i was slammed with that hand again to my mouth. "Shut up." he told me... 

Then he let go of my hand but not my mouth... I was shooken, shaking, then it happened my face was being pulled. I thought to stand but my feet were pulled out from under me and i was sitting once again. My face was coming closer and closer to something but i couldnt see! He slowly released his hand from my mouth, as i went to say something something happened. Something disgusting, disturbing, something that changed my life forever. I tried to pull away but he had me by my hair, pulling me to and from, back and forth. I tried pushing off of his legs and stomach but it wouldnt work and the more i tried to get away the harder he seemed to pull my hair and the faster he bobbed my head... 

I couldnt believe what was happening... what did i do to deserve this? Why am i so stupid to have let him bring me to this place. Which i still did not know where i was! It seemed like i was never going to leave... After what felt like forever he slowly backed away and started talking. I just sat there tears streaming from my face... Silent.. wishing i were dead. I could hear him, he now had his pants back on but he was walking towards me. What was going on now. "I want to go NOW!" "I mean it! I have meant it and i want to leave" "Why we could have more fun" "What fun? HUH??" Then his hands were on my chest i tried to back up but i couldnt there was a wall... 

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