My name is Charlotte, and for 2 years I've been suffering with heartbreak. Heartbreak that I caused, I let him go I shouted at him. He became famous, and now he returns with his band. Who is this guy, his name....Liam Payne


2. Scared

(Present day)

Liam's POV

THAT DAY, the day when my only love shouted at me to leave, and told me that she hated me. That day still haunts me, even 2 years after it happened.
I sometimes dream about her, about how we met, and how even at the age of 10, we knew we loved each other. I wake up happy from my dream, but when I see she isn't there, I realize that my heart is still longing for her.

Everyday, I try getting on with my life, (Since I'm in the world's biggest band). But it's hard and I often wish that when we go out to meet the fans that she will be one of them. But I should have known that the letter wouldn't have changed her mind.

I think back to that day when I'm alone. I think about how I acted. We had been together for 7 years, and I was ready to take the next step, I admit I had been secretive so she didn't know what I was planning, but I was too secretive, and then she saw my phone, all those texts from an unknown number, she immediately jumped to conclusions, I especially since some of them said, "I'll see you tomorrow. x" but there was an explanation for that, it was all my associates, my wedding planner, my tailor. Yes I know I was jumping to conclusions in thinking she would say 'Yes.' But in my opinion I didn't think there was anyway she could say no.

I lay down that night, staring at my crumpled, tatty, torn photo of her, the last piece I had of her. I wondered if she had seen me on the X Factor, if she knew I was in this band that teen girls worshiped. But I didn't think that was a possibility, she had tried to call me a few times the months that followed our fall out, but I was too scared, thinking that as soon as I heard her voice I would break.

I had been in a few relationships but nothing as special as what I had with her.

The boys knew about Charlotte, they told me to forget her, Hazza said that "She wasn't worth my tears, if she couldn't see my pain."
Lou and Zayn agreed, adding that if I ever saw her again, act like I didn't know her.

Niall comforted me, saying that if she had been trying to locate me in the first few months, then maybe she wanted to apologize, and maybe she stopped looking because she knew I was.

I kinda hoped Niall was right but I also wondered that if I saw her again, then maybe I should act like I had forgotten her.

I went sleep that night, not knowing that all my wondering, dreaming and fears would soon be turning real...

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