I need you..

He's been my best friend for ever..to know he loves another girl just hurts, I don't know what to do anymore.


1. I love you Niall.

Natalie's P.O.V

"Nat HURRY UPPP!" I could hear Perrie shout from downstairs. "Okaaaay hang on!" I shouted back and giggled. I was going shopping with Elanor, Perrie, Dani& Chantee my best friend today! I curled my long red hair, and put on my denim shorts, white tank top, red vans and ran downstairs. "Nat we're only going shopping, hahah." El said. "Dress to impress, hmm" I replied while giggling. I got my bag and we left. It only took us 15 minutes to walk there and it was a nice sunny day so it was good. "So, uh Nat, you still like Nialll?" Dani asked, oh dear. I've fancied Niall for ever, he's been my best friend all my life. "Yeah, I suppose." Right, girls. we need to tell her!" Said Perrie. oh my days. "Tell me what." I said concerned. "Niall's got a girlfriend." El confessed. Those were the 4 words that I really did not want to hear. "Oh, uh what's her name?" I asked with a shaky voice, smiling so I wont cry. "Courtz." Chantee told me. "Oh well, I'll be fine, there's plenty more fish in the sea!" I was about to cry but I held it in. They all nodded and we carried on walking and had a good day shopping. Although the only thing I was thinking about is Niall.    


Shopping was great! I got loads of new clothes! I just need a new heart. My heart is broken, when El told me that Ni had a girlfriend my whole world fell apart. I was lying on my bed in my flat. My phone vibrated on my bed side table. It was a bbm from Niall. "Hey Nat! Come to mine?x" I sighed. I really wanted to see him so replied "Sure, I'll be there in 5 :) x" I changed my pm to " You're just going to act like everything's okay when it's not." I sighed and left my flat to go to Niall's. He lives in the flat downstairs so it look me a minute to get there. I knocked on the door and Niall answered. He told me to sit down on the sofa so I did as he said. "Nat, I need to tell you something I shou-" "You've got a girlfriend, I know." I interrupted him. "Oh, who told you?" He asked, surprised  "El, Perrie and Chantee. Do you know how much it hurts that it came from them instead of you?! I tell you everything Niall! and most of the time..so do you! Obviously not any more!" I shouted, what is wrong with me? "I'm sorry okay, I just didn't know how to tell you. Why aren't you happy for me though?" I sighed, i couldn't help it but I just let it slip out. "BECAUSE I LOVE YOU NIALL!"    

I couldn't take it any more. I ran outside, I didn't know where to go until somewhere popped into my mind. Harry and Danielle's. Harry's my cousin and in the band with Louis, Niall, Liam and Zayn. When I got there I knocked on the door and Danielle answered. "Hey Nat are you okay?" I hugged her instead of saying anything. "You found out didn't you?" I nodded crying. Harry came through. "Natalie come here babe." I burried my head into his chest. "Calm down, sh, sh. Good girl." I giggled. "Harry I'm not a baby." HE chuckled. "I know but you're my baby 17 year old cousin and I don't want you to be hurt ok?" I sighed. "Ok." I stayed there for a while until I went back to mine. I phoned Liam to see how he was doing with Tori his girlfriend. "Hey Nat!" He answered, thank god. "Hey Li! How's things with Tori?" It's good thanks. I take it you heard about Niall?" I sighed. "Yeah." "Oh. Um, Nat. Look at my twitter." I grabbed my laptop, went onto his twitter and saw he was doing a twitcam. "Oh, um sorry I'll go." "NO don't go." I was watching the twitcam so I could see his facial expression. I sighed, "argh ok." "Niall come in!" Niall? what, shit, oh no. "Hey guys. Uh Natalie. You've been my best friend for as long as I remember. I feel so bad that I didn't tell you soon enough I just didn't know how to. I love Courtz, she's the best thing that's ever happened to me. Just bbm me, okay. I love you Nat." I closed the laptop and hang up on Li. I collapsed on my bed crying myself to sleep.    



4 days...4 day's since I found out Niall had a girlfriend. The most heart breaking experience I have ever had. I never did BBM Niall, he bbm'd me, but I never did back. I have missed calls from everyone,Harry, Elanor, Danielle, Tori, Chantee, Niall, Harry, Louis, Liam and Zayn. I cant take it, I just hate the thought of Niall having a girlfriend. I was cleaning my flat when there was a  knock at the door. I opened it to find Chantee. She's been my best friend since I was a baby as well. She always knows how to cheer me up. "Hey." I said sighing. "Nat, why haven't you been answering anyone's calls for the past 4 days?" I sighed but nothing came out no matter how hard I tried. "Let's talk about it over a coffe yeah?" Chantee asked. I nodded, grabbed my phone, keys and bag, closed the door behined me and we started walking. When we got to starbucks everyone regonised us, as we're kind of famous being best friends with One Direction and everything,hahah. We got coffe and sat down. "I don't know. I love him, I just hate the fact that someone has him. It sounds selfish I know but, I just, argh. I love him too much. I might as well just give up on him. You know what he said? He said that she was the best thing that ever happened to him. He said that I was because he's my best friend. I just want to die." Now I was almost crying, but I kept it in. "No Nat, don't think like that. I met Courtz, she's nice. But not gunna lie, I don't think they will last. He's your best friend and always has been. Niall and Courtz have only known eachother for about a couple of months, you're always gunna come first, ok." Wow I love her. "Ok." We had a really good girly catch up, it was great, I missed her so much. "Natalie?" I familiar voice came from behind me. I turned around and found Niall, but no..he wasn't alone, he was with Courtz. I couldn't take it. I walked out of the shop with out saying anything and ran home.    



When I saw Niall in there with Courtz I couldn't take it so I had to run out, i didnt want to look like a twat standing in starbucks crying, lmao. It didn't take me long to get home and Chantee didn't follow me seeing as she knows I need some space, but Niall was. When I got to my flat I sat on my bed thinking what to do. After a while of thinking I cleaned myself up and got my laptop o ut. I was going to do a twitcam. I tweeted before I started it "Guys, twitcam in a minute, watch it! Need to tell you all something ok, @NiallOfficial." I set up the twitcam and waited to say everything until I got to 1000 veiwers at least. I bmm'd Niall, I wanted him to see. "Go on my twitter,doing a twitcam." When Niall replied saying ok, he tweeted in saying he was watching it. "Hey guys, um. I just want to let you know..I love Niall ok, not as a best friend..I love him properly. But..he has a girlfriend..Courtz. I've never met her, but I bet she's lovely. He deserves his princess. We haven't spoken for about 4 or 5 days i dont know..but it's my fault. I've broken our friendship because I was jelous. I'm a selfish bitch and I shouldn't have done it. I don't have a fucking clue what I would do with out my best friend who has always been there for me since I was like 5. OK, I love you Niall, bbm me. Bye guys, just needed to tell you that. Love you all." Glad I did all that, woah. "Come to mine with Courtz,I want to meet her, can't believe I haven't already you willy, haha love you xoxo" I sent, that should be ok. "Ok, on our way up. I haven't had the chance ok?;) Love you too xoxo" This was it, the time I will meet the girl who I've always wanted to be.


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