She's Not Afraid

16 year old Emily is just your average girl, but her older brother Liam is in One Direction! She's been friends with all the boys for as long as she can remember but she has always been close to Harry. Will Harry still be her best friend when he starts dating Isabel the one who makes Emily's life hell? (This is my first fanfic so don't judge me... If you do I don't care)


14. Die Inside

Emily's P.O.V

   I woke up to a loud banging noise coming from upstairs. I carefully slid the covers off of me, not wanting to wake Harry and carefully made my way to the top of the stairs. I noticed that the sound was coming from Niall's room, I quietly crept up to his door. "Niall?" I said knocking on the door. "GO AWAY!" He yelled and I heard more objects hit the ground. "Niall, it's just me. Please open the door.." I whispered as I tried to open the door "That's the point, it's you! Now GO AWAY!" Huh? Why would he say that? OH GOD! The chips on the floor! It must have been him! "Can I at least come in?" I whispered into the door. "NO! I just want to be alone!" He yelled, his voice chocking on his tears. I sighed "Niall, I-I'm sorry.." "HA, a little late for that!" "Niall, what happened to you?" "What happened to me?" He replied sarcastically "What happened to you?" "Niall.." I whispered, my voice chatching in my throat as a tear ran down the side of my face. "Just go!" He yelled, that's all I needed to hear.

   I ran into my room, tears streaming down my face and slammed the door behind me. I slid my back down the door and placed my head in my hands.


Niall's P.O.V

   I know I shouldn't have had a go at Em, but I am so hurt. I thought she had fellings for me. Did the kiss mean nothing to her? I was so close, she could have been mine. I sighed, unlocked my door and made my way to the bathroom.  I flicked on the light and inspected myself in the mirror. God, I looked terriable. My blonde hair was all messed up and my eyes were all red and puffy from my crying. I fixed my hair and splashed water on my face. I looked a bit better, but I still felt bad. I slowly made my way back to my room. When I passed Em's room I heard her crying. I felt a knot build up in my stomach. I did this. I made her feel like this. I took a deep breath and knocked on her door. "Em.." I whispered as I lent on her door. "Leave me alone!" she said, her voice catching in her thorat. "Not until you let me in" I said grabbing hold of her door handle.  "No, you'll just yell at me again.." She whispered.  "I promise I won't.." I replied almost bursting into tears, I hated to see her cry and to know I was the reason she was cring now, it just broke my heart. 

   I heard a quiet click of the door opening, without hesitating I stepped into her room as she climbed under her covers. I sat at the foot of her bed and whispered "Em, you don't know how sorry I am. I shouldn't have yelled at you but I was just so hurt.." She just burried herself eeper into the sheets. "Em please look at me.." She lifted her head out of under the coveres and gazed into my eyes. I could see the saddness and hurt that was in her eyes, how could I have done this to her... "Niall, i-it's not your fault.." "No, it is.." "Niall, stop blaming youself. I was the one who ruined everything." She siad as she sat up. "Em, you didn't ruin anything.." "Yes I did Niall! I was the one that kissed you and I was the one who said yes to Harry! No one made those decistions for me, I did!" She said, her eyes welling up with tears. "Em, come here.." I said gesturing for her to come closer. She crawled next to me a rested her head on my sholder, I wrapped my arms around her "Em it's ok.." I whispered into her hair. "Why is my life so messed up?" She said looking up at me as a tear ran down her cheek "It's not.." I whispered as I wiped away her tear. We just sat there for what seemed like a eternity, I was about to lean in and kiss her but reminded myself that she was with Harry and I can't chane that.. No matter how much I want to...


A/N: Hey guys! I'm running a little competition. If any of you would like to be in the story all you have to do is comment what you look like, what your personality is and who your favourite boy is. I am only choosing 2 winners so good luck!

~Emily :D

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