Why'd you leave?

Arana Holland is bestfriends with Harry Styles, they grew up together! Then one day he suddenly leaves and tries out for the X-Factor. With all his fame he forgets about her, she meets him at a signing and he askes her to stay with them at a beach house, but will she fall for another boys? Will he get the girl he wants? Does someone snatch her up?


23. The truth!

Arana's P.O.V

   I walked up the big, long beautiful staircase. When I got to the top I walked down the hall. I came to the door that was closed. I didn't know. My heart was racing. I was going to face the boy I just made cry, why? Was this right?

     I clenched the door knob. I slowly turned the silver cold, handle and pushed the door open. I stood in the doorway. The room was clean, the walls were blue and had some papers on the wall, some sticky notes. There was a desk and a small walk in closet. Zayn was lying on the bed covering himself. I walked over to the little bed, and touched his shoulder ever so lightly. "Zayn?" I whispered. He pulled himself up and looked at me. Tear streaks were marked on his beautiful face. I sat down on the edge of his bed. "Tell me the truth. The whole truth about you. About everything. Right now!" He insisted. I sighed.

   "Ok, first. I am Arana Holland. I am a year younger than Harry. I lived with him. My mom left me when I was little. My dad just died about 2 years ago from drug overdose. I live with my foster family. This is the best life I've had in years. I was so suicidal for years and now I am really happy. I haven't had friends since Harry left. I have made 4 new friends and I am happier than ever! I never wanted to hurt you. I lied to protect me...it didn't work. What I use to have with Harry I don't have anymore. I don't! I have feelings for someone else now. I have feelings for you now!" I said. I looked down and I paused. He grabbed my hand. "I have feelings for you too!" He smiled at me. The tears were coming down my face hard now. "You do?" I asked looking into light hazel eyes that were filled with happiness and love, his smile grew and instantly warmed my heart. His warm hand gripping mine made me feel safe. "I have, I don't know if you noticed, I smiled at you when I hugged you for the first time..." He said blushing. "I did. I was trying to look for Harry. Sorry." He laughed and nodded. "Nice to know." I laughed. "Will you forgive me?" I asked him. "Yes. I forgive you." He smiled. I moved closer to him. "Why was Harry picking you up?" He asked, I hesitated and looked down. "Can we forget the past and move on?" I asked. "....sure...." He paused. He looked at me. "You are the most beautiful girl I've ever seen." He bit his lip. Then I thought about Perrie. What he did to her, what if he did this to her. Everything he is saying? What if he said this to her?...tears formed. "Arana. Are you ok?" He asked moving very close to me. "I...I just..." I got up and walked out of his room. I didn't know where I was going I jut couldn't feel this pain and love at the same time!

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