With You - Niall Horan Love Story

"Although the pub was dim, I could clearly make out his beautiful blue eyes, and perfect long blonde hair that I just wanted to reach out and curl in between my fingers."


41. Chapter 41


**Jena’s POV**

            When I got back home last night I was surprised in more ways then one to find that Niall had left. Although I had made it clear I did not want him there when I got back, part of me hoped he would stay. I couldn’t sleep a wink last night, I laid in bed thinking about what exactly happened between me and Niall and where it left us. In the midst of my thought I heard a knock on the door, at first I wasn’t sure if it was real until I heard it again. I grabbed a sweatshirt off of my floor, threw it on and ran downstairs to the door. When I opened it I was relieved to see El standing there. I smiled as she let herself in and made her way into my kitchen. “So, I would like you to put on a pot of water for some tea, and then it is time to talk to me about last night.” El got right to the point, I did as she asked and grabbed a pot, filling it with water and placing it on the stove. I was a little confused to how she knew about last night considering I had not talked to her yet. Did that mean she had already talked to Niall?  “Well what exactly would you like to know?” “Niall came over last night to Louis’s, I am guessing after he saw you. He was extremely upset. He told me his side of the story, but I want to hear yours.” I joined her at the table and explaining everything that had happened, from when Abby got there to when Niall left. She looked at me with concern in her eyes, “Well this is the first time I have ever heard the same story from both sides.” She said with relief in her voice, “Jena, you do not have to sign anything you don’t want to. This agreement is a little odd if you ask me, I have met Simon several times and never thought of him to be this controlling over the boys, I really thought he cared for them.” I looked down trying not to let her see the tears starting to form from the thoughts of last night, “What are you going to do?” I asked her, knowing she as well was being asked to sign it. “I have been with Louis since before One Direction became what they are today, I made a promise to him from the beginning that I would be by his side no matter what. I know that if I were in his place, he would do it for me.” I could tell she was not okay with this, but she let out a sigh and finally answered my question “I am going to sign it.”

            Once El left, I got in my bed and stayed there for the rest of the day. I did not try to call Niall nor did he try and call me. I think it was best we had some time apart while we both got over what happened last night. I also knew there was a decision I needed to make. So many things were going through my head, Niall, the agreement, my future. I kept asking myself questions, was I really in love with him after 4 months of being together? When I thought everything was moving nice and slow, did it really move to fast? If I really wanted to be happy with him, with one of the world’s biggest pop stars, did I have to hand my life over and forget about my own future? I thought back to when I first met him in the pub on my first night here in London, his beautiful blue eyes and perfect blonde hair. I thought about the feeling I got when he kissed me, the chills and the warm feeling that took over my body. It was late, and I knew it would be a long day tomorrow. So I closed my eyes trying very hard to fall asleep.

            The next day there was so much to do. Luckily for me all I had to do was get ready and show up, it was my birthday party after all. I hadn’t seen Niall since our fight 2 days ago, but I knew that I would see him tonight. I just wanted to have a good time with everyone for my birthday and we could figure all this out tomorrow. Leyla was in and out running errands and helping with preparations. We both had finally finished getting ready when I heard a knock on the door, I ran upstairs to grab my purse thinking it was the limo here to pick us up, but when I came back downstairs to see Abby standing there.  “Im going to go upstairs and finish getting ready.” Leyla mumbled before sneaking off into her bedroom, leaving Abby and I alone. “What do you want?” I shouted with an attitude that I hoped would make her change her mind about crossing me right now. “I just wanted to come over and give the birthday girl her birthday present, from me of course. I figured you might want to use it before you headed to your party.” I looked at the small envelope she was holding in her hand then back at her, “how thoughtful.” I said with obvious sarcasm, I reached out and took it the envelope from her. I opened it and was confused to find a one-way plane ticket to New York, on a flight that was leaving tonight. “What is this?” I demanded. It was taking everything in me to keep me from jumping at her throat at any given moment. “Well I am not sure if you noticed, but the boys had a performance and an interview last night on the late late show. Fans have been waiting weeks for it. Since your fight the other night Niall has been completely out of it, miserable like a little lost puppy.” I felt knots in my stomach hearing how much pain he was in over our fight, but I shot her an aggravated look “get to the point Abby.” I could tell she was getting pleasure out of this, “The fans were extremely disappointed in Niall’s performance, which means management is disappointed. They are also scared that when ever he is upset this will happen again. We realized you are to much of a liability to keep around and it is time for you to go back to where you came from.” Before she could finish I was livid, “What? No way! I am not just going to leave, I love him and I want to be with him. I am ready to sign your stupid agreement. Ill do it for him, not for you.” Her laugh made the hair on the back of my neck stand up, “its not that simple anymore, every time you two ever have a fight he is going to be upset. It’s going to hurt his career; you are going to be the one to cause him to fail. Do you really want to be that person that ruined One Direction?” Of course I didn’t want to be that person, but Niall wouldn’t let our personal life reflect on his singing, wasn’t that what this was all about? Not mixing our personal life with his career? “I have ways of making you leave you know.” I glared at her, the tears were trying so hard to pour out but I did not want to give her that satisfaction. “Really? And how is that.” “You remember those times you went to the clinic back at home with your ex boyfriend, what was his name, Drew? Pregnancy scares are a big deal in Hollywood. And according to some people I have talked to, you have had more then one.” That was it, she was going to ruin my life, if I did not go home my personal business was going to spread all over the media. Not only would this humilate me, but it would kill Niall. I couldn’t do that to him. That was it, it was all I needed to convince me that I had to leave. “Do I at least get to say goodbye to him?” She immediately shook her head, “Ill let him know you left. Its best if he doesn’t see you at all, it will make it easier on him.” 

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