This is Me

This is me. The real me. The past I rarely share. The secrets I've hiden. My joy. My hurt. School. My friends. Everything.
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9. Scared to Death

(12-11-12) I am TERRIFIED right now! Ari won't call, and I wrote the note to Lucus. I have to give it to him 2morrow. My insides feel like they are about to come out of my mouth. (That's unattractive).


Ok. So we r in gym kk? And I don't think anyone is looking, so in the middle of jogging, I leap. I got bored, so I leaped. And they were playing a One Direction song, and that gets me pumpped. (When it started I screamed "ONE DIRECTION!") Well the leap was fun... so I did it again.... Then every other step was a leap. Lucus and Noah sorta saw me.... In fact Lucus and Noah were laughing, so I looked at them and Lucus goes "Really Sam?" then mimicked what I was doing. I laughed because he looked funny trying to mimick my graceful leaping. (Who am I kidding? GRACEFUL!?!?! I laughed because he almost feel!)

I felt really stupid because he noticed. Then Noah was talking about how he couldn't stop laughing when he saw me.... Ugh! Why am I such an idiot? (Ari, it's a retorical question. Don't answer it!)

I mean, I always do stupid stuff around the guys I like.

EXAMPLES(with just Lucus): The leap thing. I feel in the middle of science class once. I was told to take boxes to a class in 3rd academy. I walk out the door and start going, then realize I have no clue if it's upstairs or downstairs, so I walk back in and every1 is like confused and I'm like "Uhhh, is it upstairs or downstairs?" and everyone laughed. Oh, and once I was like being dumb in Engineering and I like scream "I LIKE ONE DIRECTION!" and like everyone got quiet.


I feel TERRIFIED to tell Lucus I like him, so I wrote a note... And Charlie said he'd give it to him. I realllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly don't want to tell him, But Charlie already knows and said he'd tell him if I chickened out....... :( Gulp....


Wish my luck Buhnnyes... May not update ever again, because I might be dead..... (Sarcasummm) So yea. Wuvsh chew Buhnnyes!




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