I Only Want More

This is a story about two best friend who fall in love. But it is not your classic, sweet, romantic story. It's dark and twisted. There's more to this girl's story than she tells, and he is determined to help her out.

This is a Louis fanfic :) its 13+ because there's a lot of cussing, sexual scenes and some general bad things. Also please don't read it if you find it triggering.


2. Him

I walked out of the house and started walking down the road. I put my headphones in and started listening to music. It took me a while but I got back to the little clearing that we had all crashed at last night. I knew that everyone would still be there. I walked up and everyone turned to look at me. 

"What?" I asked with a little laugh.

"We didn't know where you'd gone. You just disappeared. We thought the cops had gotten you!" my friend Kirsten basically yelled at me. 

"Well I didn't want to get in anymore trouble than I already am at home. So I left as soon as Louis woke me up." I explained while going over to sit next to Louis. He smiled at me and I smiled back. We all sat around talking and laughing and having a good time. That is, until James showed up. The minute he walked up everyone went silent. 

James was my boyfriend. He was mean, abusive and controlling. I was basically blackmailed into our "relationship" and now I was stuck. If I ever tried to break up with him, he would hit me, hard. So I just stuck with him and tried not to piss him off. 

"Where were you this morning?" James asked in my ear while everyone started talking again. Louis moved away from me, I watched him move with sad eyes. He caught my eye and gave me an apologetic face. 

"Um Louis woke me up and the sun was about to rise so I just went home so I wouldn't get in too much trouble."

"Did you get caught?"

"No, but my mom was really suspicious." I said, not looking at him. He then wrapped his arm around my waist and kissed my cheek, moving to my lips as his hand slid up to my boobs. He shoved his tongue in my mouth and it took everything I had to try and kiss him back. I was utterly disgusted. I hated kissing him, I hated having his hands all over me like he owned me. Which he really did. I hated it. The only good thing about him and our relationship was that he never forced me to have sex with him. He would force me to do other things, but never go all the way. And that's the only reason why Louis hadn't beaten the shit out of him.

No one in our group liked James, but Louis hated him. They had gotten into many fights, which had all ended the same way, Louis on the ground covered in bruises and usually bleeding from somewhere. I was the one to take care of Louis after something like that. Every time I told him to back off, that he didn't have to fight James. But he never replied and a few weeks later, the same thing would happen.

I opened my eyes while James and I were kissing and I looked over his shoulder to see Louis staring at us. He looked angry and sad at the same time. He caught my eye and blushed and looked away. I smiled because it was so cute, but James thought I was smiling because of him so he moved his hands lower, down to my shorts. I was used to this, and I knew he wouldn't actually do anything in front of everyone. 

But I was wrong. He unbuttoned my shorts and put his hand inside. No. This was where I drew the line. I put my hands on his chest and pushed as hard as I could. He fell back on his butt and glared at me. Everyone was silent and was watching. James stood up and I flinched. He then slapped me as hard as he could. I yelled out in pain. I knew there was a handprint on my face now. He grabbed my hair and pulled up so I would stand up. I was terrified, I never knew what he was going to do to me. 

"Don't you ever do that again. Stupid fucking slut." he then spat in my face, dropped my hair and walked out of the little clearing. I sank down to the ground, tears were running down my face. I wiped off his spit and the tears. My cheek still stung badly. Someone put their arm around me and I flinched, not knowing who it was. I looked up to, of course, see Louis. I turned and cried into his chest. He held me tightly and rubbed my back, trying to calm me and keep me from having another panic attack. Eventually my tears stopped and my breathing returned to normal. I pulled away to look at Louis. He looked like he was about to cry. I looked at everyone, Kirsten, Blaire, Eddy, Sam, and Claire. They were all looking at me.

"Sorry about that." I said in a shaky voice, trying to smile at them. They all gave me little half smiles back. 

The rest of the night was uneventful, just our usual stuff. Louis and I shared a bowl and when we were done, we laid with our heads together, looking up at the stars. Everyone else had either left or was asleep. 

"Lou, I'm sorry" I said in a quiet voice.

"Why are you sorry?"

"Because you have to put up with all of my shit like James and my panic attacks and I'm just sorry. It's not fair to you."

"It's okay, don't be sorry. You know I'd do anything for you."

After that we didn't say anything, we just kept looking at the sky. I looked at my phone and it was almost 4 in the morning. I had started to come down off my high and I knew I needed to get home. I stood up, thinking Louis was asleep. I leaned down and kissed his cheek and started to walk away when he called my name. I looked back and he was still asleep, but was mumbling. He kept saying my name and something else that I couldn't make out. I leaned down close to his mouth.

"Havelyn. I. Love. You." he said in a whisper that I almost couldn't make out. I stared at him. Did he really?

My mind was racing as I walked home. Louis and I had known each other a while and he was my best friend in the world. He knew everything about me and I knew everything about him. I trusted him with everything and I knew he would never betray my trust. But did he really love me? I didn't know what to do with this, but for right now, I just decided to ignore it and try to forget that I had ever even heard that.




(A/N) i'm so sorry for not updating sooner, I just haven't been in a writing mood lately cause there's a lot of drama going on at school and we have new classes and yeah just not enough time and i haven't been in the mood. I will be updating I'm In Love With You and I think I'm going to end the story sooner than I thought. The Larry fanfic will also be up soon, I've already planned it out and I cried just writing the outline. Kirsten Marchak (i think i spelled that right) this update was for you :) 

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