Heartbroken

My name is Charlotte, and for 2 years I've been suffering with heartbreak. Heartbreak that I caused, I let him go I shouted at him. He became famous, and now he returns with his band. Who is this guy, his name....Liam Payne

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(2 years ago).

Charlotte's POV

"LIAM! I HATE YOU." I screamed.

Liam took a step back, shock clear on his face. "You don't mean that." His voice breaking at the end, as his eyes filled with tears.

I looked at him, part of me hated him. I know he was lying to me, I know he was seeing someone else behind my back. I saw his phone full of messages from an unknown number. But there was another part of me that was feeling his pain, and wondering if he was cheating on me than why was he close to tears?

I pushed that thought to the back of my mind, and closed my eyes, before nodding, "Yes, yes I do mean it."

That sentence did it for him, the tears that threatened to spill, were sliding down his checks.

"Why, would I cheat on you Charlotte? You have been my girlfriend for 7 years now, I love you." He tried reaching for me, but I pulled away from him.

"Leave me alone Liam. Just go." I said staring at the floor, I could tell he was crying, and I couldn't look into his eyes.

"If that's what you want...."

"It is."

I turned away from him. But I could hear the sob from him. He moved away and ran upstairs, It was nearly half an hour when came down with his bags. I stood, opening the door for him to go. He hesitated before turning to kiss me forehead. I felt the tears on the top of my head.

He lifted my chin up. I hoped he couldn't see my pain, but I could clear see his.

"I'm sorry Charlotte, I hope you find everything you're looking for. You deserve the world." Liam turned and walked out before I could say anything. I shut the door and ran upstairs.

I never wanted him to leave, but I didn't want to get hurt either. But that's just what happened, when I walked into the bedroom, all the draws on his side of the bed, were open and emptied, and the picture of us was on the bed.

I walked towards the bed and gasped, our photo had been torn, only the half with Liam on it remained, and there was a letter on my pillow, I tore the letter open, and read it to myself.

Dearest Charlotte,
I know you hate me, and I don't blame you. I never denied your accusations, but I will tell you now that I love you with all my heart. I wish that I could take back everything. Sometimes I wonder if you would have been better off not knowing me, but I couldn't stop my feelings then, and I definitely won't be able to stop them as I leave. It wasn't your fault, I don't blame you, but my heart is broken. I hope you don't mind me taking half of the picture with me, I need to be able to remember a time when you were happy with me, but at the moment I can't stand my own reflection, because of how I acted.
I never cheated on you, if you want to know what I was doing, looking in the top backside draw. It was meant to be a surprise, I guess I was too secretive.
Enjoy your life my darling, and don't ever feel guilt. I love you and my heart will forever belong to you.
Liam xx

I looked up from the letter, tears in my eyes, before looking in the draw, there I found the most beautiful ring. I gasped again before running back down the stairs and out the door, in hopes to find him. But he was nowhere in sight, I tried his phone but he wouldn't answer.

I spent the next few months, trying to contact him. But it was like he fell of the face of the earth.
Then one day while flicking through the channels, I saw him, he was on the X Factor, he always talked about having another go, and I knew how much singing meant to him.

Unfortunately he didn't get through, but was instead pushed into joining four other guys to become a band.

I sat at home smiling, while twiddling the ring, that I had put on a chain, in-between my fingers, I was happy to know he was OK, and determined to try and find him again...

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