Who do I choose? Niall Horan Fanfiction

Kimberly Riley meets the boy of her dreams. She meets his friends and falls for one of them. She finds it hard to choose between her first love or her true love.


8. Harry's House

'Goodbye house' I whispered.

We walked over to a car and Louis drove us to the airport.

We borded the plane and shortly afterwards it took off.

I've already been on this plane once today. It's getting a bit tiring going back and forth but that's what happens when you live halfway accross the country and have to fly over just to pack your bags and say good bye I thought.

After two hours the plane landed and we got off. We walked to Louis actual car which he had left here for the past four to five hours.

He drove us up to Cheshire and through lanes, streets, villages, roads until we reached Harrys house.

It was a small bungalow with a swimming pool outside.

I smiled at the thought of getting to know my friends more, and becoming great mates but at the same time felt sad to be leaving Kimmy again. Liam must of noticed something was wrong because he took my arm and led me towards the back of the house.

"What's up Niall?" he asked me.

"Nothing. I just miss Kimberly so much already and haven't seen her for ages. When I get to spend time with her I make the most of it but I also have to make time for my family and other friends and my girlfriend Amy. So I don't always see her. I've seen her very little in the past few months and I'm not sure if I can stand being away from her much longer. She's my best friend. But the worst thing is, is that I like her more than a friend, but I can't do anything about that because of Amy. I dont know what to do.." my voice trailed off and tears started to fall down my cheeks.

"Aw mate, it must be hard for you. I really wish I could help, but all I can say is that I will be here for you when you need help. I promise." he said smiling at me.

"Now let's go inside with the others."


Kimmy's P.O.V

I hope Niall is having a nice time, I really miss him, but if he's happy then I'm happy. I want him to have a nice time with his friends. I thought as I walked through my house.

I walked up to our special corner in the attic and looked through the book we had. I stared at each and every picture admiring each one, carefully looking for all the deatials. My eyes felt wet and I couldn't help but let a few tears spill down onto the pages.

I just miss him too much.

I thought about doing what no-one should do, no matter what pain they're in.

No-one knows what goes on in my life apart from Niall.

I'm bullied, I literally only have one friend, I always get called names, my fathers not here with me, I have no-one.

The only one I can talk to is Niall. And he's my one true love. I can't do anything about that because he is with Amy. I've never liked her, she's never liked me.

I'm jealous because she's Niall's one. But although she has that, I can tell she wants the special things me and him have. She can't create a bond like us. Niall wont let her. I know she envy's it, but it's not for the right reasons. She doesn't just want the bond because it's a nice one, she want's it because I have it. She said she wants me to go, far away and die.

She, she's the reason I'm miserable. I would be happier if Niall just see's the horrible side of her and realises I amd the one he needs. It's horrible for me to think like this, but it's all I want. That's it.

But like I said; If he's happy, I'm happy.

Nialls P.O.V

It wasa getting late, and we decided to make a campfire. We sat around having a laugh, singing songs, getting to know each other more, but all of it just reminded me of Kimberly.

I could feel tears gathering in my eyes so I tried to take my mind off it by just laughing randomly.

It's wrong to hide my tears in smiles but it will all be worth it one day.

"HELP!" we heard scream from a field not to far away.

Liam and Zayn went to inspect it while Harry, Louis and I put out the fire and went indoors to set up the air beds.

Five minutes later we went back out to find Zayn standing by the fence panting and Liam no-where.

I could hear running and a second later Liam leaped over the fence.

Gasping for breath, he let out the words;

"Horse...Running...Man...Scary...Coming at me..." then fell over.

We rushed over to him and helped him up, but Louis had to carry him to the room because he wasn't able to walk properly.

We let Liam explain his story and soon we all went to bed.

I closed my eyes and thoughts of Kimmy drifted into my head. It started off as happy ones but soon turned into sad ones. I was asleep but could feel myself crying.

I was happy with my life but something's were just not going as right as I wish. I know Kimberly has a tougher life, but mine is just too tough for me too handle.

I need to do somethig about this.

I got up, and slowly walked to the bathroom Liam showed me earlier. I found my wash bag and found a razor. I carefully undid the cover and pulled up my sleeve.

I was about to do this.
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