Why'd you leave?

Arana Holland is bestfriends with Harry Styles, they grew up together! Then one day he suddenly leaves and tries out for the X-Factor. With all his fame he forgets about her, she meets him at a signing and he askes her to stay with them at a beach house, but will she fall for another boys? Will he get the girl he wants? Does someone snatch her up?


41. You changed?

Arana's P.O.V

     Zayn and I have just celebrated our 4 week anniversary. He is the best boyfriend anyone could ever wish for. Harry and I are starting to get over each other. Louis and I are the best of friends. I 've met Dani and Eleanor. They are wonderful. Dani and I spend time together all the time. Zayn and I are perfect. We are in love. Nothing can break us. I love kissing him. He makes my heart smile and he makes the butterflies flutter a bunch even if I just hear his name. I can't get over him. He is the best thing for me.


       "Babe!" I opened my eyes and saw Zayn. "Good morning beautiful!" Zayn smiled and wrapped his arms around me. I smiled then kissed his cheek. "Niall is making breakfast!" He said walking downstairs. I stretched. This is still perfect...how could anything go wrong?


 I walked into the kitchen. "Hey babe!" Louis said hugging me. I giggled. I looked at Liam. "Heyyy sexy!" I said, as he was wearing sweats and a loose tee. "I'm going to the gym..who wants to come?" He asked. Niall burts out laughing. "Dude we all went yesturday." Niall grinned. "I'll go..if that's ok with Arana?" Zayn asked walking into the kitchen. I giggled. He walked next to me, sliding his hand on my lower back. "What?" He asked looking into my eyes. "You...working out?"  I smiled. His index finger poked my nose. "Well according to my girlfriend. I am out of shape. SO yes Liam I'm tagging along!" Zayn cried. I giggled and kissed Zayn. Every single kiss still felt new.

     "So now Zayn's out. What are we going to do? I mean, Arana and Zayn not together? What are they going to do for an hour?" Harry teased walking a plate of pancakes and syrup over to me, I was on the couch. I was wearing some black sweat pants and one of Zayn's tee's. I grabbed the plate. "You know you guys don't act like you even met before the interview..." Louis said looking down. Harry and I looked at each other. "We haven't seen each other for 3 years!" Harry whined. I giggled. "It's ok HAZ!" I yelled. Harry crakced a smile. "OUU Harry kills those girls with those dimples!" Niall began to fangirl. Then Louis and I chimed in, making Harry uncomfortable. "OUU HARRY!" We all giggled. He smiled. "You know....Our fans like Louis and Niall as well." Harry said grabbing my cheeks. His smile faded. I looked at him. Something went wrong. Then Niall's phone went off scaring me. He walked out. I looked at Harry who was about to cry. Louis knew things were getting personal now, so he stepped out as well.

   "Harry? Love is everything ok?" I asked him. He looked down at the floor.

 "Harry? Please talk to me!" I began to beg, I didn't want to cry but I flet like crying my eyes out.

Harry looked up. His hands caressed my face. My heart began to race and my palms got sweaty and I beagn to feel a little bad about this whole thing.

"You know why I am like this?" He asked with a sort of wryness in his voice. "I want to knw!!"I cried.

   His emerald eyes looked at my face, his warm hands were making me feel....undescribible!

  "You! You make me feel like shit!" He blurted out. I ripped my face from his hands and looked away. I make him feel like shit? Uh no buddy it''s the opposite. "Arana, listen!" He said grabbing my arms. "Don't touch me!! Don't! You make ME feel like shit and for what? What did I do? I didn't deserve it! For 3 years I was miserable and friendless. My dad died and best friend didn't even know me anymore. I almost killed myself because of what you did! Now you say I make YOU feel like shit. Don't you dare!"

    I was in tears and couldn't even look at him. I felt like killing myself right now! Harry pulled me back. "I didn't know you ever felt like that! You could have told me?" He said trying to hold the tears back. "It's....I'm sorry! I know I made you feel like shit! I know this! For the years I haven't been with you I regret everyday I missed with you." He said, his hands were holding my legs down. I felt myself start to shake! "I know this. I didn't mean it when I said you make me feel like shit. But you do!" He said making me look at him. I shook my head. I looked at his bruised face. "Arana...When you are with Zayn...I feel like even more worse. I feel like I shouldn't have left and you would be mine. I feel like if didn't leave I would be all over you like Zayn is. I feel like I did everything wrong...I feel like when I see you, I don't even know you. You are a different person! That you aren't Arana Noelle Holland. Your hair isn't blonde anymore. Your eyes aren't even the same. Your freckles...you hide them. Why?" He asked...My heart ached for him. I knew what he was talking about....

   "I did this. I changed becasue I thought maybe you would like me. Or someone else would like me if I changed. I mean you changed...why can't I?" I snapped, I wiped the tears away. "I didn't change!" He yelled. "Oh you didn't change? Where is your promise ring? Huh you said you wouldn't change! You wouldn't let fame change you...it did. You aren't Harry. You are now THE Harry Styles that is known for dating older women and a flirt. You are not! You aren't either of those things! Watching you grow made me sick! You promised me...that was one of the last things I heard you say...you promised..." I said. I stood up and walked out of the room, and my face was filled with tears, I couldn't see my vivion was blurred from the tears. "Well promises are ment to be broken!" I heard him yell. That...what he just said broke me. I couldn't do this...this pain...

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