Cupids Fall: Harry

Beautiful Irish, Diamond Brown, 19, struggling with her life after her losts. She then met Harry and the other four lads. Love growing between them. Harry lost her after someone came in his life althought he doesn't love that person as much and he loves Diamond. Dramas start, heart broken into pieces and tears never stop. Guess what, the memories their shared together, never ended. What if love was right there in front of them and they just couldn't see it? *I kept making people crying reading this and watching the trailer* xx

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21. I can't.

Harry’s P.O.V

     We arrived at Mary’s at 10pm. Diamond was still asleep. She was such heavy sleeper because she fell nothing. I bring Diamond up in our spareroom, put her gently on the bed. I carefully sat on the bed, next to her. I looked at her who was sleeping, I smiled. I have never seen her wear makeup. Even if she's wearing, it’s just the lip balm. But, I know she doen’t need all of that stuff because she is naturally beauty. She was perfect, just the way she was. And nobody could ever change that about her.

     “You’re beautiful. You’re perfect to me”, I whispered to her, ran my hand through her blonde hair, kissing her forehead, “Good night, love”, I said, I slowly got up and covered her with a blanket. I turned the bed lamp next to the bed off, and was about to leave but I suddenly stopped when I heard Diamond’s voice, “Uhm, Harry, you’re such a nice guy. Promise me that you won’t leave”, she said in her sleep and she frowned.

     I turned back and walked to the bed. The spareroom’s door was half open. I sat next to her, run my fingers again through her blonde hair and smile, “I promise you, I won’t leave. Never”,  I kissed her on the forehead for one more time and got up. Close the door and left.

 

Diamond’s P.O.V

     I woke up the next morning, realize that I was on the bed. I tried to remember what had happened last night. I went to Hogan’s with the others. I met Daniel. I sang Cupids Fall. I felt Edward’s presence. I cried so hard. Summer came, tried to calm me down. Then, Harry took placed. I bury my head on his chest. I felt asleep. And that’s it. I rubbed my eyes slowly.

     “Hey, babe. Wanna get some coffee?”, Eleanor, who was standing at the closet asked me, noticed that I has awoke.

     “Yeah, sure”, I replied and hoping from bed, “But, what about Harry?”

     Eleanor shooked her head and said, “It’s okay if he still asleep. It’s just you, Lou, Liam, Niall, Perrie and me. The rest were still sleeping”

     I nodded. I put on a white short and some sweatshirt. I brush my hair and make it in a ponytail. Simple me. I then walked in to the bathroom to wash my face. I’ve barely looked in the mirror since Edward’s gone. I just can’t stand to look. But it’s okay, Diamond. Remind yourself that it’s okay not to be perfect. To be beautiful means to be yourself. You don’t need to be accepted by others. You need to accept yourself. I smiled and walked out of the room. I run downstairs. There were Liam right there standing in front of the stairs. He smiled when he looked up at me.

     “Everyone was already in the car. El asked me to wait for you”, he explained.

     “Yeah, I’m ready. Let’s go”, I said and walked to the front door followed by him.

 

                                                                                       ***

 

     We arrived at the Starbucks café. Eleanor and Louis were taking our orders and they both walked to the counter. Niall has chose the table in the middle of the café. Perrie, Liam and I walked to him and take our seats.

     “I’m hungry. I didn’t eat last night, you know. After knowing that you’re crying so hard the whole night”, Niall said, looked at me.

     I felt touched when I heard it.

     “Uhm, sorry. I didn’t mean to”, I said, softly. He shooked his head and smiled.

     Liam was on his phone, checking his twitter. I can see something has happened because he couldn’t stop smiling.

     “Woah, mind sharing?”, I asked, winked at him.

     “Uhm, well”, He paused, started to blush, “Dani and me… we’re dating now”

     Me and the rest were surprisely to hear that. Niall who sat next to him quickly tapped on Liam’s shoulder and said, “Since when, mate? Well, congrats!”

     “Uhm, yesterday. Thank you”, he said, smiled.

     “Awh Liam, congratulations”, I said, smiled.

     “Yeah, I can’t wait to let Zayn know. Anyway, congrats!”, Perrie said, while texting Zayn.

     Liam laughed. Louis and Eleanor came to the table with our drinks and some cookies and sandwiches.

     “Is there something me and El missed?”, Louis asked and sat next to me followed by Eleanor.

     I grabbed my cappuccino and said, “Yeah, probably”

      Liam laughed, “Nahh, me and Dani, you know, dating”, he said. Louis didn’t looked really surprise, he then nodded, “Ha-ha! I knew it you two will be!”

     “Well then, congratulations, daddy Liam”, Eleanor said, smiling.

     “Oh, great, I’d received a lot of congrats this morning. Thank you very much”, Liam said and started to grabbed a cookie from the plate.

     My phone buzz. It was a text from Summer.

Can you buy some hot chocolates for me and Andrew?

     I quickly replied her text;

Yeah, sure babe :-)

     “Uhm, guys. May I asked you one question?”, I announced, looked at them one by one.

     “Sure, you can”, Niall replied with his mouth fulled with sandwiches.

     “Uhm, what is Harry’s favourite coffee?”, I asked. Actually, I wanted to buy some for him after all he had helping me yesterday.

     “Oh, I see”, Louis laughed, slowly sipping his white coffee.

     “Cappucino. Harry likes cappuccino”, Liam replied. I nodded. He likes cappuccino too? I smiled.

    “I’ll buy some hot chocolate for Summer and Andrew and cappuccino for Harry”, I said, they were all nodded.

      “Well, I should buy something for Zayn too”, Perrie replied, winked at me.

     “Zayn likes latte”, Niall said.

     “Uhm, I know, Nialler”, Perrie replied, “Well, actually. I have something to tell you guys”, she continued.

     “What is it?”, Louis asked. We all pay attention to Perrie.

     “Zayn and I have discussed this last night that I would like to spent my holidays with you guys on this coming June. Have any of you been to Venice, Italy?”, she explained and asked.

     I shooked my head. Followed by Eleanor, Niall, Louis and Liam.

     “I wanted to, but you know… I don’t even have a perfect holiday”, Niall said.

     “Well, we’ll be going there”, Perrie said excitedly.

     “Are you serious? Yay I can’t wait!”, El replied. Perrie nodded.

     “Yes. Venice is no like other city in the world”, Perrie replied, “I’ll find some beautiful rental houses for us to stay”

     “I’m going”, Niall said.

     “Me and Lou too”, Eleanor said, smiled.

     “Uhm, can I bring Dani along?”, Liam asked.

      “Oh, Liam. Sure you can!”, Perrie said.

     “Thank you. Dani and I will be going”, Liam said, smiling.

     After that, they all stared at me.

     “What about you, love?”, Niall asked, sipping his hot chocolate.

     “Uhm, I’m not sure”, I answered.

     “Well, I really hope that you’re coming too”, Eleanor said.

     “Yeah, you know”, Perrie said.

     “I’ll let you know either I’m going or not before we got back home”, I said, softly. They all nodded, understand.

 

                                                                       ***

     After two hours spending time at Starbucks cafe, we arrived home. I went upstairs make my way to Summer and Andrew’s spareroom. I knocked on the  door, a few seconds later, Andrew opened the door.

     “Here are some hot chocolate for you and Summer”, I said, handing him two cups of hot chocolate.

     “Well, thank you, Diamond”, he said, smiled.

     “No problem, enjoy your drinks”, I replied and walked in to Louis, Eleanor, Harry and my’s spareroom. Harry was still sleeping on the air mattress. I walked towards him who just wear his boxer. I sat next to him and tapped his shoulder.

     “Harry… Harry, wake up. Harry”, I said, softly.

     He then opened his eyes and smiled when he noticed that I was sitting next to him, “Hey, morning”, he said, in his husky voice. He then sat up and turned his body facing me.

     “I bought cappuccino for you”, I said and handed a cup of hot cappuccino to him. He smiled.

     “Be careful. They still hot”, I said.

     “Thank you. How did you know that I likes cappuccino?”, he asked.

     I smiled and said, “Well, Liam told me because I couldn’t remember what you had ordered on the day we first met at the airport”

     He nodded and slowly sipping his coffee.

     “Uhm, Harry. Thank you”, I said.

      His frowned, he put the cappuccino down at the floor and stared at me, “For?”

     “Uhm, you know. Yesterday. Thank you very much. You… you always make me feel safe and comfort me with your presence.”, I explained. And looked down.

     He lifted my chin, forced me to looked at him. I slowly looked up at him. And staring in his eyes, he was staring mine too. I love it. He smiled.

     “Don’t thank me. I just wanna make sure you’re fine, safe and comfort you. Because… uhm, Diamond… I love you”

     What….. did he just said that to me?

 

Harry’s P.O.V

     “Harry… Harry, wake up. Harry”, I could heard her soft voice. My angel. I then opened my eyes and smiled when I saw Diamond was sitting next to me, “Hey, morning”, I said, in my husky morning voice. I wanted to be awake like this every morning. Everytime I opened my eyes, I don’t wanna see anything else but her by my side. She was so beautiful. I quickly sat up and turned my body facing her.

     “I bought cappuccino for you”, she said and handed a cup of hot cappuccino to me. I smiled. Happily.

     “Be careful. They still hot”, she said. Uhm, she was worried about me. I was stunned, “Thank you. How did you know that I likes cappuccino?”, I asked.

     She smiled and said, “Well, Liam told me because I couldn’t remember what you had ordered on the day we first met at the airport”

      Uhm, I see. She couldn’t remember. I was hoping that she was. I nodded and slowly sipping my coffee.

     “Uhm, Harry. Thank you”, she said. All of sudden.

      I started to frowned, and put the cappuccino down at the floor and stared at this beautiful girl who was sitting next to me, “For?”

     “Uhm, you know. Yesterday. Thank you very much. You… you always make me feel safe and comfort me with your presence.”, she explained. And looked down.

      I softly lifted her chin, actually forcing her to looked at me. She then slowly looked up at me. I looked in to her big hazelnut eyes and she looked in to my blue-green eyes. I don’t want this moment to stop. It was…. Lovely moment with her. I smiled and said, “Don’t thank me. I just wanna make sure you’re fine, safe and comfort you. Because… uhm, Diamond… I love you”

      Her eyes wide.

      “I know, it’s too fast that I really loves you for the first sight I’ve met you at the airport. I was so happy that I can got to know you more closer. I know your heart is not opened for me, but I will wait for you because honestly I don’t want anyone else”, I said, softly. I want her to know everything that I felt. I couldn’t stand anymore to keep this. Only her can give me that feeling.

      “I may slept with many women before, but trust me, Diamond. Start from the first moment I saw you, I only need and want you”, I said, grabbed her hands and kissed them.

      “Uhm, Harry. I’m sorry. I… I just can’t”, she finally said, pulled back her hands from mine. I can see tears filled up in her eyes.

      “I’m sorry. But I didn’t asked you to accept me. I just wanted to let you know all that feelings. I’m sorry, I didn’t meant to make you cry”, I said, softly.

    She then got up and walked away out of the room.

 

 

Niall’s P.O.V

     My stomach hurts me, so I was wondering that I need toilet! So, I ran upstairs. But when I was about to pass Harry, Diamond, Louis and Eleanor’s spareroom, the door was half opened and I by chance overheard Harry and Diamond’s conversation.

     “….You… you always make me feel safe and comfort me with your presence.”, Diamond’s voice.

      “Don’t thank me. I just wanna make sure you’re fine, safe and comfort you. Because… uhm, Diamond… I love you”

      My eyes opened wide. I put one hand on my mouth and another on my stomach.

      “I know, it’s too fast that I really loves you for the first sight I’ve met you at the airport. I was so happy that I can got to know you more closer. I know your heart is not opened for me, but I will wait for you because honestly I don’t want anyone else”, I could heard Harry’s husky voice.

      “I may slept with many women before, but trust me, Diamond. Start from the first moment I saw you, I only need and want you”, he continue.

      “Uhm, Harry. I’m sorry. I… I just can’t”, Diamond replied. And I was like ‘what did she mean by she can’t’? I mean there were thousands girls who wanted to be at her place right now. Come on, Diamond! He was Harry Edward Styles.

      “I’m sorry. But I didn’t asked you to accept me. I just wanted to let you know all that feelings. I’m sorry, I didn’t meant to make you cry”, Harry said. By that time, I heard footsteps and I was about to run but suddenly, Diamond bumped into me. We’re now lying on the floor. Diamond was on top of me.

      “Uhm, sorry!”, I said and stared into her red eyes. Tears streaming down on her beautiful face. She looked in to my eyes, “Babe, are you okay?”, I asked.

     Diamond nodded and she quickly got up and ran downstairs. I sighed and tried to get up. And when I looked up, Harry was there standing at the doorway of the spareroom. He crossed him arms.

    “What do you think you’re doing, mate?”, I asked him, angrily.

     He looked down and sighed, “Uhm, come in and we talked about it”, he said, seriously, walked in the room back. I sighed and took a deep breath, followed him. He sat on the bed, so I sat next to him.

     “What’s up?”, I asked.

     “I told Diamond that I loved her”, he answered, looking down at the air mattress.

     I nodded, “Yeah, I know. I heard everything!”, I replied sarcastically plus jealously.

     Harry frowned.

     “Well, mate. I told you before, even if we’re have feelings for her, it’s impossible if either you or me could get her. You know, her boyfriend just gone for the past few weeks and he would never come back to her, to this world”, I explained, “Her heart is not open for someone, and she’s not ready to fall in love again. I know how the feeling when we lost someone we really loves and cares about. She just need time. Give her some times!”

     Harry slowly nodded and looked up at me, he smiled, “Thanks, mate for that. I’d be nothing if you’re not here”, he said.

     “That’s doesn’t matter. You’re my best mate! I won’t you to hurt too”, I said, giving him a big bear hugged.

 

Eleanor's P.O.V

 

     I sat with crossed legs on the chair while having my tea with Louis and Summer. Liam and Andrew were at the backyard with Mary, I’m not sure what they were doing. Niall was in the bathroom. Well, you know he ate too much at Nando’s. He consume Diamond, Liam, Perrie and mine balance food that we can’t take anymore. Diamond was upstairs, waking Harry up and gave him the coffee. While Zayn and Perrie missing in action after we got home (but I think they probably in their room).

     Louis handed me a cup of tea that he made for us. I smiled, he then sat next to my left. Summer sat opposite me.

     “Oh, this is heaven”, I said, happily, and was about to sipping my tea but then I put the cup back on the table when Diamond was running heading to us. She ran to Summer and hugged her.

     Summer looked at me and Louis while Louis and me looked back at her. We three wonder what had happened. It must be something happen with Harry.

     “What happened?”, Summer asked, rubbed her back.

     “Diamond, tell us. What happened, love?”, Lou asked.

     “Yes, we all ears. Tell us, did Harry did something to you?”, I asked.

     She then let Summer go and sat properly next to her. She wipe her tears as she shooked her head.

     “I don’t know why this happened to me…”, she paused, started her sobbing, “Harry… he told me that he loved me… I just… I don’t know… I can’t”, she continue, looked down on the table.

     Louis sighed. I smiled to her and grabbed her hands, “He really do. Actually, we all already know that he loved you. We’re just keep this as a secret because Harry don’t want to ruin the friendship”, I explained.

     “Niall did too”, Louis finally said.

     Summer nodded weakly. Diamond’s eyes wide opened, staring at Louis, “What do you mean?”

     “He… he loves you as do as Harry loves you too. That just happened”, Louis explained.

 

Diamond’s P.O.V

     I told them about Harry. Eleanor explained that they all already know about his feeling towards me but they wanted to keep it as a secret. Louis all of sudden told me that Niall had love me too, same like Harry. I couldn’t believe what had just happened to me. Yeah, I know there were thousands of girl who wanted to be loved by them, they are One Direction, the biggest boyband in the world. But I’m different. My heart is belong to the one and only, Edward. Even he was gone and would never come back, my heart will always does belonged to him. Forever. I thought it just wasting their time for the people who loves me. I am nothing. They will meet someone who better than me. I don’t deserves anyone in this world. Yes, when Edward was still alive, I wanted to get married, having kids, having new family and getting old together with my husband, but that’s all was just a dream. I don’t want to get married with anyone. I wanted to live and spent my whole life with my mum and dad and Summer. They’d never leave, but I know, somehow, someday, they’ll leave. Death.

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