"I wish I could tell you."

*~Previously Called I Wish~*
Jessalyn Smith was that one girl in school that no one talked to but everyone picked on. She has one friend Destiny Black. But Destiny won't tell anyone they are friends because Jessalyn wants to protect her. Great life huh.? Nope.. But Jessalyn's life will change forever when her childhood friend Liam Payne moves back to her home town. Not only him but his new foster brothers Niall Horan, Louis Tomlinson, Harry Styles, and Zayn Malik. Will their friendship continue or will he treat her like everyone else. Read and find out. (The boys aren't famous in this.)

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12. Why don't you love me.?

*Jessalyn's POV*

I walk out of the bathroom and hear Liam talking to I think Harry.

"No, but I really like her. I think I might love her."

"Have you told her.?" Harry asks him.

"I wish I could tell her but.."

I couldn't listen to that anymore. I don't feel like hearing Liam talk about Isabelle. How can he love her.? They just met.! I decide to go go outside on the back porch to calm myself down. I put in my ear buds to listen to music. The second I hit play one of my favorite songs starts to play. And oddly enough it fits what I'm going through.. It's Why don't you love me By Hot Chelle Rae Ft. Demi Lovato. Weird when that happens isn't it.? With tears in my eyes I start to sing along. "See I can't wake up. I'm living a nightmare that keeps playing over again."

 

*Liam's POV*

I walk up the stairs after my little talk with Harry. I walk into the living to find the rest of the guys watching some stupid movie. That's weird I thought I heard the back door open. "Hey guys, Where's Jessalyn.?" They all shrugged but didn't take their eyes off the movie. Maybe she was the one who went out back. I better check on her. When I reach the back door I see her through the window. I open to tell her to come inside but she starts singing and it sounds like she is crying too. The song she is singing is sad but I recognize it.

 

See I can't wake up I'm living a nightmare
That keeps playing over again
Locked in a room so hung up on you
And you're cool with just being friends

Left on the sidelines
Stuck at a red light
Waiting for my time
And I can't see

Why don't you love me?
Touch me, tell me I'm your everything
The air you breathe
And why don't you love me baby?
Open up your heart tonight
'cause I could be all that you need
Ohhhhhhh
Why don't you love me?
Why don't you love me?

See I'm just too scared to tell you the truth
Cause my heart ache can't take anymore
Broken and bruised longing for you
And I don't know what I'm waiting for

Left on the sidelines
Stuck at a red light
Waiting for my time
So just tell me

Why don't you love me?
Touch me, tell me I'm your everything
The air you breathe
And why don't you love me baby?
Open up your heart tonight
'cause I could be all that you need
Ohhhhhhh

Why don't you give me a reason? (give me a reason)
Please tell me the truth (Please tell me the truth)
You know that I'll keep believing (I'll keep believing)
Till I'm with you

Why don't you love me?
Kiss me, I can feel your heart tonight
It's killing me so
Why don't you love me?
Touch me, tell me I'm your everything
The air you breathe
And why don't you love me baby?
Open up your heart tonight
'cause I could be all that you need
Ohhhhhhh
Why don't you love me?
Why don't you love me?
Why don't you love me?
Why don't you love me?
Why don't you love me?

 

It breaks my heart to see her cry like that. Who hurt her so bad.? She must really love this guy. Why can't she see I love her and I would be better for her. Once she was done sing she ripped out her ear buds and dropped to the floor and bursts into tear, crying even harder. As soon as she did I ran out the back door and hugged her. I let her cry into my chest for about 10 minutes until she was calm.

"Jess.?"

"Yea.?" she asked.

"Will you please tell me who that song made you think of.? Who made you cry.? I kills me seeing you like this. " She looked down avoiding my gaze.

*Jessalyn's POV*

I wasn't sure if I should answer Liam. I don't want to ruin our friendship over being stupid and falling for my best friend. I just got him back. I can't lose him, not again. "I wish I could tell you. But..," I trailed off.

"But what.? You can tell me anything. I won't judge you. I'm here for you." Well, here goes nothing and everything. "You..." I whisper hoping he won't hear me. But of course he did and he looked surprised.. "I should go.. " I say grabbing my phone. He grabs my hand. "But, what did I do.?" He is standing up now too.

"Well, first you stood up for Isabelle. Then I get a text saying you are going to date her. You know why because, she likes you and she ALWAYS gets what she want.! Not to mention I've been in love with you since we we're 10 and you never noticed.! Why the hell do you think I keep this locket all these years. Because I was hoping that you would come back. And I knew I could never have you, so I was happy being you're best friend.! And now that I have admitted all of this to you, you stand dumb founded."

I started yelling at him but he stayed calm. I was crying again. I turn to leave again. 

"Jessalyn don't leave."

"Why.? You don't have to pity me. I'm used to being alienated . I can see our friendship is ruined." He just sat there. "Is there really nothing you have to say.?"

I was more hurt then mad now. As I walk to the door her grabs my hand again and spins me around were we are face to face.

"Actions speak louder the words."

Before I could respond his lips were on mine. Butterflies were in my stomach and fireworks everywhere. This perfect moment has happened. Finally.

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